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! i don't post th*nspo ! READ PINNED POST BYF. obvious tw. block don't report. i don't promote this, if you're struggling please seek help. 22. they/it. 163cm/5'4 and fat.

[blackcoffeepunk5]

I swear to god if I get reported one more time I'm offing myself

okay fuckos, listen up

This blog IS TRIGGERING. If you think you may be triggered, BLOCK ME. Please do NOT report me. This is my only safe space.

I do NOT promote eating disorders. This blog is my safe space to talk about my struggles with them.

I do NOT condone fatspo or body shaming. If I see you doing that shit I WILL block you.

IF I ever tag a post on this blog, it is NOT for reach. It is ONLY so that anyone with those tags blocked doesn't accidentally see my content.

While I will not be posting about politics on this page, it's important you know that I DO stand with BLM, ACAB, abolish ICE, no more MMIW, land back, free Palestine, etc. Bootlickers DNI.

It is also important to note that this blog is NOT a safe space for TERFs, SWERFs, MERFs, TWERFs, radfems, gendercrits, tradfems, or truscum. DNI if you fall into one or more of these categories.

If you are not an ED blog or your blog is blank I WILL block you; if your ED blog is a side blog feel free to message me or leave an ask and let me know so I don't block you.

And finally, once again, PLEASE DO NOT REPORT THIS BLOG. IT IS MY ONLY OUTLET.

This has been a PSA.

[blackcoffeepunk5]

omfg

today was awful i bought a scale and worked myself cause work was awful and then i come home and make plans with this guy just for him to flake, then another guy friends came over instead but he's kinda hot and now im like 👀👀👀 but today SUCKED

[sacred-portal]

[blackcoffeepunk5]

i was at my lw 7 years ago today.

[blackcoffeepunk5]

i do not want to be alive

[blackcoffeepunk5]

omfg i was gonna go to the store ALONE today so i could buy a scale before i go see the boyf but my fucking bestie wants to come with and i cant tell her no and she cant see me buy it because she KNOWS ABOUT THIS and will get sus. but omfg

[izzy444angel]

[nadiasbones-deactivated20251103]

i love watching food videos instead of eating im so full on pixels

[blackcoffeepunk5]

put the rest of the raviolis in the fridge and ate a pickle :) proud of myself

[blackcoffeepunk5]

anyone else poor? how do we get over the guilt of throwing food away if we're full/don't want it?

[blackcoffeepunk5]

im LITERALLY just trying to fast for 3 more minutes to make 12 hours but i just bought GROCERIES

[blackcoffeepunk5]

love breaking my fast with a can of raviolis cause im poor

[blackcoffeepunk5]

im LITERALLY just trying to fast for 3 more minutes to make 12 hours but i just bought GROCERIES

[blackcoffeepunk5]

help me figure our what i need to buy to get back on track :(

[blackcoffeepunk5]

hehe im back on ig :) bcpjpg if u wanna be mutuals <3

[blackcoffeepunk5]

every time i eat i get horrible acid reflux

[blackcoffeepunk5]

went back to my edig roots and made a summer themed tracking calendar for the month :) when i get my first paycheck at my new job im buying a scale :)

[blackcoffeepunk5]

i feel like im the only one here who's actually fat