How can I help you?

ASK/ RP OC BLOG - [Ask Box: Closed] - Creator: binaconfusa - tw// Minor account 

[binaslibrary]

> The library is now OPEN!! <

Rules / About the Muse / Creator / Front Desk

[binaconfusa]

Hello! Sorry for not posting here lately, I have quite busy focused on my original project for Webtoons called Surprise Machine!

Surprise Machine

In a world where monsters and mystics beings live among humans surprises can appear and not everyone it's ready for it. Meet the main citize

It's my first original project so far and would make me really happy if you guys read it. Reading it would it be also a huge support as I'm making big part all by myself.

Episode 2 just came out the time that I'm posting this so go check it out!

[binaslibrary]

"I have been reading a lot and...."

"...found out that I might be social anxious, not shy..."

A new world has open for Bina.

[binaslibrary]

“did you just call me mom?” (If nothing else, because it's funny to me)

They would take a few seconds to realise what just have said. Embarrassed, Bina would start to tremble while stuttering making them even nervous.

"I- I mean Salena!..Y-yeah! Salena!....That's w-what I was trying t-to say!......Y-your name!!.."

[rocknmeme]

undertale starters

“here, take my hand for a moment.”

“who said you could push me around?”

“welcome to your new home, innocent one.”

“i promise i will take good care of you here.”

“it fills you with determination.”

“just be yourself.”

“you took a piece of candy.”

“up already, i see?”

“i am proud of you, little one.”

“it’s dangerous to explore by yourself.”

“really not feeling up to it right now. sorry.”

“okay, just for you, pumpkin.”

“practice talking to the dummy.”

“someday you might see something you really like. you will want to leave room in your pockets for that.”

“we’re not just going to be friends. we’re going to be besties.”

“after a great meal, i like to lie on the ground and feel like garbage.”

“eat your greens.”

“all this fighting is really tiring me out.”

“i want you to have a nice time living here.”

“for years, we’ve dreamed of a happy ending.” 

“did you just call me mom?”

“somehow, i feel like you’re an old friend.”

“forgive me for this.” 

“you can’t understand how this feels. knowing that one day, without any warning, it’s all going to be reset.”

“how did you get here, my child? are you hurt?”

“i’m so proud, i could cry.”

“you abandoned your friend just so you could run away.”

“thank you for trusting me.” 

“now i can’t get up. go on without me.”

“you didn’t kill them because you had to. you killed them because it was easy for you.”

“you have something called determination. so as long as you hold on, so as long as you do what’s in your heart, i believe you can do the right thing.”

[binaslibrary]

Does this nightmares happens often?

They was concerned about answering as the lil one have heard about a bunch of events that these gray faes have done around. Bina would try to be the less detailed as possible to avoid being a victim.

"No....It just happens."

[binaslibrary]

Arthur offers some tea when he sees the tired rings under their eyes. In a special spill proof cup to keep it from getting on any books. He passes it to them. "It's supposed to help with bad nights and calm anxiety. I don't know if it'll help, but...." He holds it out, closer to Bina. "You look like you need it."

They had tears on their face but by feeling someones coming, with their eyes closed with the face laying on the desk, the lil one would clean their face all clumsy the most faster that they could. Having no idea if have hit or make something fall on the floor.

When the person started talking to them, Bina's ears would lift surprised.

Arthur...?

Have been a time that they saw him, maybe because they have been busy with the new books that have been falling there and haven't saw him around. They had no idea if was really him as their ears was constantly hearing muffled noises, so they opened their eyes. Was really him, what a wonderful surprise.

They was facing him till they noticed that he was holding a cup in front of them what took a moment for the lil one understand that was for them. Bina would take the cup gently, as their hand was a bit tremble and small, afraid of making it fall. Yeah they didn't had other choice, they shift to their normal height being almost same as Arthur's but they was a lil shorter.

"T-thank you...."

Says the shy buddy as would take a sip of the tea trying to be the less annoying as possible.

[binaslibrary]

Are you alright?

Bina would it be laying their face on the desk with their eyes closed along with some dark circles. Their face was a bit blushy, with a fadded shade of yellow.

With the question, they wouldn't do much and answer nodding saying yes slowly.

[binaslibrary]

Was dark...

.....Really dark.

Once what was silence could be heard sobs along with coughs coming from the lil one laying down on the cold floor. The breeze that passed through the place would make the poor lil thing shake in cold while trying to get up even feeling weak.

The sobs wouldn't stop, they would be covered by tears while the pain would put them down one more time.

It hurts....It hurts so much......Please, someone....Help me...

They would try for a second time and sucessfully could sit, but wasn't much to them to celebrate. The coughs would get even stronger making the same feel their body starting to fall apart. The coughs would continue as the pain was getting even stronger.

Bina covered their mouth to avoid any drop on their favorite yellow hoddie. With finally having a break to breath, looking at their hands.....

A-am I.... fa-fading...?

Wasn't blood on their hands but something close.....They have been coughing what once was part of themself....

The lil one couldn't hold the tears and start crying again, coming along the sobs that they would hate so much as they couldn't control it.

P-Please..! S-someONE H-he-help mE..!!

They tried to scream but the coughs wouldn't stop to shut them down stuttering in tears, laying on the floor again.

