braindead

you're growing tired of me, and all the things i don't talk about./lyr

[bitesizedgummie]

✦•┈๑⋅⋯ ⋯⋅๑┈•✦ 　　𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬 𝔭𝔬𝔰𝔱.

ᵃⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰ ⁱ ᵈᵒⁿ’ᵗ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᵐᵘᶜʰ ʷʰᵉⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈʳᵒⁿᵉˢ ᶠˡʸ ᵃᵇᵒᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ, ᵐʸ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ˡᵉᵃᵖˢ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗᵉˡˡ ᵐᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ.　　/ˡʸʳ

　𝚑𝚒. 𝚠𝚎’𝚛𝚎 𝚊 𝚜𝚢𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚖, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚎’𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚜. 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚘𝚗 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚜, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚞𝚜 𝚐𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚒𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚍. 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑.

　　𝖺𝗅𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗁𝗎𝗆𝖺𝗇 // 𝖿𝗂𝖼𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗄𝗂𝗇 // 𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗄𝗂𝗇 (𝗆𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝗋𝖺𝖻𝖻𝗂𝗍, 𝗏𝖺𝗆𝗉𝗂𝗋𝖾, 𝖽𝖾𝖾𝗋, 𝖼𝖺𝗍) // 𝖽𝗂𝖽/𝗈𝗌𝖽𝖽 𝗍𝗋𝖺𝗎𝗆𝖺𝗀𝖾𝗇𝗂𝖼 𝗌𝗒𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗆. 𝗐𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄. (𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒/𝗂𝗍/𝖺𝗇𝗒 𝗇𝖾𝗈𝗌, 𝖻𝗎𝗇, 𝗉𝗎𝗉, 𝗏𝗈𝗂𝖽, 𝗇𝗎𝗅𝗅)

𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖𝚜　　𝚌𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚒𝚎 𝚛𝚞𝚗 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚍𝚘𝚖, 𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚊𝚗𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚙𝚊, 𝚓𝚞𝚓𝚒𝚝𝚜𝚞 𝚔𝚊𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚗, 𝚋𝚕𝚞𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚌𝚔, 𝚜𝚊𝚗𝚛𝚒𝚘, 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚒𝚔𝚊𝚠𝚊, 𝚜𝚔8 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢, 𝚢𝚞𝚛𝚒 𝚘𝚗 𝚒𝚌𝚎, 𝚜𝚊𝚜𝚊𝚔𝚒 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚒𝚢𝚊𝚗𝚘, 𝚋𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚢 𝚍𝚘𝚐𝚜, 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚗𝚢

　　𝗁𝗒𝗉𝖾𝗋𝖿𝗂𝗑𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌　　𝗋𝖺𝖻𝖻𝗂𝗍𝗌, 𝖼𝖺𝗍𝗌, 𝖻𝗎𝗀𝗌, 𝖿𝗂𝗌𝗁, 𝗉𝖺𝗉𝖾𝗋𝖼𝗋𝖺𝖿𝗍𝗌, 𝗌𝖾𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗀, 𝗉𝗌𝗒𝖼𝗁𝗈𝗅𝗈𝗀𝗒, 𝗌𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗋𝗍𝗌

　𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚐𝚜　　: @hearing-a-lot-of-things (athena cykes, ace attorney) @little-guy-little-mouse (ryunosuke naruhodo, ace attorney)

ＤＮＩ. 　　𝗉𝗋𝗈𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉, 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗇𝗌𝖾𝗅𝗒 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗂𝗈𝗎𝗌 (𝗋𝖾𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗂𝗇 𝗀𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗋𝖺𝗅 𝗂𝗌 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖾. 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖽𝗈𝗇𝗍 𝗉𝗎𝗌𝗁 𝗂𝗍 𝗈𝗇 𝗆𝖾), 18+ 𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗀𝗌, 𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗂𝗇 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝖻𝗅𝖾𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗂𝖼 𝖿𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗆𝗌 (𝖻𝖾𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝖾𝖽𝗂𝖺 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗆 𝗂𝗌 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖾. 𝖺𝗌 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗌 𝗎 𝖺𝖼𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐𝗅𝖾𝖽𝗀𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗆 𝗂𝗌 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝖻𝗅𝖾𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗂𝖼 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗐𝖺𝗋𝗇 𝗆𝖾 𝖺𝖻 𝗂𝗍)

ＴＷ.　　𝚜𝚕𝚞𝚛 𝚞𝚜𝚊𝚐𝚎 (𝚛 𝚜𝚕𝚞𝚛, 𝚏 𝚜𝚕𝚞𝚛), 𝚜𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚑 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜, 𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚎/𝚝𝚘𝚡𝚒𝚌 𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚝, 𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚠𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚛.

