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＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ He sighs, resting his head on Taekyung’s shoulder. “You’re right. I shouldn’t be talking so low about myself.” He listens for a moment, just lets his best friend talk. “I can’t leave him. Even if he wasn’t my person, I couldn’t. I guess all of this is just….we’re going through a lot more because we’re married young, I suppose. I’m younger than him by a few years, so I guess it’s reasonable.” Haneul sniffs. “Was it really scary with Woowoo?”

*+:｡.｡ if tae had been around when hanuel met dylan, surely he would have told him to wait. to take it slow and not let his wolf side act so strongly. if tae had learned anything about wolves in all his time knowing (and dating) them, it’s that they act on impulse and instinct. they mate and match and throw themselves in fully. and that’s fine for wolves, but hanuel -- and dylan -- for that matter were just as much human as they were wolf. and humans need time and growth. they can’t be all instinct and impulse, or bad things happen, “it’ll be okay one way or another, hannie.” he said, ignoring his friend’s question for now, “you just have to keep trying and working at your marriage. you have to jump over the hurdles and keep holding each other up. i know it hurt for him to not notice, but now going forward, he’ll be really attentive, y’know? sometimes difficult things have to happen to make things better in the future.”

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＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ “Not usually. Or…at least I’m not sure anymore.” He knows that Tae’s being as delicate as possible and he appreciates it. “Sometimes…sometimes I wish that I hadn’t gone to that gig. That I was still just unaware of my mate. So that way we could meet later on when I was just….more comfortable with myself. Or…liked myself more.”

*+:｡.｡ "hannie.” there’s that familiar light whine in taekyung’s voice. the one that comes out when hanuel is saying bad things about himself and being the opposite of the positive, level-headed person he knows his friend can be, “you never were gonna be ready to meet your mate. we never are. it never feels like it. when jiwoo said she imprinted on me, it really scared me, honestly....i didn’t think i was ready for her or what that meant. but now, after we’ve had time, we realized that the time we met was the perfect time. you just haven’t gotten there with dylan yet. or maybe he’s not the right person. but you have to give it some time before you’ll know.”

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＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ “I don’t know what I wanna do anymore.” He sighed heavily, leaning into his best friend’s hug. “I ended up having a fight with him, was probably the only time I’ve ever shouted at him. He didn’t…even realize I was depressed.”

*+:｡.｡ “is he usually...unaware? of what’s going on with you i mean...?” tae struggled to word his question delicately. dylan was hanuel’s husband. whether tae approved of it or not, he had to do his best to not sound antagonistic or accusatory when talking about him.

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＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ “Taetae? I’m getting bad again.” Haneul settles next to his best friend, fiddling with his sleeves. “I’m on medication now, I had a psychiatric assessment. I don’t like the medicine, it makes me sleepy.” He paused. “Do you think I made a bad decision, doing all this? Being married this young, all of it?”

*+:｡.｡ “you should tell your doctor. about the medicine. maybe he can give you something else. i had to take a couple different ones before i got to the right one.” four dark blonde tails wrapped themselves around the pair, enveloping them in a familiar, hopefully comforting, hug, “and it did happen fast. but that doesn’t mean you did it wrong. marriages aren’t easy.”

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＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ “Well, I’m glad someone knows and is on our side. Manager-nim and everyone else didn’t deserve it.” Yeri shrugs with a bright smile at the thought. An actual genuine thing? That sounded kind of cool, actually. “I don’t know what I can contribute. I’m uh, pretty good with my artwork. I don’t know if that would count.”

*+:｡.｡ “annie called me in a panic when her channel was gone. i’ll never forget how upset she was. anyway.” rowan leaned forward and laced his fingers together, “what kind of artwork? painting, drawing...?”

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＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ Yeri does try to know the staff. Ever since he started as an idol, he felt it was so important to know everyone you were working with. He knew of Rowan, knew that there was something about Annie involved, but he trusts his girlfriend. Whatever the situation is, it can’t be too much. “Ah, hey.” Yeri’s practically jogged into the cafe, remembering last minute he had a meeting for this social media project, and takes Rowan’s hand. “Heh, I guess we need it, don’t we? I don’t know if Social Media will ever let us post anything ever again.”

*+:｡.｡ "ahh, well.” rowan sighed a little, “ilearned about the hack and your history and everything so -- i get why they were wary. but that’s why i’m here. i want us to do something that you’ll really love and enjoy and will also make you look good. it won’t just be a...i don’t know--a pr stunt. social media should be more genuine. i want to try and make it really, genuinely you.”

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＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ “You say that, and yet he still has a chance to wake up. He just started napping!” Though one thing’s for sure: Sejun isn’t really that fussy of a baby. She’s had such fussy babies in the form of her cousins that she’s seen grow up, but even Sejun doesn’t cry as much. He likes to be held like any baby does, and has the sweetest giggle and already Jaesun’s dimples. She’s definitely proud. “He has your eyes, you know. And your dimples! I bet he’ll be just as handsome as his dad when he’s older.”

*+:｡.｡ “no he won’t. he’ll be even more handsome.” and with that shock of lacey blonde hair on his head, he was bound to stand out among his peers. the gentle click of the phone’s shutter signaled a successful shot and jaesun looked at it with a smile, bringing lacey close to him as he did so, “i still don’t believe he’s real sometimes. i think one day i’m gonna wake up and all of this will be a dream i made up.”

one day i’ll finish a blog and stay there before i move.

today is not that day

*+:｡.｡ “i won’t wake him!” jaesun’s instagram was so filled with pictures of sejun, one would think it was the baby’s instagram account and not an idol’s. the last thing he needed was another picture of his eight month old sleeping on the bed, but there he was, hovered over him with his phone, “how can i not take a picture of the most handsome son to ever be born?” ( @lunavulpcs )

*+:｡.｡ rowan knew of yeri. of course he did. but to be meeting for the first time under professional circumstances rather than casual was odd to him considering they had a shared mutual in annie. but hey -- it is what it is. it could serve as a bonding point to help them get along well while rowan worked with the younger on a social media project. one that hyejong told him he would be taking the lead on less than an hour ago. no pressure. rowan was sipping on his coffee in two star’s cafe when he spotted yeri come in. he stood up and outstretched his hand, “hello. i’m rowan choi, and apparently i’m the best choice for helping you up your social media game.” ( @lunavulpcs )

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