[iron-goat-deactivated20170816]

[big-dummy-head-aus10]

staying warm up there?

Hahah doing my best. I love the cold though. Still sleeping with my window open 😂

[giggle]

this is the offical ‘i care’ symbol this is how it works: basically you reblog this and your followers know that you care and that they can message you about anything anon or not and you will reply back or at least look at there message. if you care about your followers please reblog

[samokid-deactivated20150806]

[slowspinningredemption]

been howlin at scottish twitter for three days now here’s some of my favourites

[timbllr]

[bhlow]

x

[big-dummy-head-aus10]

so like how’s life?

It’s complicated lol. This semester’s kicking my ass, I haven’t made a real friend outside of my roommates, I don’t have a car up there, but I’ve been able to come back down to Phoenix every now and then and, I never thought I’d say this, but it’s made me realize how much I miss living with and seeing my family. (I am home currently for my uncles birthday btw) But I also just love flagstaff. There isn’t much to do but at least it’s beautiful, both visually and in the weather. It’s lonely, but I love it for the most part.

Being 21 is interesting as well. It feels weird being able to go to any restaurant and get drinks. Same with going to Walmart or circle k and buying a bottle or two. Currently I’m living for the drunk conversations between me and my roommates.

But to sorta answer the question, I’m not really sure. It’s good in some ways, bad for a few more reasons than the good. I’ve been sort of in a depressive state for the past couple of weeks. I don’t know. It feels like it goes away every now and then, but it’s still always there. The loneliness and stress of it all has really been hitting me hard these past two weeks.

Thank you for checking in on me, it means a lot. Not many have since I left and honestly it sorta made my night. Thanks again!

[coldbrewlesbian-deactivated2020]

chuck e cheese google reviews are a freakin gold mine

[kunihito-miki]

https://note.mu/kunihito_miki/n/n4459050e0620

I updated the article. A trip to find “ tranquil Cherry Blossoms”.I ride around the old road in the country like a net on super cub and introduce the 36 photographs of beautiful Cherry Blossoms that I met there.

我更新了这篇文章。 寻找“樱花盛开的樱花”之旅。 我在乡下的旧路上奔跑，就像一只超级幼崽的网，介绍我在那里遇到的美丽的樱花树36张照片。

noteを更新しました。「ひっそりと咲く桜」を探す旅。 田舎の旧道をスーパーカブで網の目のように走り回り、そこで出会った美しい桜たちを36枚の写真で紹介します。

[1st-1]

If you lie on the ground on your back, it’s like the world is your backpack and you’re carrying it through space.

[milamai]

Full of whispers (by Milamai)

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[ohstarstuff]

[al9x-deactivated20210909]

Anonymously tell me something you think about me 💭

[big-dummy-head-aus10]

I suppose I’m single now

I wrote out this big fucking post about how upset I am about this breakup. Absolutely filled with me being bitter and angry. But I couldn’t bring myself to post it. All I could think about is how she’d react if she saw it and read even just one line of it. I guess I just love her too much to commit to being mean, even if it’s something she’ll never see. There was a lot wrong with us. We tried but we never truly communicated effectively, even after almost 2 years. We fought a lot. She got angry/upset with me for reasons she would never tell me. She cheated multiple times. She never really respected me, or at least it didn’t seem like it. She always talked to her ex and met with him a few times. I can’t remember if she cheated on me with him, but I know he wanted her to marry him because he’d get a pay raise. (Air force) It was a business agreement, as she’d say. He always did ridiculous shit with her and she still called him just a good friend. I know I’m not a perfect person, sometimes not even a good one, but I never felt like I deserved the way she treated me sometimes. There were really high “highs” and really fucking low “lows”. I guess I’m stupid for letting this go on for as long as it did or maybe the Stockholm syndrome is wearing off. I don’t know.

It was toxic, clearly. But I love her. Right now, I hate that I stayed after she cheated on me the first time. But I still want her here with me so we can make things better and feel okay again. I hope I’m not stupid enough to let her back in again, if she comes back. I’m worried I will though. It’s what I’ve done every time she’s left.

[saying]

[now-youre-cool-deactivated20190]

All I want for Christmas is to see some titties