still bitter

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[lolitanora]

[grecoromanyaoi]

sorry, i mythologized your boyfriend. yeah i took him and a few other boyfriends and merged them together with local folklore and mystic elements into one legendary figure. he's going to be really hard to pin down historically. sorry about that. I can make you his consort in some stories if that helps.

[pointnclick]

she’s serving absolute divorce papers

[boymiffy]

[tearing at my hair] no love however brief is wasted no love however brief is wasted no love however brief is wasted

[maya-hawke]

Maya Hawke as Eleanor Levetan — DO REVENGE (2022)

[bittergrumpyandtired]

Stop stop stop stop stop stop stop

[messalinae-deactivated20160804]

Edinburgh, Scotland.  

[bittergrumpyandtired]

I will be in love eventually, and I will have earned it, and it will be beautiful, and it will make the loneliness bearable

[twofigs]

sitting on the bus on a foggy morning and only thinking — is this, finally, my life? do i hold it with both hands? do i try to live?

[valtsv]

the fact that lights don’t start flickering ominously and short-circuiting whenever i’m upset is maximally unsexy and not at all excellent if you ask me

[tomfordvelvetorchid-deactivated]

If I don’t have time to be by myself I will die

[bittergrumpyandtired]

Days Seventy-Eight, Seventy-Nine, Eighty

domenica 2, lunedì 3, martedì 4 giugno

Spent Sunday relaxing! Taking my time! Making sure I don’t go insane! Before going back to work on Monday to do the regular.

Last week of classes began on Tuesday with my Italian seminar. Prep for the exam is terrifying.

[bittergrumpyandtired]

Days Seventy-Five, Seventy-Six, and Seventy-Seven

giovedì 30, venerdì 31 maggio, sabato 1 giugno

Here are some pictures of my mate looking like a fricking Armani model on set of our film shoot! Thursday was prep day (and essay writing day) and Friday we started filming in the freezing cold early in the morning. We smashed out the shoot in time for me to get to work, followed by my friend’s 21st! It was a killer day, but so much fun.

Saturday was standard work. Super tired after the Friday extravaganza, but still manageable.

[bittergrumpyandtired]

Days Seventy, Seventy-One, Seventy-Two, Seventy-Three, and Seventy-Four

sabato 25, domenica 26, lunedì 27, martedì 28, e mercoledì 29 maggio

Oh lol I’m behind again wow.

This week was much like any other, but also super hecking busy. Obviously.

I had work all the way through to Tuesday, and my Italian tutor was away so we had the head of subject. She was incredible and terrifying at the same time. The best thing to happen on Tuesday was my jewellery update for my piercings!! Got a cute little bee and some new rings put in!! Love it!!

Wednesday I had my group presentation and then was told by my tutor to restart my 2000 word essay two days out from the due date because she didn’t like my thesis anymore. Ew.

So I then spent Thursday writing until literally like 1am. My friend came over after I’d finished work and we just sat in silence until we’d finished working. It was the best group study session I’ve ever had!

Anyway, I will try and get back up to speed. Things have obviously been crazy, and I’m getting back into it.

[bittergrumpyandtired]

Days Sixty-Six, Sixty-Seven, Sixty-Eight, and Sixty-Nine

martedì 21, mercoledì 22, giovedì 23, venerdì 24 maggio

This week was weird. On Tuesday, at least, I got to have a break because my Italian class was cancelled. Did I do anything remotely useful?? I think I might have done some scheduling for work and some production forms.

Wednesday I had my Favourite uni class, a meeting about a group assignment and a long-ass meeting with my boss which I’m going to elaborate on in another post cause it was fun.

Thursday I had my speaking assessment for Italian which I did *very little* prep for but still managed to bullshit my way through. I’ve definitely gotten more apathetic as the semester has gone on.

We had our production meeting on Friday, and for once in my life I just Went Home after work. To have a sleep. Good riddance.

[bittergrumpyandtired]

Days Sixty-Three, Sixty-Four, and Sixty-Five

sabato 18, domenica 19, lunedì 20 maggio

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feat. the pigeon who invaded my uni

So I worked nine hours without a break on Saturday. And then went home and drank a bottle of moscato in front of the fire because self-care.

And then, wow, I worked on Sunday again! And then went to a production meeting! And essentially just didn’t get enough sleep the entire weekend! Wow!

And then! On Monday! More! Work! For like! Twelve hours! !!!!!

[bittergrumpyandtired]

Days Sixty-One, Sixty-Two

giovedì 16, venerdì 17 maggio

And so began the start of a long-ass weekend.

Thursday was okay, just uni and work. I didn’t workout because I’m Bad™️.

Friday I had a Production meeting for our final assessment, then had to go vote, and then went to work. I ended up getting (too many) drinks with a mate who was trying to set me up with her friend. Meh.

[bittergrumpyandtired]

Day Sixty

mercoledì 15 maggio

I ended up getting a lot done today, I think. After my lecture in the morning, I had to go to work for some professional development, which took up most of my energy. After I got home, I planned out my essay, completed my Italian assignment, did a reading for one of my classes, all while listening to some fascinating TED talks.

I was really inspired by one to think about what I truly wanted to do. Not as in career wise, but in the short term future. I’ve put together a list, and written out any possible obstacles. Hopefully I can start achieving some things!