wolf and woman , HIATUS

independent leah clearwater . somewhat canon divergent .

[gorgns]

        𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙻𝙰𝚄𝙶𝙷 𝙾𝙵 𝙼𝙴𝙳𝚄𝚂𝙰         if   they   dared   to   look   at   medusa   straight   on   they   would   see   that   she   is   not   deadly   .     she’s   beautiful   and   she’s   laughing   .         (     written   and   adored   by   cass   ,     est   .     2019   )

[bitthers]

out ;   like   for   a   various   starter   !   could   be   a   lyric   based   starter   ,   in   canon   dialogue   ,   or   from   a   meme   maybe   …   i’m   feeling   over   productive   x3   ♡

[bitthers]

*   @chocolatcfurred   asked   ;         ❛     i   understand   .     ❜

        he's   hit   a   sore   note   .   at   first   ,   voice   and   breath   is   caught   in   her   throat   ,   breathing   becomes   ever   slightly   labored   .   she's   trying   to   blink   back   her   tears   before   they   spill   ,   silver   lining   in   the   fact   she's   actually   succeeding   .   she   would   never   let   quil   see   her   cry   ,   not   if   she   could   help   it   at   least   .   lips   press   into   a   line   ,   chokes   back   a   sob   as   she   addresses   him   .       ❛     oh   ,   really   ?   keep   it   to   yourself   .   i   don't   need   a   pity   party   .     ❜

[bitthers]

*   @bondsevered   asked   ;         ❛     do   you   think   i   am   a   fool   ?     ❜

        leah   grits   her   teeth   ,   jaw   clenches   as   she   ensures   she   heard   him   properly   .     ❛     i   don't   even   know   you   .     ———     so   i'm   going   to   go   with   undeniably   .     ❜

[bitthers]

        leah   was   a   senior   like   me   ,   but   a   year   older   .   she   was   beautiful   in   an   exotic   way     —     perfect   copper   skin   ,   glistening   black   hair  ,   eyelashes   like   feather   dusters     —     and   preoccupied   .       (   pg   .   97   ,   twilight   .   )       /       independent   rp   blog   for   leah   clearwater   .

[bitthers]

        “     her     mother     told     her     she     could     grow     up     to     be     anything     she     wanted     to     be     ,     so     she     grew     up     to     become     the     strongest     of     the     strong     ,     the     strangest     of     the     strange     ,     the     wildest     of     the     wild     ,      the     wolf     leading     wolves     .     ”                                                                                                                                                         —— nikita gil .                                         independent roleplay for the bitter wolf herself ; leah clearwater .

[bitthers]

        OUT ;   gentle   psa   that   if   i   can't   see   /   find   /   read   your   rules   i   more   than   likely   won't   follow   ...   :(

[shittytwilightaus]

twilight au where Leah rightfully goes off at everyone in the pack early on and no one ever belittles her ever again

[persephonememes]

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 /  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠.

❛ You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast. ❜

❛ You are going to break your promise. ❜

❛ I understand. ❜

❛ And I hold my hands over the ears of my heart, so that I will not hate you. ❜

❛ Oh, I will be cruel to you. ❜

❛ It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be. ❜

❛ But you understand, don’t you? ❜

❛ I am a demanding creature. ❜

❛ I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable. ❜

❛ For you alone I will be weak. ❜

❛ I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. ❜

❛ In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold. ❜

❛ I have looked for your face in the patterns of the ice. ❜

❛ I moved the earth and the water for you. ❜

❛ Because my magic is as strong as an arm. ❜

❛ Magic does that. It wastes you away. ❜

❛ Magic does that. It wastes you away. Once it grips you by the ear, the real world gets quieter and quieter, until you can hardly hear it at all. ❜

❛ You will always run away with her. ❜

❛ You will always lose her. ❜

❛ You will always be a fool. ❜

❛ War is not for winning. ❜

❛ But her heart was so cold that she could hold ice in her mouth and it would never melt. ❜

❛ You look like a winter night. ❜

❛ But if you must be clever, then be clever. ❜

❛ Be brave. ❜

❛ Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight. ❜

❛ She is so stubborn, her heart has an argument with her head every time it wants to beat. ❜

❛ How I adore you. ❜

❛ Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me. ❜

❛ Oh, quit that. ❜

❛ In his own country, death can be kind. ❜

❛ Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing. ❜

❛ Someone ought to write a novel about me. ❜

❛ I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived. ❜

❛ What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists? ❜

❛ After love, no one is what they were before. ❜

❛ In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you. ❜

❛ No one is now what they were before the war. There’s just no getting any of it back. ❜

❛ How long your hair has grown. You could strangle a man in it. ❜

❛ I have survived, but I have not been spared. ❜

❛ After all, when all else is gone, you may still have bitterness in abundance. ❜

❛ I’ve a devil of a habit for being right. ❜

❛ Everyone is a criminal! ❜

❛ Naturally, then, humans fall into three categories: the criminal, the not-yet-criminal, and the not-yet-caught. ❜

❛ Forests have secrets. ❜

❛ We are better at this than you are. ❜

❛ We can hold two terrible ideas at once in our hearts. ❜

❛ It’s not so bad, my darling. ❜

❛ I look at you and it is like my throat being cut. ❜

❛ Do you think I am a fool? ❜

❛ Did you never think, even once, that I loved lipstick and rouge for more than their color alone? ❜

❛ I still want to kiss you. ❜

❛ I hate it here. ❜

❛ He’ll burn you down like wax if you let him. ❜

❛ Did I not come to you on my knees with a kingdom in my hand? ❜

❛ I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too. ❜

❛ My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it. ❜

❛ Nothing ever truly dies. ❜

[bitthers]

* wxlfprint ;

☾   Noticing  the  motion  to  rise  ,  he  reluctantly  does .  Truthfully  ,  anyone  coming  to  see  him  was  unwanted .  He  honestly  thought  ,  however  ,  it  would  be  Quil  or  just  ,  someone  else .  It  surprised  him  a  bit  it  was  her .  When  she  said  ‘  thing  ’  he  knew  exactly  what  she  was  referencing .  That  thing  that  nearly  killed  his  friend  (  a  woman  he  had  been  in  love  with )  and  someone  he  was  trying  to  get  over .  He  had  no  idea  how  to  feel  about  the  so  called  child .  Right  now  there  was  only  anger  and  a  desire  to  stay  away  from  it.  He  turns  on  his  heel  after  hearing  she ‘ ll  go  with  him .  Before  they  go  he  decides  to  ask .

