black and blue and blonde

[einsliga]

[iamblaq-deactivated20161218]

[lequor]

[mirrorsinner]

[blackandblueandblonde]

I think I’m really sad today.

I did a good job of hiding what I went through — maybe too good.

When I finally got out, I moved fast:

new job, new friends, a new version of my life.

I rebuilt without asking for help.

And because I didn’t ask,

everyone — even my family —

missed the quiet ways I needed softness, grace,

a little extra kindness.

No one saw that I was still searching.

Still trying to gather the pieces of myself.

Still figuring out who I was on my own.

I’ve gotten a lot of tough love —

plenty of “you’re not doing the right thing” —

but not a lot of gentleness,

not the unconditional support I actually needed.

And even in my own unraveling,

I let everyone around me stumble and fall,

and somehow, I still showed up:

emotionally, financially, spiritually —

even when I had nothing left to give.

[blackandblueandblonde]

[frachella]

by Frachella

https://www.instagram.com/frachella/

[blackandblueandblonde]

Just hoping

you say hi—

but I

just happen

to be

painfully shy.

[blackandblueandblonde]

Things

are better

lived in.

Memories.

Life.

Stories.

Clothes only come to life

once they’ve had

one

of their own.

[lux-envy]

[blackandblueandblonde]

It hurts

because you found a part of yourself

worth protecting.

You found a boundary.

[blackandblueandblonde]

[blackandblueandblonde]

my sister bought me a mirror

[blackandblueandblonde]

………4/27 by Trick on Apple Music

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[blackandblueandblonde]

[blackandblueandblonde]

In love

but not sure I want to be in a relationship,

just always hurts too much

[blackandblueandblonde]

I struggle with wanting to wander alone

and a deep desire to belong.