Hi lovely :) I'm Sofia but call me anything. My pronouns are she/her, I'm a minor (6teen) and a lesbian
I'm passionate about music and really interested about space and physics. I love reading and I'm fairly new to writing but I'm learning. I love collecting things, going on walks in the dark, being in quiet and autnum!
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• Please be respectful and kind
• I wont write x male reader
• I'll write fluff and angst
• Don't steal my work!
• I'll only write for Billie Eilish
Also english isn't my first language so I apologise for any spelling/grammar mistakes in my posts!
Summary: You find Billie outside of her dorm room at night (college au)
Warnings: mentions of alcohol consumption, kissing
a/n: heyy guys honestly I hate this fic but I wanted to get something out here again because I'm trying to get back to writing and being more active on tumblr
You scribble word after word in your notebook. A small lamp is illuminating your old wooden desk where rows of notes lay alongside books and pens. It's 1am and you should be off to dreamland by now but you can't slack off not when you have an exam tomorrow. "I really should have started studying earlier so I wouldn't have to be up right now losing my precious sleep..." you say outloud and groan into your palms.
You're chanting for your eyes to stay open to write the last paragraph onto your notebook untill... You hear a small crash outside your dorm room. As you slip your headphones off your head and turn in your spinning chair, you pick up voices muffled by my door near your room.
"What the hell..."
You stand up and march to your door and yank it open it to see who is bothering your sacred study time.
Your eyes widen as they land on... Billie. Your next dorm neighbour. And your crush.
She is sitting on the ground next to her door, looking rough. You're about to step out but you hesitate. You look like shit and the girl you like is right there. Your hair is a mess, you have huge bags under your eyes and you're wearing sweats.
You take a deep breath and open the door wider anyway as you worry for the state Billie is in. "Uhh... are you okay?" Your voice comes out small and raspy, it nearly cracks and You mentally slap yourself.
Billie looks up at you for a moment and sighs. "If thats what it looks like then I guess..." her voice is rough like she had been yelling or talking alot. "Why are you outside your dorm...?" The words leave your mouth before you can stop yourself. Why are you so nosy...
"Got kicked out" her tone is nonchalant, like it didn't matter she is outside her dorm at 1AM on the ground. "Uh... you don't have to tell me, but why?" Here you go again being nosy.
Billie audibly sighs and finally lifts her gaze to you, she hold eye contact too long for your liking and your cheeks start to heat up. "I got into an arugment with my roommate and apprently according to her I can't sleep in my own bed tonight." Her words are a little slurred like she could have been drinking.
"Damn... I'm sorry" you lean aginst your door frame, fidgetting with the hem of your gray sweatshirt. "You're not the one who kicked me out of my dorm, so don't be" Billie says while leaning her head back aginst the door of her dorm
You chew on your lower lip and before you can chicken out you quickly blurt out;"So this might sound a little weird but... would you like to stay in my dorm tonight? I- I dont mean anything weird! Just, I feel bad if you'd stay on the floor all night and stuff..."
"You serious or nah?" Billie sounds... almost surprised and she actually puts her whole atenttion on you. "Yeah I mean I'm serious. I feel bad that you'd have to sit here on the dirty floor"
You can see Billie hesitating but then she stands up "lead the way." For a moment your eyes are wide, but as quickly as the shock came you snap out of it and open the door wider for her to step in
Immediatly you cringe because of how messy your dorm is. Candy wrappers and study notes everywhere but Billie doesn't seem to care as she casually sits down on your bed.
"R-right! uhm make yourself comfortable..." You try to discreetly gather some of the candy wrappers away so Billie won't notice what a slop you are.
"You're Y/N right?" Billie is now laying on her back on the bed, one leg hanging off of it and an arm draped over her eyes.
"Yeah uh thats me... I'm surprised you know who I am" you reply as you toss the last candy wrapper in your trashcan and wipe your hands on your shirt. Billie let's out a smalll chuckle "no I've seen you around. You got your nose buried in a book half of the time, I'm surprised you havn't bumped into something by now"
You can feel heat rise in your neck. She has actually been looking at me enough to notice that? What the hell. "Yeah I tend to do that I guess"
Billie chuckels again "Yeah you do. So where do I sleep? Are you gonna make me sleep on the floor or on that little couch in the corner?"
"Oh no! You take the bed I'm fine with the couch really I wouldn't want you to be uncomfortable or anything." You pick up a few pillows and a blanket so you can sleep on the couch... somewhat comfortably.
You sit down on the bed next to Billie who has now sat up. A silence stretched between the two of you for a few beats. Only the sound of your clock ticking can be heard. Billie suddenly leans closer to you face, observing.
"You know your eyes are kind of pretty..." she says quietly, her voice a low murmur of air. You try to dtay calm with how close Billie is "Your breath kind of smells like alcohol Billie..." You blurt out. Billie rolls her eyes. "Lifes tough what can I say"
She leans closer... and closer untilll there is only a few centimeters between your lips. You can feel your breaths mingling between your mouths.
Soon enough Billie's lips are on yours but as much as you have waited for this moment you pull back. "Billie... you're a little drunk... we shouldn't-" but she cuts you off with her lips on yours again. Hungry, urgent and messy. You don't dare to pull away. Her hand tangled in your hit and one find its place on your waist
As quickly as it went, it ended sooner. Billie was slumped aginst your shoulder, passed out from the alcohol you assune she had consumed earlier. You lay her down on your bed, gently draping a blanket on her body.
You sit down on the couch and bury your face in your hands sighing deeply, all of the nights events rooting themselvs into you as exhaustion.
Did she kiss you because she has feelings for you or because she is drunk and clearly not in her right mind?
my faves r probs… the 30th, i love you, or Everbody Dies… OH AND SKINNY
okkkkk what’s… your fav performance… or a cover she did?
EEEEK All of those are so good! Omg a fav performance ooohh... this is a hard one honestly I really like that birds of a feather performance from the 2024 olympics like gosh she sounds so good in it
And a coverrr gosh propably her cover of creep on the HMHAS tour ORRRR a cover she posted on tiktok in 2023 (i dont know the name of the song she was singing lmao😭)
