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[bi-millennial-man]

I don’t even know

Sometimes I have such a strong dislike for myself that I don’t know what it is I don’t want to be.

Do I hate: Being male? My body type? My voice? My mental health issues? Being a coward in the closet? All of the above?

I question my identity so much but I don’t know what I actually would rather be, sometimes anything but “Me” is enough, sometimes I want to be reborn as somebody else, often I feel like it should be female other times I’m not so sure.

[gemcare]

[bi-millennial-man]

I love Steven Universe and its infectious positivity 

[bi-millennial-man]

This song means so much to me, it helped me figure out my identity (or lack thereof) beneath my daily facade.

I'm a shapeshifter At Poe's Masquerade Hiding both face and mind All free for you to draw I'm a shapeshifter What else should I be? Please don't take off my mask Revealing dark Moments of calm Nothing left to be found A mirror right in front of me That's where I find An empty glass Reflecting the sad truth It's telling words not to be told I need the mask

[bi-millennial-man]

When people try to cheer me up these days. I know they mean well but sometimes I need to vent.

[bi-millennial-man]

New year, same me

Happy New Years everyone. Here’s hoping it’s better than the last.

I personally want to be able to express myself better and explore my thoughts and feelings more. Maybe even meet someone eventually but that’s not always in my control.

Where ever you are and whenever you read this I hope everything is going ok and if not that it will get better soon.

[letters-to-lgbt-kids]

My dear lgbt+ kids, 

Here’s a quick reminder: It’s okay to walk away from online fights. 

You don’t need to answer every mean or hateful comment you get. You don’t need to defend yourself every time someone disagrees with you. 

It’s okay to simply delete some asks. It’s okay to block some people. 

With all my love, 

Your Tumblr Mom 

[prentiss-santiago]

this scene was far too real for too many people

[bi-millennial-man]

starting off

I created this account a while back but never had the voice to say what I wanted to say and to be honest I’m not sure I have it now but I’ll give it a shot. 

I created this account to explore my sexuality openly in a way that didn’t risk having to come out to friends or family until I was ready and tumblr always seemed like a safe place to do so. Maybe not so much now that they are banning all adult content and anything that has a whiff of sexuality about it but what’s the worst they can do?

The name  is a reference to Robin Williams film Bicentennial Man and also a semi accurate description of me. 

Though since creating the account and posting this I’ve become aware of Pansexuallity, demisexuallity also the difference between -sexuality and -romantic so realistically these days I’d describe myself as Panromantic and demisexual but that’s a topic for another day. 

Feel free to ask me questions and I’ll try answer as best I can.