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#WHAT FUCKS ME UP IS THEYRE IN MY AREA CODE FUCKING BLESS

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me using tumblr: sorry for the blogposts lol

also what's up with the anons i get?? nobody is inviting you to read the sad posts I made like 6 months ago at 3 am and make commentary. I'm not looking for insight here, just archival and outlet. and being nice to people i dont know has never gotten me anywhere, thanks for coming to my ted talk.

or i mean like, there are people that I want to talk to but it feels like id be taking up so much time in their busy day so i shouldnt even bother.. even though i know they like hearing from me or want me to hit them up.. just got like melted brain as i will say many times in my lifetime... it feels wrong to blame someone but i will blame my childhood abuser coz it's the only thing that makes sense ^_^ constantly flip flopping between like, shut the fuck up, dont talk to me bitch, and inversely why arent you talking to me? Why are you ignoring me? Why do you hate me? Coming from someone that's so important to me, or one of the first and only people I was really open with, I feel like it gave me this shaky groundwork for... just the concept of interaction or even saying anything. i mean I dont want to be dramatic but i really honestly believe it pretty much ruined my self confidence, and that's something that even now im trying to rebuild!!!

idk why im like incapable of being sociable with more than one person. theres like no drive there to talk to anyone except like my so at all

like it seems like other people reach out to each other? people just hit each other up?? I dont really get that. people talk to me sometimes but i like never really initiate.. just feels like I'm a bother most of the time! Even when its people that i know like me! I'm the type to like type out a message to someone and just erase it instead of pressing enter, I got called out on it the other day and I mean it was funny but also like. I just live my life like this. I dont need to say anything.

Anyways that's why I overshare on my public blog probably ^_^

anyways i just opened tumble to post about

My Melted Brain

You are probably lonely because you because you come off as an asshole, or thats how I read your posts. You dont seem like you have it in you you to be nice, unless you get what you want; in regards to someone telling you no. Hostility is unapproachable.

why are you reading my posts ya chump