Hold on. Be Strong. Carry on. ;)

I'm not perfect. I don't even know if I'm worth it. I have lots of flaws & imperfections. Lots of secrets & insecurities. I'm not really friendly. I don't easily get comfortable with people. I'm shy at first but fun & easy to be with, once you get the chance to know me a lil' better. I'm not used to hugs, kisses, sweet conversations and endearments. Yeah, I know those things are nice. I like it when people are sincerely doing and expressing it. But I just don't know what to do with myself. I'm not even used to saying "Iloveyou's" to the ones I love. I'm really not good at expressing my feelings. Yes. I'm a crybaby. I do cry easily over touchy scenes & stuff but I'm not showy in terms of other things.. I'm sometimes showing the opposite of what I actually feel. I may look cheerful, hilarious, and funny at times (especially when I'm with friends & others) but there's really more to it. I'm the type of girl who looks smiling on the outside but actually torn and broken on the inside. No one knows. No one really understands... Except God... And only God.. And I've always been thankful to Him.. Right now, as much as possible I don't want other people to hear my story or even see my tears anymore. I'll try to be brave and will do my best to excel in my own craft. I hope someday I'd find that ONE who could understand me.. & accept the REAL ME.. Who would make me realize that things are not really the way I thought they would be. Someone who could change my perspectives that there's more to life than sorrow & sadness. Someone who could bring out more the best in me. In God's perfect time...

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oftentimes waiting is the most difficult thing to do. no matter how much we want things to happen, all we can do is to wait. but God's timing is perfect. with a little (or may take a whole lot) patience and faith, it's all worth it. #waiting #perfecttiming

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👣💗#beach #vitaminsea #summerlove

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hoping to travel more with my loves and the full circle next time #highschoolbesties #bffs #8yrsstrong #friendshipgoals #oldbutgold #beach #sunset #vitaminsea #summerlove

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swayin' #beach #sunset #vitaminsea #hellosummer #love

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hang in there buddy. everything's going to be ok 👌👌

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expectation: sun-kissed💋 reality: sunburned hahaha #feelingmermaid #mermaidfeels #beach #sunset #vitaminsea #hellosummer #love (at Anawangin Cove, Zambales)

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tryin' to be a little bit artsy and creative in capturing these kind of perfect moments. oh I think Im in love! #beach #sunset (at Anawangin Cove, Zambales)

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summer love 💜 #beach #sunset #love #bff

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You are amazing God 💜

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You are amazing God 💜

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refreshing pine trees 🌲🌲🌲 (at Anawangin Cove, Zambales)

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The Lord is faithful to all his promises and loving toward all he has made. Psalm 145:13 ☺💜💜 Blessed Sunday!

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Papa 💘 Mama. I miss you Pa, sobra 💔

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stolen by my papa 😇 its been a year. #tb #graduation

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hello to my new tumbler! yay so cuuute! 😻😻 #totoro

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saturday hangout with college buds 👍🙌 🙌 #friends

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"Love is fragile. And were not always its best caretakers.." 😭😭 this movie never gets old. #thelastsong