💉 meeee. ill be your mindless zombie. stick me with a needle with some nice chemicals in it then do some experiments on me, the first test is if i wake up or not i guess
the first test? its cute you think id be that careless. lethal options are last. id have to keep you alive for a few months if i really wanted to break you. to get your mind all compliant, one of the first things would be getting you on medication. theres a lot that numb you out, though it would take some time trying to find the 'right' one. wouldnt want to get you on something actually helpful would i?
id also need to desensitize your reactions. pain should become a normal sensation, no different from others. that would be pretty difficult but im sure i could figure it out.
i genuinely want a grinder made to look like a deep wound or guts spilling out or SOMETHING. PLEASE. yeah yeah theres zombie dildos I DONT WANT THAT I WANT A GRINDER LET MY GRIND MY DICK ON SOMETHING GORY
i genuinely want a grinder made to look like a deep wound or guts spilling out or SOMETHING. PLEASE. yeah yeah theres zombie dildos I DONT WANT THAT I WANT A GRINDER LET MY GRIND MY DICK ON SOMETHING GORY
funny you should say that about razor blades since thats what i use most often. i take apart disposable razors and use those blades.. theyre good and sharp but ive been less able to go deep recently. (itd be really fucked up and bad if you tried to convince me to push myself to go deeper then show you. who said that..)
i cut myself with glass only a couple times and never really kept the pieces around for long and i never managed to get deep at all. really ive only ever had success with razorblades. (can you imagine getting me to keep trying and trying with something a bit too blunt until i create a substantial wound? what if i was on call with you the whole time? itd be so overwhelming for someone to be talking me through it, continuing to push me further..)
i saw a post of yours randomly from april about not having many gut pics… it made me think about being sent out like a scavenger to gore sites to try and find you something good, no matter how disgusted and scared it makes me feel. ill get used to it eventually. maybe eventually id be looking back on everything i found for you and feeling certain things. hmm.
youre just so desperate for me to make you worse arent you? very cute. i tend to not encourage to go deeper unless im very aware of the depth the person usually goes/i know they know proper wound care
fantasy wise though, i would absolutely love to call you, pressure you to just do a couple more swipes on the deepest ones, and try my best to get you to essentially gut yourself :3 with enough praise i could at least get you dripping and covered in your blood
thats such a fun idea, i find it quite tedious combing through medical archive sites, gore sites, etc, to find good images. most are of old men. not my thing. a lot are of women. also not my thing. and really i want some good, clear autopsy pictures of the internal organs before removal. i am sooo specific in my desires it would be convenient to have a people-pleasing mutt to find them for me
forcing you to dig your own grave while i watch then fucking you in it. when i finish and you start to beg me to stop i just call you a fucking idiot for thinking id let you go when youre still recognizable. you arent getting that release quite yet puppy.
worrying about the potential of being overheard having sex is stressful enough but at this rate I'm less worried about that and more worried about the fact that if someone hears us they will think we are doing domestic abuse to each other