ＴＡＧ ＤＩＲＥＣＴＯＲＹ.　　𝗀𝗎𝗆𝗆𝗂𝖾𝗋𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗌: 𝖺 𝗀𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗋𝖺𝗅 𝗍𝖺𝗀 𝖺𝗉𝗉𝗅𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍𝗌.　𝗀𝗎𝗆𝗆𝗂𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌: 𝗎𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗇 𝗏𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍𝗌. 𝗋𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗅𝗒 𝗎𝗌𝖾𝖽.　𝗀𝗎𝗆𝗆𝗂𝖾𝗐𝖺𝗍𝖼𝗁𝖾𝗌: 𝖺 𝗍𝖺𝗀 𝗎𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗄 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝖺𝗇𝗒 𝖺𝗇𝗂𝗆𝖾𝗌/𝗀𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝗐𝖾 𝗆𝖺𝗒 𝖻𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗍𝖼𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝗋 𝗉𝗅𝖺𝗒𝗂𝗇𝗀.　𝗀𝗎𝗆𝗆𝗂𝖾𝗉𝗈𝗅𝗅𝗌: 𝗀𝗂𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝖺𝗀𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝗍𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝗉𝗈𝗅𝗅𝗌.　𝗀𝗎𝗆𝗆𝗂𝖾’𝗌 𝖺𝗌𝗄𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗀𝗌: 𝗍𝖺𝗀𝗌 𝗀𝗂𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗈 𝖺𝗌𝗄 𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗀 𝗎𝗉𝖽𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗌.　𝗀𝗎𝗆𝗆𝗂𝖾𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗍: 𝗍𝖺𝗀 𝗈𝖼𝖼𝖺𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗀𝗂𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗈 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗂𝗇𝖽𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗍𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝗈’𝗌 𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀.

[bitesizedgummie]

hppy birthday to me

[bitesizedgummie]

taking a break from tumblr fora while because i’m tired and thinking about relapsing if you need me because god knows nobody’s gonna see this and reach out out of concern i’m on discord under the same username as my url (bitesizedgummie)

[bitesizedgummie]

does anyone think my mom is eventually gonna learn that as someone who’s dealt with with suicidal thoughts, self harm and mental health problems i need to be handled differently than a teenager that’s just being moody and defiant

[bitesizedgummie]

nothing will ever make me forget the time when the night before school i was crying and panicking about having to return to my old school where i was bullied to near suicide and i called up my mom for support. she laid next to me blank faced without saying a word until i told her i didn’t feel good and might throw up. she told me “ok, go throw up” but i didn’t make it and vomited everything i’d eaten that day all over the floor. she got mad at me and had me clean it up with towels—as i was sobbing my eyes out—while she laid on the bed like a queen watching her servant. she went downstairs to get water before going back to bed and i heard her talking about what a “waste of time” it was and that she “couldn’t believe she got out of bed for that.”

i was twelve

[bitesizedgummie]

having to comfort a very hopeless and suicidal friend and god @kijimha i am so fucking sorry for the suicidal bullshit you tolerate from me

[bitesizedgummie]

tumblr sexyman list

skeleton

robot / tv head

dilapidated twink

clown men

[bitesizedgummie]

“i had (common problem that many functioning, working, thinking humans have already solved and helpfully shared for others to see) so i used chatgpt” GOOGLE IT!!! GOOGLE IT!! GOOGLE IT!,!!!

[zephyrdaze]

𐙚⋆°｡⋆♡

[phoenixwithapencil]

Finals season is upon me!

And part of that finals season is a group project stats survey that wants to torture me.

If you would like my eternal gratitude and also this cookie -> 🍪, then pretty pretty please take our survey! (As of writing this, We only have a quarter of the responses we need)

How comfortable are you?!

Please fill out the forms honestly and thank you for helping us with our project!

Here is the form!

It’s 2 questions (1-5 your comfort in LGBT spaces and your age), entirely anonymous. We aren’t collecting emails and don’t wanna know who you are.

Uuuhhhhh yeah! Reblogs are appreciated!

(Also if folks are interested just for funzies I can post the results of our analysis if we get enough responses)

[bitesizedgummie]

i'm learning asl over an app and for the uneducated sarcasm is expressed in asl by really exaggerating ur movements which is SO funny

like signing excuse me just means excuse me

but signing excuse me while making a face is "exCUSE me?!?!"

