bicvrious

[bicvrious]

                           𝓈𝓊𝓃𝓃𝓎  𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒  𝓊𝓅 , it's  easier  said  than  done , 

                           my  mundane  days  have  all  become  𝓈𝓊𝓃𝒹𝒶𝓎𝓈 . 

                                  ☀  you've  already  become  my  𝓈𝓊𝓃 .  ☀ 

                                           ♡     lysander  &  alek      ♡  

[bicvrious]

bunbun, taehoe, woosi, hoewon, kaito, dayday

lysalek

VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: 💗💗💗💗💗 (purely aesthetic appreciation of looks)

FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: 💗💗💗 (how close a friend they consider them)

SEXUAL DESIRE: 💗💗💗💗💗 (wanting to have sex with them)

ROMANTIC INTENT: 💗💗💗💗💗 (hoping for a romantic relationship)

taequinn

VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: 💗💗💗💗💗 (purely aesthetic appreciation of looks)

FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: 💗💗💗💗 (how close a friend they consider them)

SEXUAL DESIRE: 💗💗💗💗💗 (wanting to have sex with them)

ROMANTIC INTENT: 💗💗💗💗💗 (hoping for a romantic relationship)

caswoo

VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: 💗💗💗💗💗 (purely aesthetic appreciation of looks)

FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: 💔 (how close a friend they consider them)

SEXUAL DESIRE: 💗💗💗💗💗 (wanting to have sex with them)

ROMANTIC INTENT: 💗 (hoping for a romantic relationship)

siwon

VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: 💗💗💗💗💗 (purely aesthetic appreciation of looks)

FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: 💗💗💗 (how close a friend they consider them)

SEXUAL DESIRE: 💗💗💗💗 (wanting to have sex with them)

ROMANTIC INTENT: 💗💗💗💗💗 (hoping for a romantic relationship)

karcher

VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: 💗💗💗💗💗 (purely aesthetic appreciation of looks)

FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: 💗💗💗💗 (how close a friend they consider them)

SEXUAL DESIRE: 💗💗💗💗💗 (wanting to have sex with them)

ROMANTIC INTENT: 💗💗💗💗💗 (hoping for a romantic relationship)

rayuan

VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: 💗💗💗💗💗 (purely aesthetic appreciation of looks)

FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: 💗💗 (how close a friend they consider them)

SEXUAL DESIRE: 💗💗💗💗💗 (wanting to have sex with them)

ROMANTIC INTENT: 💔 (hoping for a romantic relationship)

[inboxmyrp-blog]

Drop me a character name and I’ll reveal my muse’s heart...

VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: 💗💗💗💗💗 (purely aesthetic appreciation of looks)

FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: 💗💗💗💗💗 (how close a friend they consider them)

SEXUAL DESIRE: 💗💗💗💗💗 (wanting to have sex with them)

ROMANTIC INTENT: 💗💗💗💗💗 (hoping for a romantic relationship)

💔 Non-existent 💗 Very low 💗💗 A little 💗💗💗 Hopeful 💗💗💗💗 High 💗💗💗💗💗 Maximum

[faklve]

two months after their unexpected reunion and taeho has reached his breaking point. the first month he believed the younger’s empty promises of change  —  he was ecstatic things would finally fall into place, that they’d get to be a somewhat normal couple  —  but he’s found out the hard way that all of it was a lie. it hurt taeho, more so than he could ever put into words, that he was fooled all over again, because he was blinded by the love he had for his boyfriend, and that quinn didn’t seem to care about the damages he was causing in their relationship and on taeho. he doesn’t want to reach the point of having to drastic measures such as initiating another breakup because he loves quinn with all his heart  — no amount of betrayal would change that, that much he’s sure of, unfortunately  —  but he’s determined to get his way this time around. he wants acts from quinn, not words. his words and promises mean nothing to him anymore. he’s curled up on the couch, bacon sleeping peacefully on his chest, when quinn gets home from a ‘study session’  —  that he knows damn well wasn’t one but rather an outing with his friends. “how was studying?” 

