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18, 🩷💛🩵Pansexual, 🇦🇺, Aboriginal🖤💛❤️, She/they! I love crocheting, drawing, painting, books, Minecraft, K-Pop, anime, and other niche topics! Biscuit my beloved cat is my world 🩷

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HAPPY PRIDE MONTH EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESHOUTOUT TO ALL MY PANSEXUALS!!! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈(´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)

I also want to shoutout everyone who've been so open and coming to terms with themselves. When I realised I was queer, I started attending an all girls school in Year 7, and I felt so weird when I felt an attraction towards another girl. I'd always felt attracted to women especially in various medias, but I also had attraction to men, and everyone in between but I didn't know what it meant. I tried to justify my feelings for friendship or admiration, and for so long I tried to push it down before actually getting into how I felt. During lockdown I started exploring my sexuality, and seeing the community and realising that it's okay to like the same gender, let alone everyone made my heart feel lighter. I didn't feel alone. Then I discovered that pansexual was a label that made me feel most comfortable with my sexuality and feelings towards people. Also, when I came out to my mum I compiled a video together that was so shit, but lighthearted to make myself feel less stressed. I had something like "I am not straight!! I don't just like boys, I like girls, and everyone in between!!" Or something like that, having the "straight flag" crossed out with love hearts, it was so poorly edited, but my god rethinking it, it was amazing. I did cry when she called me and asked why I was crying because she said she'd always love me no matter what. Following this was so funny because one time driving through the city she said to a couple "They're so slow, not because they're gay!" and it made me laugh. Two of my aunties literally have girlfriends/wives as well so I didn't know why my family wouldn't accept me, maybe it was my self-conscious.

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Jabber Finished Fanart

This is my finished Jabber fanart!! Sorry if it’s a little light with the skin, but they’re such similar shades with lead pencil so I had to try shading while not making it blend too much!!

Gachiakuta is such an amazingly designed anime, the outfits are so intriguing and the characters are all so amazing!!!! I don’t have the words to explain, but just know I love the outfits the characters wear (thank you August lol) Love Gachiakuta!

Please let me know if I could fix anything or if any shading could be better, and feedback is appreciated!! I loved drawing him so I’ll definitely be doing a lot more, especially with accessories and his outfit is so cool!!!

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Jabber Finished Fanart

This is my finished Jabber fanart!! Sorry if it’s a little light with the skin, but they’re such similar shades with lead pencil so I had to try shading while not making it blend too much!!

Gachiakuta is such an amazingly designed anime, the outfits are so intriguing and the characters are all so amazing!!!! I don’t have the words to explain, but just know I love the outfits the characters wear (thank you August lol) Love Gachiakuta!

Please let me know if I could fix anything or if any shading could be better, and feedback is appreciated!! I loved drawing him so I’ll definitely be doing a lot more, especially with accessories and his outfit is so cool!!!

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Fanfic

I really wanna post a bit of my fanfic to just get a grasp of what people like about it because I feel like I add a lot of flowery words or make it seem to wordy when it doesn't have to be. But that's just the way I like writing, and it makes me distrust myself 😭 Like I don't want tomatoes and dislikes being thrown my way, or maybe I'm just too self-conscious? Anyway, Vernon gif (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)

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Jabber Fanart!!!!

So I’ve done the details of the face and they’re down slightly too low, but I can’t be bother to move the hair. Well maybe I will, and I’ve been kinda struggling with what the hair looks like. I’ve looked at reference photos of jabber from the anime and added the tiny shapes of the accessories in his hair, but I wanted to add my own accessories so I’ll see how it goes!!

Of course, I’ll be looking at other drawings of black hair to study the various accessories that can be put in this hairstyle because I really want to add my own flare and make it look pretty!!

Please give me some advice on how to fix anything you find wrong, I’m struggling with the hair a lot because it looks too big. But I’ll probably just move it down a little and then it’ll look good because right now he just has a huge forehead 😭😭

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Reasons Why Fans of Color Leave/Don’t Interact with Fandom

Casual racism that is brushed off as “an innocent mistake” or “they didn’t mean it” and then everyone pretending like it didn’t happen and moving on with their day (repeat)

Speaking over fans of color about issues that pertain to them specifically

When fans of color speak out about something that makes them uncomfortable or why that don’t interact with it (usually because of the racial/ethnic bias) they are accused of being anti’s or pro-censorship

Characters of color being used as scapegoats/bashed/plot devices 

Characters of color never getting happy endings/real development

Backlash against characters of color if they do anything other than be a white character’s side kick/best friend

Actors of characters of color being harassed for something their character did or didn’t do

White characters/actors getting all the attention/credit despite the fact that they are a side character to a POC or on the same level as the POC

Fanfic authors patting themselves on the back for writing a “realistic” character of color and it’s just a bunch of stereotypes

Being told that they should be happy they were even included when they call out the above people

White fans crying about persecution/exclusion because their fav character/trope/kink/ship isn’t loved by all 

Fan artists re-imaging characters of color as white/lightening skin tone

Everyone rushing to a white fans defense after a well deserved call out while the fan of color receives hate

Never having a safe fandom space and always having to be on guard with new people/fandoms/chats etc because they’ve been burned before

Feel free to add

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- fetishization and depersonalization of characters of color (to serve the white character’s narrative)

- (re)writing characters of color as abusive and/or violent to infantilize white characters

- being asked to explain why ___ is racist when it’s been spoken about at length or could be googled

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Jabber Fanart!!!!

So I’ve done the details of the face and they’re down slightly too low, but I can’t be bother to move the hair. Well maybe I will, and I’ve been kinda struggling with what the hair looks like. I’ve looked at reference photos of jabber from the anime and added the tiny shapes of the accessories in his hair, but I wanted to add my own accessories so I’ll see how it goes!!

