The Value of Rape
I was wondering how many women, exactly, have my blog posts about it helped in a measurable way? How many women will avoid rape by hearing my story? Then, I thought about the “value” of me telling this to people in real life: his other victims. When I talked to a young (“genderqueer”) woman that he nearly killed, she was more concerned with how the justice system might treat an MtF than with pursuing legal action with me. When I warned another young woman that he is currently involved with in his scary kink scene - she just proceeded to inform him, and branded me a stalker. This is the value of my rape. Nothing.
As far as I can tell, the only women who have listened thus far already “get it.” Those who are brainwashed will go to any lengths to defend my rapist - whether it’s via discrediting me for being detransitioned, thinking I’m crazy, branding me a transmisogynist, or choosing to focus solely on the pronouns* I use when describing my experience. No detail shocks such women into suddenly seeing the sickening reality of the situation. (When I talked to the genderqueer woman, btw I used “they” pronouns for him - and that was not acceptable.) It took me 2 years to call it rape. When it happened (multiple times,) I let him brainwash me into telling my girlfriend that I had cheated on her. I was willing to lose my relationship over defending my rapist. I was willing to watch my girlfriend go have “revenge sex” while I still felt guilty. For being raped by an MtF. The headfuck goes so deep, there are no words. It took me 2 years to start to understand that he is male. He told me that he had been raped so I trusted him and then raped me. He told my genderqueer friend that he was suicidal and then nearly killed her in his home. My little trans community has been torn apart by his actions (there are more victims than us three around there,) and you know what the general consensus is? Defend the rapist. Let him be. Because he is MtF and supposedly needs some sort of defense. NOT ONE OF THEM sees this for what it is, and everyone knows that there are more victims that we can count and that he is escalating. I’m afraid he will kill a woman, and I cannot take him to court alone because I have literally zero evidence of anything.
You are exactly right. I am broken up by your stay. Those queers need to get what's coming to them. We've all tried praying to them, but it doesn't seem to help. We need to stop them before they infect the children.
