working on being a skinny boy

Pre-T transboy / 5'3 / 16 / SGW: 140 🔓/ 1GW: 135🔓 / 2GW: 130 🔒/ 3GW: 125 🔒/ UGW: 115🔒 / EDNOS / I don't condone anything I'm just using this as some sort of journal type thing

[vcoldxfingers]

Reblog if you have an eating disorder but

You’re not underweight

Even a little chubby

Struggle to fast

Binge eat

Struggles to lose any weight

Maybe I’m just a fat ass…but I just want to feel like I’m not alone

[bighoodieslittlebones]

What Love Feels Like

[myskinandmyboness]

if im not at my ugw by 2020 im suing god

[bighoodieslittlebones]

I hate that I want to be almost dead skinny

[king-decay]

So anyways anorexia is a disease and not a life style choice and I would appreciate if people would stop treating it as something that you can simply stop doing. 

[belittl-ed-bones]

When you made your blog to motivate yourself and vent about Ed issues, but then the guilt kicks in and you feel like you’re helping people die slowly when the only person you wanted to suffer was yourself

[beautifulbystarving]

This is so goddamn accurate, i kinda feel sad when people follow me because that means they can relate and i really don’t want that for others

[beautifulbystarving]

Please eat something. You are a very beautiful and wonderful person. You don't deserve to be in pain. You deserve all the love in the world. It doesn't matter whether you're skinny or not. It's your personality that matters. And I bet you have a great personality. So please go eat something, and please drink some water. You need it. I know things may be hard rn, but you can do this! You can get through it! If you need anyone to talk to, message me.

This is so sweet!! Everyone should hear this! Thank you so much💞💞💞💞

[bighoodieslittlebones]

I can't be the smart one so I'm going to be the skinny one.

[insannyty]

It’s frustrating when

your best friend is looking like real life thinspo and you just can’t stop comparing yourself to them

and feel bad about it.

[sick-little-monster]

Y'all better be drinking water and taking your vitamins/meds

You aren’t allowed to die anytime soon.

- Your local ED parent

[imblaine-deactivated20190910]

HOW TO REPORT POTENTIAL SUICIDE ON TUMBLR

okay guys, ary ( @skishenanigans ) has me really worried.

tumblr has a feature where you can report a user suspected of wanting to take their own life and will do their best to track their ip and roll out authorities to make sure they are okay. you can help ary by doing the following:

1. go onto her blog and see the last post she made. at the bottom there will be a little plane lookin arrow. click it

2. once you have clicked it a like of options to “share” the post should pop up. you want to click the flag that says “report”

3. next, three options will appear. click “report something else”

4. a page with several options for violations will appear. click “self-harm”

5. tumblr will ask if this user is in immediate danger. no one has heard from ary for a couple of days. click “yes”

6. tumblr will then ask you for your name and to verify you are a real person. once you have done that, submit the form

[imblaine-deactivated20190910]

keep reblogging guys. likes don’t help spread the word. reblog, reblog, reblog, reblog!!!

[alchemicskeleton]

why do some thinspo accs use popular healthy hashtags like fitblr or something like that?

many eating disorders started with someone finding thinspo pictures or stuff from this community so WHY in hell would you bring content from this community outside of it????

like, sure likes and attention are nice, but you can get all of that in this community, no need to make healthy people aware of this

or is there another reason? i’m curious.

[daintylilboy]

Why do people have this misconception that when you hit your goal weight you’ll be happy and your eating disorder will go away? Sorry but newsflash, this is a mental disease and you’ll always want the number to be lower because with eating disorders there is never “skinny enough.” So, stop with the glorifying bullshit.

[bighoodieslittlebones]

Thoughts?

[daintydiarist]

If you are concerned that something’s wrong, you should see a doctor immediately. Your health is not something you should ignore, and most of these problems can be reversible if treated in time (although many can be permanent). I hope you will consider recovery before you are faced with medical complications or even death. Eating disorders can do a lot of damage to your body. Recovery is always an option. ❤ I love you lil bean.

heart palpitations

slow or irregular heartbeat (brachycardia)

fast heartbeat (tachycardia)

cold/icy hands and feet

fainting

chest pain, burning or tightness (angina)

bruising very easily

pain in your shoulders, back, neck, or jaw

red spots on the insides of your arms and legs

blue tint to nailbeds, lips, and skin

tingling in your limbs

blood clots

swelling of your ankles, feet, or abdomen

sweating

weakness or dizziness

coughing up white sputum

cramps or pain in your legs

fullness/choking feeling

shortness of breath

yellow looking skin (jaundice)

yellow eyes

pale, bloody or tar-like stool

swollen or tender abdomen

dark/foul smelling urine

skin rashes

diarrhea

persistent nausea

loss of appetite

exhaustion

bruising easily

excessive or constant sweating

sudden weight gain and high cholesterol

low blood sugar (hypoglycemia)

metabolism slows down

pale or foamy/bubbly urine

urinating very often or very rarely

swelling of your legs, ankles, and feet

shortness of breath

exteme fatigue or drowsiness

nausea that doesn’t go away

feeling cold (anemia)

swollen, puffy face

food tastes like metal

your breath smells like ammonia/fish

brown, red, or purple urine

pressure when urinating

fever

chronic constipation

cramping

pain or difficulty when going to the bathroom

bloody or black stools

foul smelling stools

persistent gas

anal hemmorhoids

sudden extreme urge to go to the bathroom

seizures

mental fuzziness/lack of concentration

memory problems

nightmares

anxiety, depression and paranoia

insomnia and other sleep issues

development of binge eating

suicidal thoughts or thoughts of self harm

compulsive behaviors/rituals

hysteria

feeling restless

impaired or worsening vision and hearing

speech difficulty

irregular breathing

physical numbness

mood swings

bleeding from your ears

stomach pain or cramps

pain when pressing down on stomach

burning sensation in stomach

acid reflux

coughing or vomiting blood

ulcer(s)

coughing white or pink mucus

headaches

chills or fever

diarrhea or bloody stools

bloating

sensitivity to cold

nausea and vomiting

loss of menstrual cycle (amenorrhea) can point to infertility

tooth decay, gum disease

swollen glands in neck

excess hair growth all over your body and face (linugo)

dry, blotchy skin

bones easily fracture and break (osteopenia/osteoperosis)

hair loss

brittle nails

painful esophagus can be a sign of rupture

loss of sex drive

erectile dysfunction

thyroid disorders

getting sick very often (immune system)

dehydration

weak muscles

These are not all of the symptoms and medical complications that can occur because of an eating disorder. It’s important to recognize that an eating disorder can lead to death if left untreated. Please take care of yourself. Recovery is always an option, and you deserve to be healthy and happy. Check out my help page for info on where to start with your recovery. Text 741-741 to chat with a crisis counselor.

My backup blog is @thefitnessdiarist!

[healingsunflower-deactivated202]

*screams into the mic* YOU’RE ALLOWED TO RECOVER FROM YOUR EATING DISORDER EVEN IF YOU AREN’T UNDERWEIGHT

[nicotine-and-caffine]

i don’t care if you ate 500 kcal, have been fasting for 4 hours or 75 hours, if you’re feeling weak, dizzy, nauseous or if you’re shaking you NEED TO EAT SOMETHING.

it doesn’t matter if it’s four sandwiches or a tiny piece if lettuce, you need to eat.

food is not the enemy. i don’t want any of you dropping dead because of this horrible disease.

please eat

don’t do it for me, do it for yourself