paraphilia den

howdy this is my side blog where I talk about my paraphilias and issues/post surrounding the paraphilia community, do not interact if you are anti-paraphilia, do not harass me, do not dox me, if you send me hate through ask / question box, I will not read it nor respond to it. this is a non-abuse blog, I do not support people who cause real life harm towards others, this goes for SA, physical sadism towards non-human animals and children, and real life exploitation/grooming towards Minors and non-human animals, this is a safe blog for all as long as you don't cause harm.

[bigsoftfurrybelly]

Introduction post

Howdy I am spruce, I can see that you have stumbled upon my para blog, as you know that this is a side blog for my paraphilia and talk of paraphilia,

♠Why did I create this blog?

Because I wanted to talk about my paraphilias in an open way without using my main blog to do so, I want to keep my main blog as an art/ shop / general non-human identity blog,

♣What are your paraphilias?

I am a non-contact zoophile, non-contact necrophile, dermaphilie (I'm attracted to taxidermy and the making of taxidermy), objectphile, hardcore vore (I like cannibalism and ripping someone apart alive while eating them), teratophilia, phytophilia and weight gain (I love me some fatfurs),

♥Do you cause harm with your paraphilias?

Oh God no!, in fact I'm not even sexually attracted to anyone in real life, all my paraphilias are contained within fiction such as roleplay, art, and fictional media, I do not condone abuse or harming others in real life, I am pro consent, and believe that real life non-human animals cannot consent,

♦Should you seek help?

No, I have a therapist who told me I'm perfectly fine and that she likes my coping mechanisms for my paraphilias,

♣Why is it okay to embrace your paraphilia and not hide it?

Because if I was to hide it, it would cause more damage than good, since I'm able to talk about my paraphilia openly, I get to learn from others who have similar to same paraphilia as me, I get to learn their coping mechanisms, what their life is with it, and have a community that feels welcoming rather than hurtful, I am not sick nor should I seek help because I am open with myself, trust me hiding something that you were born with hurts a lot more than just embracing the fact that you don't harm anyone with, you should be proud to be who you are even if it's considered a mental illness,

♥Why do you have paraphilias?

Because I was born like this, some people develop theirs through trauma, that is not the case with me, I found out that I was attracted to non-human animals when I was around 8 or 9, same with other paraphilias as well, people are just born like this and it's perfectly okay, think of it as people being born with disabilities (whether it's mental or physical) or different sexualities and sexual orientations, people are just born in different ways and paraphilia is one of them,

♠What if I hate you and want to harass/dox you?

Then leave, you're not welcomed, I didn't invade your space, do not invade mine.......

Anywho I probably won't post as much, after all I have a life outside of my own paraphilias, shocker I know, if you like my blog say around, if you don't move on, and have a nice day.

Tags:

Zoophile = 🪶🦡🐾🍂

Necrophile = 💀🧟⚰️👁️

Necrozoo = 🦴🪶🪰🩸

Dermaphilie = 🪶🦴🦌🪡

Objectphile = 📺💻💾👁️

Cannibalism = 🫀🥩🧠🩸

teratophilia = 🧌🫈🌕🎃

phytophilia = 🪴🌿🪷🍄

Weight gain = 🍕🍔🌭🫄🏾

[screamocreamo]

Ladies and Gentlemen, lookie here.

As many of you may know, Jay (aka PermaMonika) is a predator. Not just pedophile, no. PREDATOR. Don't believe me? Well, let me introduce you to our lovely Monika Files! Take a peek. Don't worry, he only bites the kids. ;)

1 Permam0nika / Permamonikaofficial / Radqueer-Monika-Confessional / Permamonika / P-Permamonika / Justmonikafan3 / Jay Document

Jay / permamonikaoffical DOCUMENT EXPOSÉ ACCOUNTS INVOLVED CURRENT @permam0nika (newest main > now gone) @permamonikaofficial on tumblr (m

Go ahead, Jay. Deny shit now.

[bigsoftfurrybelly]

That is so awful, I hope the victims are okay.

[bigsoftfurrybelly]

I have a question for both people who identify as alterhuman and non-human,

What is your stance on paraphilia and why do people not like paraphilias (this also includes the big three)?

Personally I am someone who has paraphilias and fully believe that people can express themselves without harming others with their paraphilias,

I fully believe that it's no different than someone having mental illness or disabilities (hell I can even go as far as saying it's just like any normal sexual orientation) and if it doesn't cause people harm why even care if someone has it,

Yes I'm aware that some individuals have used their paraphilias to harm others, but that doesn't mean that everyone who has a paraphilia is a ticking Time bomb ready to hurt someone, you can say the same thing as someone being gay committing a horrible crime but you can't say that every gay person is like that, obviously that would be homophobic, so why say that every person with a paraphilia causes harm?,

I know a lot of the hate originally comes from ableism, saneism, fascism, and purity culture,

But I've also seen people who don't even know what paraphilia is or even care that it doesn't mean action actively attacking others and harassing others for something that doesn't even cause harm within the altarhuman community, It genuinely saddens me seeing echo chambers of hate that is caused by uneducation and ignorance of the very thing that they supposedly hate, yet the same individuals are okay with prey drive and other instincts that are animalistic/ non-human, it baffles me with the hypocrisy a little bit, this is why I asked the community what their stances are and how they feel about paraphilias,

No hate please, I want everyone to educate each other in a respectful matter, everyone is entitled with their own opinions but we will be respectful about it,

The floor is open, be nice.

[nyaqueerdump]

A little radqueer pride gif i made with Habit! Happy "harmful" pride everyone!

[necrofoxfang]

HAPPY PRIDE TO ALL!

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i really did not expect to stay here for as long as i did, i only made my tumblr presence originally to cope with abuse i have recently gone through, i did not intend to stay here.. but i have realized that i am here to stay for good. these communities are the only ones i feel safe and truly loved and accepted in, pro-para and radqueer spaces are the only spaces i have been in that have not harmed, harassed or witch hunted me due to my disorders and sexuality. The only communities that are aware of my origins, who i am, and simply do not care. It feels refreshing to be in a place that does not instantly antagonize me and accuse me of horrible things, but see me as an equal, a role model and inspiration.

ever since i was a kid my dream was to make an impact with my art, to leave a staple, and even though i have succeeded in making my mark, i somehow did it again a second time with my pro-para activisms and movements, i have always dreamed to make a necrophile movement the same way maps and zoos did, and i have succeeded.

before this community, i was full of hatred towards myself and others, if it wasn't for this community i would still be the miserable person i used to be. i have learned kindness, compassion and acceptance towards other paraphiles, i have made and met friends i would of never had if i haven't learned to accept others. i have learned things about myself i would of never had if i didn't ever decided to come to para tumblr to comfort myself.

i feel like i have become a more open minded person, a more kind person, i want to change and make up for my past behavior by using my platforms and art for positivity and awareness. thank you all so much for supporting me and making me learn things about myself and others. I love you all, happy pride!

[bigsoftfurrybelly]

Happy pride month to all my paraphiles and societal freaks, you're all 100% loved! =^3