billy hargrove in stranger things 3x2: “the mall rats”

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billy hargrove in stranger things 3x2: “the mall rats”
The image of Billy having to wiggle himself into those tight jeans and buckling his belt as he’s getting ready to leave, just does something to me.
You let us in. And now you are going to have to let us stay.
Thinking about the fact that Billy dials emergency services after having been possessed by the Mind Flayer and when the operator asks what the emergency is, he cannot bring himself to speak about it. Because he knows, ultimately, that no one will believe or help him if he spoke the truth about his trauma. He's been a victim of abuse since he was a child, and no one had ever helped or given him safety. He was a child when his mother left him with an abusive father, he suffered abuse from his father, he was constantly sexualized and objectified by his peers, he was sexually preyed upon by adult women, and was assaulted and possessed by the Mind Flayer at the same time Karen is puckering up to go after Billy in the same way.
And the thing is: Billy tries to ask for help after being attacked by the Mind Flayer. The instinct to reach out is still there, just as it was there when Billy was a child, hiding with the phone as he called his mother when she left him, begging her to please come back. But calling and seeking that help- that safety- is never answered. Billy has been alone, left to endure the abuse from the hands of others in silence much in the same way it is visually represented when he is left alone on the side of some back road in Hawkins after having been attacked by the Mind Flayer.
And so, the moment the operator asks what the emergency is, the words die on Billy's tongue. We see him live through a flashback of the Mind Flayer attacking his body. The attack itself already took away Billy's agency. And then it happens again, with the flashback of the attack taking away his agency and voice once more.
I talk a lot about how Billy's body has never been his own and how he has no agency and control over his life as a result of the abuse he suffers. But that also includes the fact that the abuse has taken Billy's voice away, too. And how can he speak of it? How can he speak of it when his life has shown him nothing except that people are abusers in all ways that it manifests, that people will look the other way when faced directly with the abuse he suffers, that people will take advantage of him, and that no help ever comes?
And then, as if to prove what he has already known, the line cuts out, and Billy hangs up the phone. Because he's always been alone, and there is no help coming.
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Maxine in the void
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Billy and his slutty little earrings.
That is all.
You think he'd get mad if mid conversation with me, I just flicked it with my finger...or my tongue? 😈
Let's ask Steve.
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billy is alive au!
headcanon steve is super ultra mega overprotective of his boyfriend, billy. this, i know for a fact because he told me so literally today.
i feel like he’s one of the few people who truly acknowledges and remembers that billy’s actually younger than him?? and younger than he looks in general. outwardly, he kinda gets it— billy’s a bit above average height and has honed his body into something solid and firm. his voice carries and his attitude is reinforced by his ability to pack a freaking punch, so yea, he knows what it looks like. he knows what it feels like.
but even when billy’s all wound up and angry, all steve sees is a boy who’s had to be anything but himself for as long as he’s been alive. he sees a boy who hasn’t had anyone in his corner ever since his mom died and has been forced to fight all of his battles alone; without the comfort of support or solace.
and this remains true, even after starcourt, when billy is admittedly more vulnerable; even when he’s back on his own two feet and his sonofabitch father intends on making his life a living hell. and steve remembers the hell that billy had been put through that night—how cold he had been in his arms and logically, threatens the beat the shit out of neil hargrove.
okay, he doesn’t but he does remind him, rather pointedly, that he knows “hopper, the chief?” just to watch the smug expression bleed off of the older man’s face. he takes advantage of neil hargrove’s terse silence and helps billy pack most of his things evenly into the camaro and beemer.
and living away from neil does wonders to billy. he’s a little bit shyer, a little softer but it’s much like a child who’s been gifted this wonder and is waiting for the other boot to drop.
everyone still anticipates the blonde’s sneering and spitting but he’s the only one looking for the barely perceptible shake of his hands. he’s the only one who knows, privately, that billy’s only storming out because he’s staving off hot tears.
so when the party comes over to steve’s house for game night and billy makes himself scarce, steve knows it’s because he’d rather disappear, than possibly face their rejection or be the root of their discomfort.
he understands that billy knows how important time with the kids is for him; how much he adores them. and as the night goes on, steve realizes just how much he’s missed having them around at his. he’s glittering, gleaming— happy.
that is, until their game runs a little too late and eventually, steve hears footsteps padding downstairs.
he’s not the only one that does, though and there’s a pause in their shouting, as everyone’s heads swivel in the direction of the noise.
and there he is, halfway down the stairs and rubbing at his eyes.
billy’s pretty and groggy and steve can just barely make out how sleep-swollen his cheeks are; how soft and sweet he looks. god, he’s so in love with him. he wants to kiss him so badly— “what’s he doing here?”
and that’s all it takes for the smile to get wiped off of steve’s face. his expression shutters and he can feel it happen, knows he must look furious. “you—“ he points a finger at mike and hikes it over his shoulder. “kitchen, now.”
there’s a different kind of silence now in the room and steve doesn’t even look at billy to see exactly what his face is doing in response right now, not when he’s too busy staring mike down. and poor mike, he’s still indignant and defensive about it all as he splutters out a, “but we were all thinking it,” which just makes things worse.
and so, right then and there, he’s all, “you don’t get to come in here— into our home and make him feel less than. things are different now and you don’t have to be his biggest fan but that, you won’t do that,” clearly speaking to everyone in the room. anyway, billy’s touched, it’s all so very sweet because steve’s in his corner and they live happily ever after like all the gays should.
for some reason i couldnt stop thinking about this so i decided to share
Inspired fic (Rated T, Neil abuse+Harringrove fluff)
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Part1……maybe??
Don’t dare you. Don’t please. Why. My babies…
Jk. Love you! Come here baby I’m gonna hug you. Because this is awesome. Beautiful art.
I actually feel so maternal about them
Also right before this scene max explained how her bio dad taught her to pick a lock… and immediately after she is saying how Billy taught her how to hide things so that they cannot be found… the parallel once again underlining his parentified role in max’s life… I’m so NOT normal about them
She was so giggly… talking about messing with him… and to think she would lose him only a few months later PHYSICALLY HURTS ME.
Also… ‘new windshield’? Did she crack it while driving the car in s2? Or did Steve while driving it BACK? he had a concussion, after all. wouldn’t surprise me if he, like, had a little accident. But yeah, Billy had a heart attack for sure at the sight.
s4 but billy is alive
billy hargrove in every scene 6/?:
King Steve, they used to call you, huh?
BILLY HARGROVE in STRANGER THINGS 3 ↳ Chapter Eight: The Battle at Starcourt
I’ve been avoiding this episode like the plague for a week now…