Will it always be this way?
Few nights ago, I was thinking of deleting this app in my phone since I’m no longer using it. Read all my post and it make me understand why I started writing here. I fell to a guy I’ve seen only once.
Few months ago, I met a guy and last Valentines Day (2020) gave him a card with this on it (PS. There have been some changes on what was written on the card as I was making revisions along the way but the idea is the same).
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Hey Cutie,
It has been months since our path crossed. And every conversations, chats and time we spent together is a learning process to know you more and more.
Remember the almost two weeks that we haven’t talk/chat? I was down during those times. Though, I know that it will happen because of your status then. I just don’t expect it too soon. So when you tried to reconnect, I was hesitant at first to reply because I don’t know if it’s the right thing to do. I’m trying to get things back into what it was and everything was making sense until that one Good Morning message.
One day, I will ask you what am I to you? What do you feel about me? If there’s any. What do we have? If we have something. And maybe many more questions. One day, once I find the courage to accept whatever your answers will be and face the consequences that comes along with it.
If you’re wondering, yes I’m falling. I’m sorry or maybe I don’t. I don’t know.
I always believe that things happen for a reason. I just don’t know what’s that reason right now. Maybe in time I will know. And I know, I will.
One thing’s for sure, you will always be a part of my life from the day we meet.
I’ll always hope and pray of only the best for you. Everyday. That whatever you heart’s desire will be given in the right time.
I will always be here...
as long as you want me to and as long as I can.
From You.
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Today, it has been two weeks since I last received a message from him in Whatsapp. I don’t know what’s happening but I don’t want to be the first to message him. 🤷🏻♂️
I need to do this for my own sake. 😓