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[bicvrious]

as fun as hanging out at the sportsbar with his friends was, quinn was actually relieved to be back at taeho’s place. even though they’ve been back together for two months now, it still felt kind of surreal to be able to see him again on the regular, hold him tightly in his arms and kiss him the way he used to. there was nothing quinn loved more than being with taeho, although it wasn’t easy to keep the other happy, because of one underlying issue in their relationship. the problem was that quinn had no intention of coming out, and the older male kept pushing for him to do so, so they could date publically. just thinking about it filled him with anxiety, which is why he felt like he had no choice but to lie. his friends were all straight, they wouldn’t understand, not to mention how his catholic family would feel about this. “studying? eh, it was okay,” quinn shrugged, flashing his boyfriend a dimpled smile, and plopped down beside him on the couch. “i missed you, though. sorry i’ve been so busy and stuff,” he whispered, reaching out his hand and placing it on taeho’s bare leg, caressing him gently. “hyung, do you want to spoon with me?” 

[bicvrious]

“what do you want, dayday?” ryuichi eyes narrowed at dayuan, as he raked his hand through his unwashed hair, pulling it off his face. for the past few days, the former rockstar had been cooped up in his room, purposely avoiding everything and everyone in life. not even drugs appeared to make him feel better. in fact, they were doing more harm than good. it wasn’t uncommon for the male to go through extreme highs and lows, without knowing what triggered it. sure, no longer having taeho around every day was unfortunate, but there had to be more to it then just that. pulling the blanket back over his head, the male groaned, “if you’re here for a quickie, baby boy, i’m not interested, but i’ll let you use the bathroom to jerk off.”  @faklve​

[jungsungchans]

wayvlog: 👊✋✌ yangyang!

[mrkslee]

precious 💚

[moonzoned]

YangYang’s Weibo update with Bella 

[adventuringangel]

he is lust. he is sex in the back seat of a car. he is hickies on the beach. he is groping in a movie theater. he is ass grabbing in an empty aisle. he is dirty whispers on the phone. he is pressed thighs and lip biting. he is moaned names. he is trembling and goosebumps. he is breathlessness after a touch. he is frustration and dark eyes. he is insanity and clawing nails. he is the pleas of more. he is the begs of not stopping. he is the fantasies that have your hand between your thighs, wishing it was his mouth instead. he is sex. he is lust. he is a drug. one you’ll take with a scream of pleasure and a whimper for another.

the dangers of dating a boy who knows exactly what he’s doing. (via bclicve)

[faklve]

siwoo hasn’t been avoiding cas, per se, but rather hiding out of sight in shame and embarrassment. until the incident, siwoo managed to hide how deeply his anxiety ran when surrounded by strangers. now that his weakness was exposed to the other, he lost the last bit of his dignity and he felt more vulnerable than ever before. for days, he thought about ways to get himself out of telling the true reason behind what had happened, if cas were to demand an explanation from him, only to come to the conclusion that silence was his best defense. he admits, he’s surprised the older has yet to corner him to do so but he’s grateful. feeling a semblance of courage, after staring blankly at the walls of the guest bedroom for hours, he makes his way to the living room, a book in hand to distract himself for the rest of the day. he doesn’t expect cas to find him so soon. even less his strange behavior nor the even stranger words tumbling from his lips. miss him? has cassius lost his marbles? silently, siwoo shifts on the older’s lap to look him in the eyes and unconsciously pushing his body closer to the older’s, seeking its warmth. he does so, for a long beat, trying to make sense of cassius’ attitude. he’s never heard him address him so gently nor look at him the way he is now. “what are you doing?” his brows furrow, suspicion growing. there has to be an ulterior motive behind the sudden change in attitude. it doesn’t even cross siwoo’s mind that it may be related to the incident a few days prior. let alone that cas may feel guilt for causing siwoo’s anxiety attack. “what do you want?”

@bicvrious​

[bicvrious]

it wasn’t at all in cassius’ nature to go out of his way to please other people, and yet the self-centered playboy had found himself in a predicament where he wasn’t just forced to heed his father’s every order, but also solely responsible for his young, foreign fiance's happiness. his future in the family business and his inheritance were on the line here, which is why cassius couldn’t afford any trouble from either party. it was clear that siwoo was more than just a little bit unstable, and if he were to change his mind and move back to korea, all of cassius’ efforts would have been for nothing. thankfully, it doesnt take long for the boy to get comfortable in his lap, but the suspicious look on his features doesn’t go unnoticed. “that’s what i’m asking you, siwoo. what can i do to make you happy?” he asks again, his fingers rubbing soothing circles on the younger’s back. “in just a few more weeks, we’ll get married, right? so, letting my gorgeous fiance pick out a lavish wedding gift is only appropriate.” 

