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Can someone guide me to be the person I am meant to be?

JKS

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Sums up what I feel most of the time. Never wanting to disrupt the norm. Not wanting to bother anyone. Not like anyone notices anyway.

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Finding my zen in nature. Nothing better then hiking new territory.

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I used to think that traveling was my way of venturing off and seeing new places. As it turns out it's my only defense mechanism capable of shielding my brain from you.

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No matter how far I reach out to grab your hand, you are always perpetually out of reach.

-JKS

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"Ever wonder what would have happened if we chose eachother?"

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I am crying I love this too much

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I want to be happy for you, but can't be happy with a life without you.

JKS

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How can I expect to love someone else when I can't manage to love myself?

- JKS

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My Christmas Lamentation

So, why can’t the Christmas season be over with? Other than the normal stuff people complain about during this time; rude people, busy stores, snow, etc. My condemnation has a far deeper and more underlined reasoning. Call me Ebenezer when I say, I hate this time of year. No matter what I do in my life to move forward, this holiday season has me peddling in reverse. I am perpetually busting my ass to better myself physically, emotionally, economically, spiritually, or what have you, BUT it is NEVER enough. It is just so discouraging to watch everything you have worked for throughout the year smoldering at your feet. I experience the proverbial trifecta; heart disembodiment, slap in the face and continually being punched in the stomach. Yet of course, year after year, like an amnesiac I work for the pinnacle again and see it melt before my eyes. Lets just hope for a speedy conclusion so I can ready myself for next year’s disappointment.

-JKS

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Have you ever held onto something for so long that you forgot why you wanted it?

JKS

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I wonder if giving you space is just helping you to forget me?

JKS

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This song has gotten me hooked. His voice is straight fire.

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If the eyes are the window to the soul, I surely need the window to your mind.

JKS

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Isn’t a glimpse of a better life worth the risk?

-JKS

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Music has been the only thing I can rely on these past few months when things have gotten rough. I know that it will be there, just wish you were.

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You have pushed me so far away it is almost like we are strangers all over again.

-JKS