Ending my time on this blog on a good note. I got to work this AM with this in my inbox. Sometimes I feel like my boss and I are in a super dysfunctional / emotionally abusive relationship where he seeks my approval (for some reason he thinks I'm like a punk rocker and he thinks it's cool) and I seek his (duh, he's my boss with insane connects). It's weird, and as much as I complain to my friends and family, I know that he does appreciate me, even if he has a hard time showing it. Obviously sending product is one of the least stressful duties of mine, but it is still so time consuming and tedious. Just knowing that my hard work is showing and people notice really makes me happy, especially when the SVP and my other boss are CC'd😄. With that being said, I think a lot of people can learn something from this simple email and my simple task of ordering from the warehouse and shipping out. Even though it's something small and really, something people take for granted (have you ever thought of the person who ships the stuff you order online? Isn't it awesome when you get something way quicker than you expected? 😜) it still goes noticed. Don't look over the little things - a nice note, picking up something cute that made you think of a friend/lover..even if the person doesn't praise or even outwardly acknowledge you, they do still remember. And that makes me feel good 😊. (The rest of this post blabbers on, just warning you..) It's so hard to completely leave tumblr after you've literally put all your heart and feelings into posts..for me at least (clearly- as you can see based on the amount of times I said I was deleting an didn't 😉). But I can honestly say, I'm done with all things sugar related. It doesn't fulfill me anymore, and tbh I'm not sure if it ever really did. I met so many amazing girls on here and obvi still gonna follow them on my new blog, but I just feel like my new relationship is so cool, so fun, so relaxed..so what I need right now..that I don't need the same support that I used to from this blog. I don't need to ask my tumblr girls about this or that, if this is normal, if this is "enough" (but please know we still talk shit😎). it's crazy how I just know everything is so how it's supposed to be right now. I don't feel like I need to brag (guilty of doing this, but so are some of you!), now I just feel like I want to share my experiences for this part of my life, I want to share my new blog with friends and I want to be able to show my family if someone asks (that might be a stretch because I love porn gifs....) but you get the point 😘😘