Tears and tears....oh my light, how they hate crying. Feeling weak and in need of someone....Patetic, isn't?

When they was feeling like everything was about to end for them.....They woke up.

Sweating cold and shaking scared, above the shelves of the library that would work all day. Was dark, probably in the middle of the night so far.

By seeing that everything was alright, they sighed relieved hugging their favorite plush.

After that, they haven't slept again that night....

[binaslibrary]

♡

it is munday! send ‘♡’ for a pointless fact about the mun.

|| All the characters that I drew with hoddies or long sleves were made bc I was feeling like I wanted winter to come back.

[binaslibrary]

♡♡!

it is munday! send ‘♡’ for a pointless fact about the mun.

|| It's funny that I keep saying that I'm bad at start a subject but when comes to a random thing with no sense I go talking literally anything XDD

Well, I collect pencils when they're about to be useless to me, like when I can't hold it anymore. I start noticing that I had a bunch in the cases that I used to take around when I started having online class. Idk why I have them but I can say that I will make more.||

[alyzememes]

it is munday! send ‘♡’ for a pointless fact about the mun.

[punsandfuturekingsmen]

binaslibrary​:

“Oh- well, normally the recent visitors always return the book even being late or not. But in case of other dimensions……” They scratched their head for a moment as would try to remember how was the process before the separation. “Hmm….I think that was one of the costellation wolfs that would go and get it…” They answered a bit concerned as they wasn’t so sure about it.

“But don’t worry, we can work with this later!”

Bina would make the book vanish from their hands as the it wasn’t the one that they were looking for. But before sighing distressed about the book, when the visitor asked their name, the ears would lift with surprise. Now was clear on their expression.

“O-oh uhh m-my name i-is Bina…..” They scratched their cheek as would speak nervously. No one have asked their name before, explaining a bit their shock. They literally looked like that just got lost from a well done script.

Was an awkward silent after answering it. So Bina would take on a flash, but awkwardly, a lil notebook of their hoddies pocket with a pen and would open it really fast passing a lot of the pages lost as they was nervous.

“E-err….Y-your name,…P-please??” They asked while stuttering.

Arthur blinked, feeling the nerves. They felt like an itching sensation along his skin, and the loop the loops in his stomach. Bina looked about ready to pass out, before they took out a book and began frantic scribbling.

Arthur rubbed at his head. “Uh. Well, my name is Arthur. Arthur Kingsmen, if you need the whole thing.” He offered. “Are… you okay though? You seem a little freaked out. Did I say something wrong?” His face was one of concern. “I’m sorry if I did. Sometimes I don’t really realize what’s okay and what’s not between worlds.”

[binaslibrary]

"O-oh...A-another Kingsmen.. Y-you must be the fourth to c-come here..." Says the lil one laughing shy as would tremble. They was trying to bright the mood after their lil breakdown.

After some seconds they just face the lil note trying to avoid any visual contact.

While noting down his name, the lil one couldn't stop thinking on the embarrassment that had passed a moment ago. The feeling of being watched was strong making the one shiver, but not in fear... just anger.

Bina was lost in thoughts, planning ways to escape from there the must faster that they could. When they faced Arthur again, ready to say goodbye, they would shook their head with Arthur's concerned expression.

With his question, their ears would go down as eyes would wide. Hear that broke them.

"W-wha-? N-NONONONO!! S-sorry!! Y-you're fine!!... You're fine!.... Is just...." They would sigh kinda embarrassed. "...nobody that have came here ever asked my name....I just got surprised that...you asked. You made me get lost in the subject.." Bina answered laughing nervously with their cheeks a bit yellow.

"Wasn't my intention make you feel bad. I'm so sorry...."

[binaconfusa]

Hiatus coming.

Hi guys. I will have to do a surgery this week and the recovery will take a long time making me unable to work. That's why I have closed the commissions by now. It's possible the return being on April but nothing was confirmed yet.

The commissions were being really slow, and with the costs of this surgery I have got to zero again. I was saving money for a new digital tablet to work more faster with some projects, but right now I can't continue bc of the surgery and recover stuff.

So, if someone wants to give a lil help and support at this time that I'm recovering, I have created a Ko-fi.

https://ko-fi.com/binaconfusa

[binaslibrary]

A valentines is left near the desk. It is a card noting it for Bina, a packet of lemon white chocolate cookies, and a little box of variety teas.

Bina have been busy all day, but they couldn't ignore that was a different day from what usually was comfortable with. The lil being just wanted to close the library the must faster that they could to the employees get the day just for them.

They head over to their desk carrying some books to give a daily check up and while would put the pile on the floor close to the desk, they noticed the lil gift. Bina would get concerned a bit, they couldn't see so well the gift as the desk was high for the small size, making them think that someone gave mistaken the room.

From lil they got to their normal height being able to see the gift. The librarian shooked their head as surprised, was for them!!

The surprise was obvious as they doesn't have some many friends on Dysperia, and one that knows that they likes drinking tea. But could it be just a coincidence, they never told this to someone before..

Who made this? They question themself.

Anirbas? Doll? Yvaine?

They didn't know , but by thinking that someones had the brave to them something without being a prank, made their day better. < 3

[binaslibrary]

"Who left a chocolate cake on my desk??"

[doctorscottie]

Reblog if you've ever felt like a boring rp partner.