Bunch💜

It’s only a bit of me, a bit of something I like & something I feel.

[bitofme]

It’s sad to realize that you have no one to talk, not even one person to ask whether you’re fine or not.. loneliness is surely hurt

[bitofme]

[perfectfeelings]

[bitofme]

☹️☹️☹️

[bitofme]

Tiap hari kerjanya nungguin jam 5, kalo engga nungguin sabtu… ga ada makna banget hidupnya 🥹

[bitofme]

We often quiet when we’re happy, but loud when we’re sad…

[thoughtkick]

“Shoutout to myself because after everything I’ve been through, I still have a good heart”

— Unknown

[bitofme]

This is Me on my way to letting go of someone :

Posting on social media : “I’m gonna let you go” , “I’ll let you go” , “Let him go and find your own happiness” (scroll down tinder passionately)

What’s going on in my head everytime I see his new photos : “I miss him” 😂

Are you kidding me Bunch?! 😒 being in love with wrong person surely adding new stupidity to your brain..

[bitofme]

There’re moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dream and hug them for real…

[bitofme]

Sometimes we want to hear it from people we love the most to say “It’s okay to choose not being there, to quit your job, to just take your time to rest, to find something that make you feel like you again”

But all they say is hold on, hang in there, try again, try to be patient, all the times 🥲

[bitofme]

There’s an urge to sleep, just sleep.. cut all the life out of me for a while. Like not to think about everything for a while. Silencing my thoughts. I don’t wanna feel anything, I don’t wanna see other people take it what I felt as an easy and simple things.

No matter where I might be now, tired still means tired. It can’t be compared to what others feel. And hurt still means hurt. Just because others experienced it worse than mine, it doesn’t mean I’m not hurt/tired. I need a reality escape..

[bitofme]

Ketika filter memperindah segalanya hahaha

[bitofme]

I miss him quite terrible but have to pretend that everything is okay, is under control, is good, like nothing happens, I’m good happy as f*ck, nothing ever matters to me, no one can shake my heart, like all is well, at all…

but when he shows on my screen, I know, he’s someone I can’t handle 🙂

[bitofme]

Maybe this is wishful thinkin'

Probably mindless dreamin'

But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

(Taylor Swift - Back to December)

[bitofme]

I think I’ve seen this film before, and I didn’t like the ending

You’re not my homeland anymore, so what am I defending now?

You were my hometown, now I’m exile seeing you out (Taylor Swift ft Bon Iver - Exile)

[bitofme]

We used to be closed, but people can go from people you know to people you don’t. (Selena Gomez - People You Know)

[bitofme]

I’m hurt.. but I don’t know what caused it. Is it my ego that doesn’t want to be left behind to see him with someone else or is it because my feeling are real…

I’m so angry that I’m not okay at all…

I’m just pretending to look fine…

[bitofme]

Old but happy

Old but healthy

Old but wise

Old but stay true to yourself