The Secret diary of Raya Palmer

i've never been wrong once in my life yk you love me xoxo #capricorny french 19

[bitchspokendoll]

All girls should accept their own inner regina george and be meaner. You're going to get called a bitch either way so be a

Bitch Spoken Doll

[bitchspokendoll]

Every second of my life even when i'm asleep. In my nightmare, i'm reminded of the deranged way i was born, and in my dream of who i could've been. And i can try and correct it to be as true to who i realy am and feel like i am in the deepest layer of my soul. Which i dream about most night. But it can never be fix and as close i'd get to the benign normality that i aspire there would still be a hole somewhere inside of me that can never be filled.

And i think that i'm coming to the closest thing to "peace" that i can get with that.

[bitchspokendoll]

When ever I meet someone that doesn't go through this I used to feel jealousy and self hate for that jealousy now I just feel happiness that someone else than me, especially my friends don't have to go through this cause it broke me I was born broken and can never fully recover I am so happy that you are whole, I cannot stress this enough I'm so tremendously happy for you. Even if you get hurt a lot you can still go on, for me, it has nothing to do with the level of hurt the world has inflicted on me, it's the way I was born already broken.

To not feel like this every second of every day and night must be amazing I'm so happy for you if that's your case.

[bitchspokendoll]

I will never come to peace never I feel it every second and I hate it

[bitchspokendoll]

I'm so tired of '' mothering'' most of my friends if I don't come to them, take care of them and help them with their small problems nobody does the same for me, and they know for a fact that my problems are huge and smother me in my sleep every nights.

[bitchspokendoll]

I will always be someone's nightmare or fantasy

[bitchspokendoll]

I had a dream I was a lavender wife for castiel and Dean (yes both) and it went very well the wedding was beautiful unfortunately I had to wake up

[bitchspokendoll]

I need e-friends 💚

[bitchspokendoll]

Every second of my life even when i'm asleep. In my nightmare, i'm reminded of the deranged way i was born, and in my dream of who i could've been. And i can try and correct it to be as true to who i realy am and feel like i am in the deepest layer of my soul. Which i dream about most night. But it can never be fix and as close i'd get to the benign normality that i aspire there would still be a hole somewhere inside of me that can never be filled.

And i think that i'm coming to the closest thing to "peace" that i can get with that.

[bitchspokendoll]

When ever I meet someone that doesn't go through this I used to feel jealousy and self hate for that jealousy now I just feel happiness that someone else than me, especially my friends don't have to go through this cause it broke me I was born broken and can never fully recover I am so happy that you are whole, I cannot stress this enough I'm so tremendously happy for you. Even if you get hurt a lot you can still go on, for me, it has nothing to do with the level of hurt the world has inflicted on me, it's the way I was born already broken.

To not feel like this every second of every day and night must be amazing I'm so happy for you if that's your case.

[riacain]

when ethel said ‘god loves u but not enough to save u’ i felt it in my soul because if he’s really able to save me like some people claim why didn’t he save me when this hell was happening? why did he let that happen to me? why save me now when it’s too late? why didn’t he save me when there were still chances for me? people tell me ‘just talk to jesus’ but there was a cruel time when i did, i talked to him every night, praying to make it stop. he didn’t make it stop. he let him touch me every night while i was on the verge of losing my sanity. i’m not an atheist but i’m not a christian either, i want to believe real bad but how can i believe when he wasn’t there for me when i needed him most?

[bitchspokendoll]

[bitchspokendoll]

[bitchspokendoll]

All girls should accept their own inner regina george and be meaner. You're going to get called a bitch either way so be a

Bitch Spoken Doll

[littlesparkequeen]

[bitchspokendoll]

a girl's only demon that she cannot win against is her own boredom.

[bitchspokendoll]

if changing your pfp every minute was a sport i would be an olympian

[angelfawn555]

girls who grow up not feeling feminine grow up to be girlbloggers

[bitchspokendoll]

I just explained the Ethel vs Lana del Rey to my mom cause she kinda looks like Lana and was a fan of her ''before she went crazy'' (her words).

[bitchspokendoll]

ethel stans you won cause she said that she prefered ethel's music after listening from one song of both

[bitchspokendoll]

I just explained the Ethel vs Lana del Rey to my mom cause she kinda looks like Lana and was a fan of her ''before she went crazy'' (her words).