this post is for other people but also for me
sometimes im hyperfocused and dont want to post. sometimes im hyperfocused and i post on my real blog. sometimes im hyperfocused and post here.
i try to remember that im allowed to post whatever i want and how much i want on my blog because its mine.
both this one and my real blog are so that i get to feel safe and me.
my hyperfocus could be as short as 15 minutes or as long as many months. and sometimes i have more than 1 at the same time but they switch super fast? dont know how to explain it. i will not be posting every time im hyperfocused, only if i want to and only if i want to post on this blog.















