u g h .

at this point, i consider it self-sabotage. sad b¡tches club // venting thingz 💫🪐🌊⚡️

[bittersweetsk]

[bittersweetsk]

I allowed myself to get way to fucking comfortable

[bittersweetsk]

Okay im done for now he asked me to watch some tv together.

[bittersweetsk]

Fuck it ill start starving myself again to try to get some kind of fucking happiness back because fuck me i guess and fuck everything i try to fucking do

[bittersweetsk]

I fucking hate everything about myself

[bittersweetsk]

I fucking hate myself

[bittersweetsk]

Im said for so long i dont deserve happiness and look at me now. Depressed as fuck still.

[bittersweetsk]

Wtf is th point of talking or asking whats wrong if your just gonna fucking get mad

[bittersweetsk]

Just in a constant stand of feeling like i do everything wrong. And im not going to be happy ever.

[bittersweetsk]

Im really trying not to slIt my fuċking wrist man. Im been doing so good lately. But like fuck.

[bittersweetsk]

Oh, hi again.

[bittersweetsk]

I be fucking everything up.

[bittersweetsk]

Maybe they see and dont care

[bittersweetsk]

I hope you’re doing okay.

I miss you.

[bittersweetsk]

I wish they saw how this affected me.

[bittersweetsk]

I really feel like i ment nothing to them.

[roseforviolet]