[bicvrious]

faklve​:

alek melts into the kiss, hands traveling down to settle on his boyfriend’s hips and pushing his body closer. things could escalate fast between the two, as they usually do but he can’t bring himself to push lysander away — he has half in mind to cancel the date at the spa altogether and spend the day ravishing his gorgeous boyfriend over and over again  — the older turns out to be the one pushing him away in the most lysander possible way. also known as, blaming alek for his own desires. he would get offended if he didn’t find the faux coyness facade, he insists on maintaining in spite of alek knowing lysander was anything but, attractive. alek decides to plays along. “do what, kitten?” one of his hand ends up in the other’s back pocket, fingers pressing hard into his buttock to pull him back close and working his mouth over lys’ jawline then neck in just the way he knows will drive the older mad with lust. after a year of sleeping together, alek knows every little spot that makes the other tick. “mhm, you’re right. we do have a romantic date to go to so let’s.” and as if he wasn’t just teasing his boyfriend, the younger steps back, a teasing smirk playing on his lips. he knows they wouldn’t be leaving this apartment at the time they set, now. “finish getting ready baby. i’ll wait for you.”

oh, here we go again... the very same heat he felt the day he surrendered to his sexual attraction toward his perverted neighbour was coursing wildly through his veins, driving him mad with desire. at times like these, lysander could barely even recognize the sophisticated, intelligent, and slightly prudish guy he used to be before alek introduced him to his world of sin, and turned his mind to mush. “alek...” his voice was husky, laced with desire for his boyfriend. no, this wasn’t right, today was’t supposed to be about sex. a romantic date at the spa had been planned, and his boyfriend had promised to pay for everything, massages, facials, sauna... ithe last time a man spoiled him in such a way was over a year ago, and yet all lysander could think about right now was the bulge in alek’s pants. “we... we have time. you came here early, remember?” thinking about it now, it isn’t unlikely for alek to have done this on purpose. trying to seduce him right before their first date sounds right up his alley. ugh... his boyfriend was such a menace. “y-you’re incorrigible!” slighly out of breath, the former heir scolds the younger once again, placing his hands firmly on his hips. “putting your filthy hands on my body, so shamelessly, only to walk away like a coward. is that the kind of man you are, alek kwon?” 

[faklve]

“please, stop lying to me.” it isn’t hard to see right through the lies. “i’m not trying to judge nor condemn you because i don’t know what happened for you to choose this as your form of release. i’m–i’m worried about you.” kaito can understand the appeal of substances. it’s a quick and effective way to numb away the pain and he’s been tempted to resort to them on a few occasions when memories kept pushing his head underwater. “you’re so young, archer. don’t throw your life away, so soon and don’t give up on the hope that one day things will get better.” the younger’s reaction takes him by surprise–kaito has often thought about where this ‘relationship’ was heading and whether archer was only in it for sex or if there was more. now, he has his answer. it’s, thankfully, the one he was hoping for. the older walks up to archer and cradles him to his chest, one of his hand soothingly running up and down his back while the other settles at the back of his neck. “you’re rambling, it’s cute.” he squeezes at his nape. “it’s a shame that you don’t mean it like that, though, because i’d very much like you to.” he leans back enough to look archer in the eyes, a smile on his lips. the lingering of annoyance and hurt, he felt over the entire situation, vanishes. it’s not in kaito’s nature to hold onto grudges nor stay upset for very long.

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[bicvrious]

the cause of his addiction problems is not something archer is willing or even able to disclose right now, because the last thing he wanted was for kaito to see him as this ‘broken kid’, and pity him in any way. “it’s really not that deep, kai. i’m a fucking dumbass, and i got roped in with the wrong crowd as a teenager.  i was curious, wanted to experiment with shit, and most of all, i wanted to rebel against my parents, you know? just a sheltered, angry teen, raised by a bible thumping family, trying to have some fun in his life. however, one thing led to another, and without realizing it, i got hooked on pep.” it wasn’t the whole truth, but it wasn’t a lie either. hopefully, his explanation was detailed enough to satisfy the older. “stop it, please.. you’re starting to sound like my dad now, and considering the fact that we play... played with each others dick on the reg,i really don’t like that.”  the boy took a deep breath, and let out a long, defeated sigh. getting over his feelings for kaito was going to be a tall order, but what other choice did he have but to accept that they were done at this point. “uh?” his eyes widen in surprise, confusion written all over his face, as the other male pulls him into his arms. “i.... what are you saying? i don’t understand...?”

