Just An Observer

We’re all mad here

[grumpybearromantic]

So they deleted my blog for no reason I can discern and I have to rebuild from scratch. I was Pleasedonttalktome before and honestly, not much has changed. I reblog often and I talk little. Please don’t be offended if I don’t respond - I promise it’s not you, just the crippling anxiety.

[avalonlights]

For @billyhargrovebingo | C1: "10 Things I Hate About You AU"

[thedeviljudges]

🌈✨

[shieldofiron]

Never too much, Billy.

[every-dayiwakeup]

[lovebillyhargrove]

Actually all billy and harringrove shots are absolutely insane and absolutely iconic

[mortalprojection]

harringrove + hilariousgrindr

[leporinelou]

tom holloway when heather brings billy home for the first time

[stranger-rants]

Forever upset by the lost potential with Billy actually being in the loop and part of the “resistance” so to speak because he would not only have a chance at a proper “redemption,” but as someone who certainly had CPTSD, he would be wired to handle stressful supernatural situations considering his nervous system probably couldn’t tell the difference between being hunted down by upside down creatures and his dad asking him where his sister has been all night. Every day was terrifying and uncomfortable for him so what does it really matter if he’s got to fight a shriveled red skull wannabe and his army of goop… it might as well happen. He would just begrudgingly do what needed to be done and then fuck off to freedom but noooo we can’t let people with CPTSD survive even though they’re already maladaptively equipped to survive horrifying situations. It’s just not realistic.

[juu-riin]

“Kiss Compilation 💋”

Steve can get away with anything with those uwu eyes lol

[lovebillyhargrove]

Steve Harrington dies at twenty three

[lifeguardbilly]

[lifeguardbilly]

billy “heart eyes” hargrove

[prettyboy-like-you]

вαву, ι'м ℓσѕт ιη уσυ...

[lovebillyhargrove]

***

A year after Billy's death, upside down nasties start running around Hawkins again, and Max ends up at the old junkyard. Feels like a déjà vu.

It's close to midnight, the summer air weighs like a heavy wet blanket even at night, the dark surrounding woods stand tall like knights in medieval armor, the rich yellow moon hangs close to the forsaken earth, and Max can hear noises, rustling, whispering

.. calling?

That's when she sees it.

Old rusty bones, worn tires deflated, front lights shattered. A predatory but powerless grin, like that of a dead shark. The skeleton of a car. It stands quietly, away from the other ghosts, closer to the trees, its faded paint glinting faintly in the moonlight.

A chill runs down Max's spine. She forgets about the horrifying creatures for a second. For a minute or two.

Max comes closer, reaches out, touches the slightly cool twisted metal. She can at least .. at least take the licence plate home, as a memory, as something to hold on to.

When she bends down and her slightly trembling hand touches the plate, there's a heavy sigh, oozing creepily from the depth of the forest.

***

I love that car. A heap of metal? Bullshit. I once wrote a fic about the camaro coming alive, might do it again.

[rigginsstreet]

Steve having a panic attack and billys the only one around who can recognize it/help him through it except they aren’t friends yet and Steve is like “why is this guy bullying me while I’m dying!!” Which is pissing him off so he starts arguing with billy and…oh he feels fine now. Panic attack has settled he can breathe normally again.

And billys just like “you good?” Before walking away like nothing happened

And Steve’s left there wondering if billy hargrove just did a nice thing for him? In his own fucked up way? What the hell was that about

[shieldofiron]

Billy: Thanks, Princess. Now who hurt you, I want names.