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Cait. 25 years old. Psychology degree. Mom to be.

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[rocknrollwillneverdie-blog1]

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[awwww-cute]

She looked perfectly into the camera

[depressiondaiquiri]

it doesn’t even really hurt anymore

it’s more of an emptiness

i don’t miss you but rather

you are missing from me

the place i carved out for you

inside my heart

is open, now

and bleeding

happening only beneath the surface

forming bruises across my entire body

starting at the chest and working their way around

my entire surface area

until my skin becomes nothing

save for black and blue

the same as the sky

and the same as you

it doesn’t hurt

because i’ve settled into this pain

i recognize the number when it calls

the sound of its footsteps down the halls

ive slept next to this pain every night

for months now

i’ve let its cold seep over my body

curling its fingers around my flesh and muscle and tendons and bones

and before you ask,

no it doesn’t hurt

and no i’m not cold

because i’ve lived side by side with it

every day since july

i know it like the back of my hand

like the drive to work

or to your house

or like the sound of you snoring

i’ve memorized it

settled deep inside of it

and colored in the parts that you couldn’t fill

this pain

or more accurately stated

this vacancy

has become the only consistency

you’ve ever been able to give to me.

october 18th, 2018

[im-daddys-favoritte-deactivated]

[suspend]

“I know people come and go but it still hurts when they do.”

— 3 am thoughts (via suspend)

[nothin-gness-deactivated2024102]

[thoughtkick]

“I need you to love me a little louder today.”

— Unknown

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“I wish there was some kind of button that I could push and it would allow me to unlove you. It would make things easier for me. I wouldn’t have spontaneous moments where I think about you and want to die. It would make the process of moving on faster. I wouldn’t ever be hurt by you again even if we are no longer together. I’d be happy. But that’s the thing once you love someone, you can’t unlove them no matter how hard you try.”

— Unknown

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweat and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. and most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.”

— Unknown

[minnie-mickey-disney]

[highlandvalley]

[sapper-in-the-wire-old]

GIVE HIM THE FISH

[sapper-in-the-wire-old]

Looking at it again I like the torn paper in the background suggesting that the cat busted his way into the room

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[yodelmachine]

My laundry basket is self-loading.

[fieldbears]

My day has not been great, and this actually really helped

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Instead of saying ‘I’m damaged, I’m broken, I have trust issues’ say ‘I’m healing, I’m rediscovering myself, I’m starting over.’”

— Horatio Jones

[uxuriel]

“You’ll never forget them, not even after years. But one day, you’ll go a whole minute without feeling the pain. Then an hour. A day. That’s all you can ask for, really.” His voice drops. “You’ll heal. I promise.”

An Ember in the Ashes

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Being told you’re appreciated is the simplest thing, and yet it’s one of the most uplifting, incredible things you can hear.”

— Unknown

[apupy]