simblr? who's she

20 || She/Her || too confused to function

[bilonchi]

Lil Update My dudes

-coughs into mic- Yes hello is this thing on???

wowee, it’s been a while. I’ve been kinda ghosting through my dashboard, but haven’t been spending a ton of time because being a senior in high school while also earning your college associate’s degree sucks BALLS. But, good news! I’m graduated! Well, from college at least, I still have a month of high school left which is supes lame but whatevs. So, I’m hoping to be around a bit more. I can’t PROMISE anything because I’m tryin to start an art business and make that money for a bachelors degree and then a masters degree and then a PhD because im a nerd. But!!! Long story short!!! I’ll be backish from now on. I’m actually gonna post some simmies up for download, some that I love <3<3<3 feel free to download them or nah

But it’s good to be back babes

[bilonchi]

Uhhh

Hi everyone!!! So, uh, I've been absent for a lil BECAUSE SENIOR YEAR IS A BUTT. I've got a portfolio thing I've been doing for school, and it involves art, so I kinda sorta made an art blog??? It is not good, but if ur feelin' like checking it out u can find it at @pixiedustdoodles I have a few stray things there and some old posts that I wanted to keep track of Soooo... Yah

[bilonchi]

It takes a salty ass mom to have a salty ass kid

[bilonchi]

alll...that I wanted was a NICE family photo of my beautiful children....but instead i have THIS monstrosity. I hate them all. Happy stinkin’ holidays I guess, and a wonderful new year ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[bilonchi]

Hi! Once you get this share 6 facts about yourself and send it to your 10 favorite blogs ✿♥‿♥✿

Hon hon hon!!! I have time now to answer this, so that’s always good!!! I won’t be tagging anyone because I’m sure it’s made its rounds by now considering I’m getting to it so late. Sorry! Anywhozies, here we go.

1. I am 5′9″!

2. The ocs that I am writing a story for, currently, have existed inside my head since I was at least 13. She, Molly, was originally made for a Hunger Games based rp I was doing with some close friends of mine. It blows my mind how much she has grown as a character. I could literally talk about her forever, but I’ll hold off on that for now, lol!

3. I do have a mild form of anxiety, and I also have very poor self-esteem issues that I’ve been working through. So, sometimes, people may message me something that is very kind and positive and I feel like trash about myself because I feel like I don’t deserve it, which is honestly so dumb. Anyways, if you ever message me and I don’t message back, it’s probably because of this. I DON’T hate you, I just am uncomfortable with myself, if that makes sense?

4. I love talking about genetics. Like, actual genetics. Like, you start talking to me about codons and DNA and RNA and transcription and translation of DNA and all that crap, and I will turn into such a science slut???

5. My favorite singer/band is a toss up between Imagine Dragons, Hozier, Bishop Briggs, Lumineers, or Nathaniel Rateliff and the Night Sweats.

6. Ummm…also I guess that the majority of my two front teeth are fake? That’s a fact, right?

[bilonchi]

WAHT A GLO-UP

[lilplummerbob-blog]

200 FOLLOWERS?!?!

Oh my goodness it’s only been, what, a week and a half maybe, since I reached 100 followers?!

That’s insane!! I guess you guys really liked the recolor I made hehe

I don’t want to do a recolor this time though, because I don’t want the recolors to get boring and troublesome.

I was thinking of doing Sim Requests!

So, send me some sim requests and I’ll be happy to create a sim for you! I’ll link the cc I use and everything :)

I’d like to take this moments to appreciate some blogs that stick out to me the most!

@magiesims @bilonchisimblr @elementofsims @simmingstrawberry @mysimsloveaffair @brndletonbae @baileysims7 @simlisssa @awkward–simmer @thatonebrobo @taeskii @thegrannypotato @berylshoals @jemiidove @poolswithwalls @plumbobsandrosebuds @simharbor @itstwina

and many other blogs that I can’t remember at the moment!

Thank you guys again, and happy simming!

[bilonchi]

My heart ♥ ty so much love!!! And congrats!!!

[mayorwhiskerss]

@bilonchisimblr HELLO i love molly a lot and i feel like she would pull this face xcfvgbhkj. i tried shading her face but i did it the way i do sims bc idk any other way and it didn’t work so well bUT yes here is!! an art!!

[bilonchi]

I'm sobbing! Look at this! I'm crying in the club!!!

[bilonchi]

i can’t breathe. i’m cackling so hard omg. anywayyyysss, is this a glitch w/ pose player or sim teleporter??? anyone know??? or am i just a screw up 😂 😂 😂 

[bilonchi]

-chokes on how disgustingly cute this is-

[bilonchi]

So, umm

...this is probably a little serious. I don't know that this will really affect that many people, but I'm going on official hiatus. I know I won't be really missed except for a few people here and there, but I didn't want to just vanish.

Umm, I'll kind of explain stuff now. Lately I've just felt kind of sad. I don't find a lot of joy in Sims anymore, even though part of me knows that I LOVE it. It's honestly kind of hard to enjoy... Anything? Right now. So, yeah. I don't really want to do much but lay around. It's really frustrating, actually. But um, I will be back, or I at least want to eventually come back. I just kind of...cant right now and I feel awful saying this. I'm sorry. um so yeah... ✌

[bilonchi]

you bet it’s 1 AM and I sure do have school tomorrow, but PETS. MORE SPECIFICALLY DOGS!!! Look at these two pure lil beans. The top one is Fleur and the bottom is Brutus. Both are Dobermans. my lil heart <3<3<3

[bilonchi]

“W i t h  h e r  s w e e t e n e d  b r e a t h,  a n d  h e r  t o n g u e  s o  m e a n S h e s  t h e  a n g e l  o f  s m a l l  d e a t h  a n d  t h e  c o d e i n e  s c e n e”

[bilonchi]

“ A n d  I  w i l l  n o t  t e l l  t h e  t h o u g h t s  o f  h e l l T h a t  c a r r i e d  m e  h o m e  f r o m  t h e  H o l l a n d  R o a d “

[bilonchi]

“ H e l p  m e  f e e l  a l i v e  a g a i n “

[bilonchi]

I’m really worried about Claus. He’s never really gotten over Dad’s death. He’s mad at the world and he thinks that the best way to fix his anger is to fight the world. 

He also hasn’t talked to his old best friend, Fawn Rosales, in years. They used to be as thick as thieves. But, after Dad passed away, he just shut down. She tried to reach out to him and talk to him, but after being ignored by him for so long, she gave up. I don’t blame her though. 

Claus is...difficult to be around now. He’s not a bad person, really. He never picks fights. He just tends to escalate them. He watches out for me and the other siblings though. Underneath the scary, scarred, tough guy exterior is a heart of gold.

[bilonchi]

The last of the siblings that I haven’t talked about is Claus. Mom doesn’t know what to do with him. Neither do the rest of us, honestly. He gets in fights all the time. I never know when he’s going to show up with a black eye or bloody knuckles.

It doesn’t take much to set him off either. It’s actually a little scary.