Of course, I’ll be looking at other drawings of black hair to study the various accessories that can be put in this hairstyle because I really want to add my own flare and make it look pretty!!

Please give me some advice on how to fix anything you find wrong, I’m struggling with the hair a lot because it looks too big. But I’ll probably just move it down a little and then it’ll look good because right now he just has a huge forehead 😭😭

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I’ve started a Jabber fanart!!

He’s become one of, if not, my favourite character in Gachiakuta after finishing the anime. Not only is he batshit insane, funny, and have amazing style. It’s even better that he’s a POC with an amazing voice actor in both the Dub and the Sub.

(And I’d watch the anime in both the sub and dub multiple times over for how good it is)

Gachiakuta has quickly become one of my favourite animes, their power structure and the way people possess their Vital Instruments is so important to me. As someone who excessive hoards items I deem too valuable to throw away, it gives me joy seeing that it’s a powerful to care for an item so dearly it becomes powerful enough to use as a weapon. The design alone made me love this anime, the clothing is top tier and character designs had me hooked which is why I really wanted to start an artwork because I was so inspired just by their clothing.

Don’t even get me started on their animation and art style, especially for this sketched sections (if you know what I mean - like Rudo getting angry after Jabber ykyk) I really love the way they did it and I found so much inspiration from the sketchy art style of it!!

Anyways, long enough rant but here’s my starting of my fanart and hoping to do the hair well because the accessories in his hair is one of my favourite features of him and I can’t wait to add my own little things to it!!

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I actually hate my life.

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‘I want to tell you, you who probably had a tough day. That I’m here. That you did well. That I love you. That I’ll tightly hug you.’ - Hug by Seventeen

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"It's okay, your world is precious, so precious just as you are right now, stay here with me. After I have laughed it off like an adult, even when I cry like a young kid. We resemble each other a lot, let's be together just as you are, like a Kidult." - Kidult (어른 아이) Seventeen

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Old Painting

I found an old mini canvas with a sketch an decided to finally start painting over it, I really like the small colour splotches mixed with the pencil sketches but idk 🤷🏽‍♀️

I’d love to get some help with if I should finish painting the whole thing OR leave it as it is because I do like the way it looks now!!

Let me know because I love sharing my art updates with everyone here!! ٩( ᐛ )و

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I had a coming to about stories from this tiktok: https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSHPvm1eP/

TikTok - Make Your Day

And I wanted to share what i wrote in the moment watching it here:

“This genuinely made me tear up. Edits like these encapsulate the beauty of anime, drawing or the creation of stories beyond anyone’s imagination or rooted in the reality around them. How these stories shape not only the character and how you see people, but how these stories can fully affect those reading/watching them. The stories about freedom, independence, equality, their deepest fears, love, overcoming hardship, building themselves to run towards a brighter future, despair, mourning, and sorrow in the most personal and imperfect ways captured through a human lens, showcasing how we as people and these characters are shaped or navigate their lives with what they have or come to have. Telling stories to those watching about how to navigate life, confide in these moments/characters when facing hardship or those whose lives are similar to yours. Telling an emotional story to challenge one’s perspective or to simple encapsulate the ever changing world around us that we are all living on for the first time.”

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Here’s my finished (for now) PrincessZam fanart!!

It took a bit but I kept on deciding if I wanted to do colour but decided not to because I’ll trace my drawing with the light box I have to make a copy!! That way it’ll be way easier to add colour and no regret it completely!

I really enjoyed getting my own reference photos, taking photos of myself in the different poses so I could actually capture the way my fingers rested on my face. I also loved looking at different inspirations and the dress was so fun to do, the pose was so fun to come up with, and overall the entire process has been really fun!!

It’s been a while since I’ve done artwork and I’ve loved every second I’ve spent creating this piece. I hope I can post some of my other paintings, drawings, and crochet work for people to look at!! I love sharing my art for people to enjoy! :D

Let me know if it’s good, any changes or any requests for others!!

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“would you still write if you knew no one would ever read what you wrote?” bitch I read what I wrote????? how tf do you think I wrote that? with my eyes closed?

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Here’s my finished (for now) PrincessZam fanart!!

It took a bit but I kept on deciding if I wanted to do colour but decided not to because I’ll trace my drawing with the light box I have to make a copy!! That way it’ll be way easier to add colour and no regret it completely!

I really enjoyed getting my own reference photos, taking photos of myself in the different poses so I could actually capture the way my fingers rested on my face. I also loved looking at different inspirations and the dress was so fun to do, the pose was so fun to come up with, and overall the entire process has been really fun!!

It’s been a while since I’ve done artwork and I’ve loved every second I’ve spent creating this piece. I hope I can post some of my other paintings, drawings, and crochet work for people to look at!! I love sharing my art for people to enjoy! :D

Let me know if it’s good, any changes or any requests for others!!

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Currently planning a #PLATONICSTOZIER fic right now and wanted to share some of my midnight notes in my planning!! It was very rushed and I highlighted all the parts I wanted to either keep or write into my fic word-for-word! I hope I can get some people to invest!

I would also like to know how people would like to read because I'm someone that writes big paragraphs before moving onto other (like big blocks of text) and if that's not anyone's tea or if someone would like to recommend another way to write I'd love to hear it!!!

Its about Stanley and Richie’s friendship following the first Neibolt incident of Eddie breaking his arm with the Losers fight. I wanted to go into Richie’s struggle with his sexuality during the time away, Stanley’s Bar Mitzvah with Richie attending. Basically going into their long term friendship and Richie’s eventual opening up to Stanley about his like for Eddie!! ٩( ᐛ )و

I hope people will like the direction from the tiny snippet!! I basically did an entire mind splash of words onto the page about what I would like to write about!