[bitesizedgummie]

trying to choose between like 7 things to do and now my brain is spinning in circles oh god oh no

[bitesizedgummie]

"do u remember when we went to-" Hah! How ironic, however, my cognitive thinking skills when I am traveling abroad is that of a broken fan with no batteries. Unless there was a stray cat involved with the event in question, I will forget even this question in a mere 20 seconds.

[bitesizedgummie]

someone needs to make clothes that look hot but for people with sensory issues

[i-love-my-fictional-husband]

"pirating is stealing!"

awe 🥺 i feel. so bad 😢 is millionaire man that owns the company who made movir going bankrupt because i found and watched it on youtube 😢 im so sorry 😢 should i give him my familys savings so he can buy a new yacht? 🥺 should i tell my local charity to donate to him? 🥺

[bitesizedgummie]

fuck lineart all my homies hate lineart

[c-a-s-s-i-o-p-e-i-a-w]

~Tag Game With Your Moots (or anyone)~

Put your playlist on shuffle & add the first 3 songs you listen to!

Fictional by Khloe Rose

DNA by Lia Marie Johnson

Every Version by Jessica Baio

Voting ended onMar 16

@pgeorgiemain @luckycloverbug @pluraldinosaur543 @theinterpretingbookworm @nekoqueenalice @shadesofcool57-5 @princessbunnyzelda @mysticdragon29 @nelloissilly @miserablypolitequeensworld @mara-luv1 @mrltruist @4-eva-young @irlpusheen @hilltopwalker @zz-xby @makithewizard @absvored @mimeoln @luminauni

[makithewizard]

Thanks for the tag :)

Choose :3

Cry for me - The Weeknd

Poker face - Lady Gaga

The door - Teddy Swims

Voting ended onMar 11

@freezedom @eventide-paradox @bellathejellyfish @that-theaterkid @thesknight @izafetess @slipperychip @easterartist @pasteldoodles @supuh @exams-will-make-me-cry @clawsofmaine @insightfulillustrator @hissorrow22 @mraltruist @lordvoldemoron @maggotfilledcunt86 @viennflowerclass

[viennflowerclass]

Thanks that is so a fun thing to do.

Destroy Love (Heart Killerd OST) - Khaotung Thanawat

Wu Ji (The Untamed Theme Song) - Xiao Zhan, WANG YIBO

Recall Memory - Repezen Foxx, Wonderframe

Voting ended onMar 11

@bombusconfusus @eevee1218 @ivorysorielhaze @cdmachine @paradoxicwolf @bulgingforbucky @magicaljusticesaviorclancy @elocuentbeast @generation-of-vipers @notso-strangejustcute @someditzydoll @donnymqs @lotusmania @lhyrsegallery @friendlywallflower @saltedgranolabar @kill-me-kill-me-now @creepycrawlerstuff @vampberrie @holloway--haunting @kitthekollabor8or @divinitymp4 @allndverse @justhere222vibe @mllwrld @kleyrja4815162342 @hotnessstuff

[paradoxicwolf]

Thanks, I hope I'm doing this right

From my 1,600 liked songs:

Take on Me - a-ha

Borderline - Tame Impala

Wanna Don't Wanna - Reignwolf

Voting ended onMar 11

@rowantheotaku @zocomotive @corvine-cosmos @sebthebeanie @patr0n-sa1nt @incogniito @that-weird-kid-from-your-school @sciyxz @aphroditee222 @kbbled

[corvine-cosmos]

Thanks for the tag!

Out of my 1,554 liked songs

Solas (with Sarah Cothran) - Jamie Duffy, Sarah Cothran

Mommy's Here - CG5

Shangri-La - Caitlyn Scarlett

Voting ended onMar 18

@transsharkguy @littleduckdudee @shaethecrow @4lethia @acetrashgremlin @alex-the-cryptid @daughterofdeath28 @adamantinetoska @later-heaven

[adamantinetoska]

ooh okay!

from my 153 hour and 19 minute playlist

The Rapture (but it's Pink) by Scene Queen

Scarlet Begonias by Sublime

Strawberry Julius by Bikini Kill

Voting ended onMar 13

@c0nfessionsofar0ttens3na @corvus-limbus @corvine-cosmos @clementinelvr @daughterofdeath28 @evenpuppet3 @geekandafreak @islaiscoolerthanbefore @lavenderlightsky @ladypomithe3rd @lovinglyours90 @later-heaven @lalalilliloopsy @meowch-agh @merrychristmas-pleasedontcall @nico-la-la @niyahbabes @peachjaguar7587 @shwuuu