“  Leah  ,  why  did  you  come ?  ” 

        she   stays   silent   for   a   bit   ,   walking   just   far   enough   ahead   of   him   so   he   doesn't   catch   her   facial   expressions   .     always   the   fastest   in   the   pack   ,   don't   you   forget   !     brilliant   whites   gnaw   on   plump   bottom   lip   ,   she   doesn't   know   the   answer   to   his   question   .     blind   faith   and   loyalty   to   the   rightful   alpha   ?   or   just   jacob   .     honest   fear   of   being   abandoned     again   ?     skin   taught   on   her   features   ,   she   keeps   up   infallible   poker   face   .   nearly   through   thicket   of   trees   and   leaves   and   ever   vast   green   flora   .   barely   detectible   shrug   of   broad   shoulders   ,   a   tilt   of   her   head   as   she   turns   to   him   .     ❛     just   making   sure   you   don't   do   anything   stupid   .     ❜     there's   pain   laced   with   her   words   ,   an   open   wound   throbbing   at   the   memory   .   how   many   times   had   she   done   something   just   to   make   the   pain   stop   ?   how   many   times   would   she   do   it   again   ?   four   years   his   senior   ,   yet   she   had   become   so   wise   .   a   child   herself   ,   forced   to   grow   up   far   too   quickly   ,   losing   so   many   people   all   at   once   .   shaking   the   thought   from   her   mind   ,   solitary   eyebrow   lifts   and   lowers   ,   as   if   to   say   no   big   deal   .

[alienpride]

moodboard » quileute wolf packs, the twilight saga.

the packs will fight. they’ve never been afraid of vampires.

[volatileteeth-deactivated201910]

I don’t like how the pack treated Leah in the books, and I almost refuse to acknowledge it. They’re all dumb teenage boys but even dumb teenage boys could see how it was a terrible situation, for everyone involved. Paul probably would be the one to say something about it and piss Leah off, but most of the time he wouldn’t mean it.

all i’m saying is that The Pack shouldn’t have taken it out on Leah, and Stephanie was terrible to write that in the books.

[bitthers]

        she's   sat   on   the   log   in   front   of   the   bonfire   lost   in   thought     ——     all   seriousness   over   as   announcements   had   been   made   and   stories   passed   down   hundreds   of   years   have   been   told   .   she   had   been   watching   the   cousins   run   around   ,   the   babies   being   shown   off   to   other   family   members   .   she   vaguely   remembered   her   mother's   speech   about   looking   after   the   new   wolves   ,   especially   now     —     they   didn't   know   how   to   move   ,   how   to   act   ,   how   to   not   be   awkward   .   eyes   lull   up   ,   eyelashes   like   feather   dusters   fluttering   up   to   her   eyebrows   .   unamused   ,   she   eyes   the   person   before   her   .     ❛     i'm   not   the   pack   mom   ,   kid   .   what   do   you   want   ?     ❜

*   @merveiilles     —     petey   .   ; —   ♡’d   for   a   starter !

[bitthers]

        growls   emit   from   deep   within   chest   ,   teeth   bared   as   hair   raises   on   the   back   of   her   neck   .   ears   flat   ,   he's   pressed   her   for   the   last   time   .   she   was   so   tired   of   being   beat   down   !     BARE   YOUR   TEETH   at   me   ,   idiot   !   i'll   pull   them   out   one   by   one   .     the   mental   telepathy   was   good   for   many   things   ,   but   the   headache   insuing   was   adding   that   much   fuel   to   her   fire .

*   @volatileteeth   ; —   ♡’d   for   a   starter !

[bitthers]

out ;   like   for   a   various   starter   !   could   be   a   lyric   based   starter   ,   in   canon   dialogue   ,   or   from   a   meme   maybe   …   i’m   feeling   over   productive   x3   ♡

[bitthers]

        she's   in   emily's   kitchen   ,   lazily   stirring   a   pot   of   soup   ,   lost   in   thought   .   given   kitchen   duty   after   a   brief   spat   with   paul   ,   leah   was   actually   relieved   .   she   could   cook   about   the   same   as   em   ,   but   her   lack   of   drive   (   and   pack   of   annoying   ass   men   ) kept   her   from   offering   .   murmurs   come   from   deep   within   her   chest   as   soon   as   scent   reaches   her   nostrils   ,   too   low   for   a   human   ear   but   just   enough   for   lupine   .    ❛    food's   not   ready   .   jacob   and   embry   are   with   bella   .    ❜    not   exactly   telling   him   to   shoo   ,   but   enough   of   a   warning   to   make   sure   if   he   was   going   to   stay    ——    she   wasn't   in   the   mood   for   a   fight   .

*   @ghostonthird   ; —   ♡'d   for   a   starter !

[bitthers]

out ;   stumbles   back   onto   the   dash   .   my   theme   is   finished   !   hope   everyone   can   see   things   okay   .   also   !   hi   new   followers   !   please   take   a   chance   to   look   at   my   updated   rules   .   thank   you   !   xoxo