Your desire to kill is not the problem, the problem is the reason behind that desire.
A funny paradox of people obsessed with power is that their desire of power is most often fueled by their very weakness - insecurity and lack of self-awareness. Weakness is the enemy of a person and weakness of one person can become a problem of millions. Weak people are dangerous, not the powerful ones.
Weakness is what pushes people to commit the most horrid, disgusting, unimaginable crimes like r*pe, child abuse or anything that targets a person's dignity and/or targets the defenseless.
A person who commits crimes is not a pathetic, useless piece of shit soley because they're a criminal, they're a pathetic, useless piece of shit because their motivation was dictated by personal, emotional problems and insecurities. Somebody who's motives are rooted in ego will never reach true power, no matter how many victims will they dominate with their sickening actions or how much money they earn from it.
Somebody who never made peace with themself, never got to know and accept themself, never got to calculate their might, will never reach true power and self-control, as people who show megalomaniac tendencies and lack of self-control and calculated consideration, also belong to the same species of pathetic, weak people. Overestimation is an act of despair.
Now, how many times YOU wanted to kill somebody or ruin their life as an act of revenge? And how many times you were told that "it's not worth it, because you will just drag yourself to their level and you should be better than that". I geniuenly believe that the act of killing them alone, won't make you as bad as them or better than them.
If you do it because your ego was hurt and killing them will be an act of desperation to proof them that you deserve better - then congratulations - you're EXACTLY like them, you're no different, because your mindset is the same of your abuser. But if you make peace with yourself and the past, you no longer feel inferior and endangered and eventually then decide to kill them - you're better than them, because you made a decision that you had a FREE undisturbed, unaffected choice of making.
What is the best verification of that if someone commited a crime out of weakness? SHAME.
Ego-motivated criminals will be ashamed of their doings, they will try to hide them from the world and avoid the consequences of looking at it again. Giving the Epstein case as an example, or the Holocaust, or the genocide in Gaza. All of those were either kept low-key or the abusers were full of megalomanic pride.
I would love to get rid of them all. And not in a peaceful way. I would love to kill every person involved in genocides, I would with pleasure perform every kind of mental and physical torture that comes to my mind to every child r*apist and child abuser, I wouldn't even have a lot against using their close ones as a potential extra psychological torture factor. And I suppose a lot of people would like to do the same. But would I do it because it harmed me directly? No. In fact most of the things named above never affected me. I don't feel desperation tied to the victims' suffering, I don't feel anger to the point where it would affect me personally and emotionally. It makes me free from egocentric motives and I can focus on my real unaffected decision that feels right to me, would follow my desire and open a new experience that I can learn from about myself and others, so increase my self-developement. And my decision would be to get rid of them in a painful way as they're pathetic, parasitic organisms that poison the world and affect energy in a negative way, harming a lot of people with potential. I don't need them wasting air on the planet where I live. I wouldn't do it to feel "more powerful, more in charge" I already know my power.
I would not feel shame for what I do. I wouldn't try to hide it. They could livestream it on the biggest screen on the Time Square and I would be glad to share. Instead of trying to hide my face I'd show it straight to the camera and bow down at the end.
If you think it would make me "on their level", if you don't see any difference because "crime is crime" apparently our life philosophy is different.
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