[merrychristmas-pleasedontcall]

yayay thank you!!

pick a song! :D

the subway - chappell roan

illicit affairs - taylor swift

our last summer - abba

Voting ended onMar 13

@swellestuniverse @abs-blabs @sadiesinkobsessedsstuff @buglvr22  @drpeppercreamsodaa @riotverse @your-fav-idiot-lesbian @justyouraveragedepressedteen1 @nacreoussoul @chronically-0nline7 @wool-and-writing @gloomy-rains-romantic-candles @legotwink08 @girl-on-the-subway @the-one-and-only-p1per @ameekpoet @darwinanderson @pommedeterrier @lordelvensmelly @mynameisnotmabelbcmyparentsaidso @doingautismsohardfortangi @imnotafraidtodisappear @yourlocalchronicdaydreamer

[yourlocalchronicdaydreamer]

Thanks for the tag!

Choose :)

Wildest dreams - Taylor Swift

Fireworks - Mitski

Lovesick - Laufey

Voting ended onMar 19

@somanyquestions-featuringanxiety @kiraandhervibes @ravensncrowsx @equippedtolove @i-love-my-gays @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @spiderstag @neverpeaceful @pete-my-beloved @fictionalsimp09 + anyone else :)

[pete-my-beloved]

oooh thanks for the tag!!

pick a song :D

The Flame - Tamino

This Song - Conan Gray

Seems Like Old Times - Laufey

Voting ended onMar 13

@boxhead-pov @ravensncrowsx + open tags :D

[boxhead-pov]

Yayyyyyyy thanks for the tag!!

From My 274 Liked Songs (I haven’t the app very long)

The Water Is Fine, Chloe Ament

Willow, Tamino

A Night to Remember, beabadoobee and Laufey

Voting ended onMar 13

@fangirlmenace @butidonotapprove +open tags

[fangirlmenace]

liked songs

treat you better (Shawn Mendes)

she's in love with the boy (Trisha Yearwood)

take me away (the new Freaky Friday)

Voting ended onMar 19

@mer-acle @themostrandommoon

[the-eccentric-of-notre-dame]

Ik wasn’t tagged but

mon snongs

Dark Sanctuary (Luke Pickman)

House of the Rising Sun (The Animals)

The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly (Ennio Morricone)

Voting ended onMar 19

@stars-and-sharks @iammentallystable16

[amazingdylan]

choose one :D

fuzzy - waterparks

satanic panic - i don't know how but they found me

alexithymia - noahfinnce

Voting ended onMar 19

(no pressure) tags: @because-i-do-it-all-the-time @ang3l-ocean @fionanotonfire @fishatthebottomofthesea @winterinkspill + open because i can't think of more people to tag rn

[fionanotonfire]

love the idea and thanks for the tag!!

pick one!!

Mermaids - Florence + the Machine

Don't delete the kisses - Wolf Alice

Hysteria - Muse

Voting ended onMar 20

no pressure tags as alwaysss

@lyraisnotonfire @claraisnotonfires @rosees3ray @do-not-be-lasagne @myparacosms @mioisnotonfire @em0dnp

[rosees3ray]

AYYY THANKS FOR THE TAG!! dude i love all three of those songs but i gotta pick my fave band of all time so. wolf alice...

im gonna shuffle my current main playlist with my current faves... so

pick one!

ninajirachi - ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

lunatic calm - leave you far behind

the chemical brothers - block rockin' beats

Voting ended onMar 14

@ray-of-midnight-storm @nwmcotutajrobie @stomachaches-frank @carbonbasedmatter @phanyaoi @ceryslikesstuff @mascaraphernalia @emo2009axolotl @virgolleum @ashlettuce @tyrannosaurus021 @thewoodsbeyond @ierofang (i hope yall accept tag games T_T) aaand @ any1 who sees this!!

[ceryslikesstuff]

Thanks for the tag!!! Hmmmm let's see

Oh this is an odd selection fkdfkdqox

pickkkk

Jolene by Dolly Parton

Puppet from ib

Born Before by Maretu

Voting ended onMar 14

Uhhhh npt @bitesizedgummie @darklordrichie @camsomnia @lacetrimm @oliisnotonfire

Anddd anyone else ^^

[bitesizedgummie]

thanks guys

pick!

hypnosis by fem&m

teddy bear by melanie martinez

why did i say okie doki? by the stupendium

Voting ended onMar 18