[bicvrious]

faklve​:

his arms tighten around the younger’s frame and he presses a gentle kiss to the top of his head. the happiness’ painted all over silver’s features makes howon’s heart swell. there’s also a twinge of guilt twisting his stomach and that nagging voice at the back of his head–sounding oddly similar to the leader of his group–telling him how selfish his actions from the previous night were, that he can’t quite ignore. it wasn’t hard to notice the drastic change in the younger’s behavior, his smile never quite reaching his eyes like it used to and dimming as quickly as it appeared, since the idol let his bitterness get in the way of the precious bond he shares with shaozu. he’d been an easy target for howon. he knew him by heart, knew of every insecurities and used those against him to release his anger. he shakes his head and pushes away those thoughts. the two would need to have a serious discussion sooner than later but for now, he has more important matters to attend to. he’s being selfish, yet again. one of his hand moves down to settle on silver’s bare thigh, fingers tracing feather light patterns over the warm skin. “feeling a little rebellious, are you?” he finds the bashful forwardness of shao’s request unbelievably arousing. “i could tell. you made the most beautiful sound for me, baby.” he was careful not to take things too far the previous night. howon cares too much for the younger to fuck him in a random hotel room or treat him like a one night stand that he would never see again. he leans down to press his lips to shao’s only to be interrupted by their manager insistently knocks on their door, warning them they are due to leave very soon. “fuck,” he heaves a breath of disappointment. “i can’t wait to be back home and have you all to myself.” no managers, no members, just them.

howon’s strong arms wrapped around his slim frame, and his lips pressed against his head felt so real to him, but it couldn’t possibly be, right? the rapper had made it a point to make his life hell these past few months, and made it obvious he felt disgusted to even breath in the same oxygen as shaozu, so there’s no way he’d ever hold him close like this, or touch him in the most intimate way. nothing had changed, the line distributions were still the same and shaozu was still taking the limelight away from him, so none of this made sense. “hnng, howon…” a soft moan slips past his lips, his body trembling lightly as the older’s fingers brush against his sensitive thighs. the maknae didn’t care what time it was, or if the manager was going to scold at him for being late; he just didn’t want this beautiful dream to end. why would he want to wake up to the cruel reality of howon hating his guts? “don’t.. don’t stop please,” he murmurs, parting his legs a little wider for the other. “i want to be yours, hyung. i’ve always wanted that…” heat flushes into his features, staining his cheeks bright red as he confesses his feelings to the older. “i… i love you, howon-hyung…”  

[faklve]

the smell of alcohol is heavy on quinn’s breath but taeho doesn’t pull away and move his hands to be back of his neck to press their foreheads together. closer, closer, closer. he needs the proximity, to feel quinn everywhere. he’s here, he’s with him and he refuses to let the love of his life slip through his fingers once more. all the heartache that is sure to follow in the future, as they deal with the few elephants in the room that caused the downfall of their previous relationship, would be worth it so long as he gets to have him by his side. the confession takes him aback. getting quinn to open up takes time and patience thus he’s shocked to hear the other be so open with him about his feelings, without too much prior coaxing from taeho. it also makes the last bit of anger melts away completely. how can he stay mad? how can he not forgive the man he loves with every fiber of his being, even three years after their breakup? “oh baby.” he’s proud, so unbelievably proud of quinn. there is still a long way to go for them to get things right but it’s a step in the right direction. “this is all i ever wanted for you, quinnie, to be happy, to feel loved because you deserve to.” even years ago, when he was curled up on his bed, crying all the tears in his body because of the game of push and pull quinn used to play with him, he kept on enduring it because he saw through the younger’s struggles, saw through the facade, saw what he really needed. the reality is that, even now, in spite of promising not to put himself through hell and back for the younger, there isn’t anything taeho wouldn’t do for the other even if it costs him his heart, his sanity, his everything. “i forgive you.” the words lift a weight off of his shoulders and he releases a breath he didn’t know he was holding. “be mine again, quinn.”

