I fucked up my financials and while the issue is only temporary(the money is still there, I just canāt reach it unless I use it for necessities, and I have support from and living with my parents, so Iāll be ok), it means that I canāt start saving up for my doll plans until the end of February at the earliest and of COURSE this happens right after I get super excited for a new project, one Ā that would have been easily affordable if I didnāt make this mistake. The games I was excited to get with what I thought Iād have left after holiday shopping are also a no, as is spending for anything not food, school, or health related. Until February.
Itās my fault completely and Iām lucky Iām not in actual trouble and I know it could be a lot worse! And I donāt mean to disrespect anyone in actually dire financial condition, but itās still a bummer that I canāt treat myself this January when I was so looking forward to it after spending a lot on my friends and family this holiday. Not that I regret supporting them, I love them and one of the fun things about Christmas is to make others happy when I can. Iām just frustrated that I blew my chance to treat myself afterward on something stupid.
~Anonymous