Dear Mike,
I just wanted to say how I wish I had found your blog 8 years ago. My wife and I were experimenting sexually and decided to see other people. She encouraged me to flirt with men. She knew I had a bi/gay side. She even gifted me an experience with a shemale prostitute for my birthday. It was the first time I sucked a real cock and the first time I was fucked by a real cock as well. I was buying and wearing sexy gay lingerie and posting my pics online. After that I did some crossdressing and shared those pics as well. Straight men were giving me a lot of attention and I loved it. So when we did decide to see other people for real, I downloaded an app called Wapo. Basically it is the same as grindr. My experience was like yours. Men sending me nudes and wanting to fuck me. I was too scared to meet any of them. Until I was contacted by a guy that was basically a neighbor. We hit it off and he invited me to his house just to meet each other because there was little time. We talked for 15 minutes and I really wanted more. Two days later he texted me and I went right over to his house. He was waiting for me in a sexy leather short and asked if he could touch me. I was so hard…. We kissed very passionately and it was one of the most beautiful and liberating moments of my life. We had sex and it was wonderful. The feeling of him penetrating me with such care and making me his still gives me goosebumps after all these years. We met up many times until he got bored I guess. I met several other men, and some of them were wonderful, others not so much. I am still with my wife, our sex life is great and I could not live without her, but sometimes I wish I had a husband instead. I dream of a big strong masculine man coming home and me rushing to take care of him. Dressed in his favorite sexy outfit and kneeling down to relieve him from his accumulated stress. I would be his husband, his lover and his whore. Well maybe in another lifetime.
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