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[bicvrious]

quinn is taken aback by the older;s response, surprised how easy it was for taeho to forgive him, considering the fact that he just stormed out of his apartment in anger. luckily, he appears to have calmed down since, and seems to be willing to give their relationship another chance. “i want you to be happy to, hyung… with me. please be happy with me.” just thinking about being with taeho again, picking up were they left off without having to sneak around, fills quinn with excitement, but admittedly, it makes him feel a bit anxious as well. even though his parents live miles away, he can’t help but worry about what they might do if they catch wind of it somehow. regardless, he doesn’t want to give up on taeho, and is willing to take the risk this time around. quinn pulls the smaller into his lap and locks his arms tightly around him. “yours,” he whispers in a husky voice, breathing hotly against the male’s neck. his lips graze taeho’s sensitive skin, slowly moving up to his jaw, whilst his hand shamelessly slides beneath the thin fabric of his shirt. “i want you, hyung.” in case the way his swollen erection was pressing against the other’s buttocks didn’t make that obvious enough. “never going to let you again. you’re mine, all mine…”

[faklve]

“i missed you.” that and slowly but surely, he could feel himself descending into madness while he watched the clock ticking, waiting for the right time to go over. alek has never been a very patient person. once inside the bathroom, he takes the hairbrush from lysander’s hand, that he places on the counter, and tenderly cradles his boyfriend’s face between his palms. his eyes roam the other’s features, never tiring of memorizing every detail of his perfect face, then down his body. “you never cease to take my breath away, kitten. never.” he has, ever since day one. he remembers the very first time he saw the older and having the breath knocked out of him from how beautiful lysander was. there are days, still, alek does a double take when the older enters his line of vision, not quite believing such breathtaking creature exists. let alone loves him.

@bicvrious​

[bicvrious]

lysander still feels the need to pinch himself whenever alek looks at him so lovingly, and tells him everything he had always dreamed of hearing from his partner. guilt settled into his stomach for not fully trusting him yet, but at times like these, his handsome and charming boyfriend almost seemed too perfect. “alek…” he whispers softly, heat flushing into his cheeks as the younger showers him with compliments. lysander tilts his head, dreamily, his eyelids half closing, and leans in for a kiss. “mhm,” a soft moan escapes from his slightly parted lips as they press against alek’s. one hand cups the younger’s chiseled jaw, whilst the other reaches for his arm, smoothing his fingers over his thick biceps. deepening their kiss, his tongue twines with alek’s in a sinuous dance, until lysander suddenly pulls away from his boyfriend. “hmpf, no, no, not right now! you can’t keep doing that to me, alek kwon!” he scolds, panting against his lips. “we’re.. we’re going on a romantic date together, so don’t be such a pervert!”

[faklve]

he missed this. missed having the younger close to him. missed their bodies entwining, albeit this time, more intimately than ever before, as they slept next to one another. it was his own fault, for taking the bitterness he holds against their company, out on silver. the intimate moment they shared during the night didn’t soothe away all of his anger but opened his eyes to what truly, above all else, mattered to him. it wasn’t his career, nor his ambition to remain at the top, as he fooled himself to believe for a very long time but the younger man sleeping peacefully in his arms. howon can no longer deny there’s much more between them than friendship. “shao,” gently, the idol combs his fingers through silver’s hair, “it’s time to wake up.” it wouldn’t be long before their manager knocks on their door to wake them up. “we have to get dressed before people start barging in and asking questions.” he isn’t ashamed of what happened between them but it’s a moment he wants to keep between silver and himself.

@bicvrious​

[bicvrious]

as his eyelids flutter open, shaozu immediately feels the urge to pinch himself, because there’s no way he wasn’t still dreaming, right? the ‘real’ howon would rather die than snuggle with him like this. he wouldn’t wrap his strong arms around his small frame and hold him close, nor would he ever gaze into his eyes so lovingly. “i… what?” his mind is still fuzzy from waking up, as if he barely slept last night. “i don’t want to,” he smiles, curling up into the older boy’s side like a cat, laying his head on his muscular chest. no, he was definitely not in a rush to wake up from this dream and go back to the cold, harsh reality of his hyung hating his guts and jumping at every oppertunity to bully him. shaozu was determined to enjoy this moment for as long as he possibly could. “manager-hyung can wait. i want to cuddle with you,” he whispers softly, lifting his leg across howon’s thighs.“and maybe… um, maybe we can do the thing we did before? i really liked that part too, hyung. you know, when you touched me like that…”

[nakamotens]

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