Beyond Her Years

24 | Chicago

[beyondheryears]

Am I a lonely wife?

[beyondheryears]

Today is the first day I felt anger at other people for having sisters.

Do you realize how lucky you are to hold them close?

[beyondheryears]

I can’t unfollow any account you follow.

I can’t unpin your name from my messages.

I can’t delete our messages, I tried that once and learned the hard way those are all I have to hold onto.

I can’t erase your voicemail.

I can’t stop sending you reels, and posts that you’d find funny.

I can’t stop texting you when my heart hurts the most.

I can’t stop looking for you in the faces of strangers.

I can’t stop sending you music I think you’d enjoy.

I can’t stop picturing your face in front of mine.

I can’t stop imagining your hug, hair, hands..

I would do anything to rewind just to sit with you a while longer.

I’d sit with you forever.

I wish I could have paused our time.

[beyondheryears]

I search for you in every corner of the internet, looking for new opportunities to connect with you.

I want new. pieces. of. you.

Tell me something new.

Please.

[beyondheryears]

I need hug.

[beyondheryears]

I miss my sister and her silly, blunt, absurd mind. I miss her outrageous tumblr posts and hearing her cuss. I hate that she’s not here and that I’m left on earth to figure this shit out alone.

[aidashakur]

Find people who love like you do & never let them go.

[synqra]

[hwhwgwhnwnwbwbwg-deactivated202]

“The other day, lying in bed, I felt my heart beating for the first time in a long while. I realized how little I live in my body, how much in my mind”

-Rodger kamenetz, from Terra infirma

[latibule-e-deactivated20231012]

— Paul Guest, from “1987.”

[redrola]

[cottageaesthetic]

[redrola]

[jose-t-deactivated20180301]

the older I get the more I realize the value of privacy, of cultivating your circle and only letting certain people in. You can be open, honest, and real while still understanding not everyone deserves a seat at the table of your life.

[zyaaonline]

I love that random wave of gratitude that hits you and reminds you of how blessed you are.

[karina-padilla]

[drunkwhenimadethis]

The journey towards ourselves is life long