I fucked up my financials and while the issue is only temporary(the money is still there, I just can’t reach it unless I use it for necessities, and I have support from and living with my parents, so I’ll be ok), it means that I can’t start saving up for my doll plans until the end of February at the earliest and of COURSE this happens right after I get super excited for a new project, one  that would have been easily affordable if I didn’t make this mistake. The games I was excited to get with what I thought I’d have left after holiday shopping are also a no, as is spending for anything not food, school, or health related. Until February.
It’s my fault completely and I’m lucky I’m not in actual trouble and I know it could be a lot worse! And I don’t mean to disrespect anyone in actually dire financial condition, but it’s still a bummer that I can’t treat myself this January when I was so looking forward to it after spending a lot on my friends and family this holiday. Not that I regret supporting them, I love them and one of the fun things about Christmas is to make others happy when I can. I’m just frustrated that I blew my chance to treat myself afterward on something stupid.
~Anonymous