I swear I don't have anime brainrot

A pile of black goo trying to become a boy

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Fatamoru cast on Fata Morgana Island (in progress)

Currently finished making Michel, Giselle, Imeon (who probably came from 7th Lair instead of Assento Dele because of whatever reason), Morgana, and Jacopo.

Will be working on the rest of the cast, and will probably make Richard and Buckingham on alt island.

This game is somehow way funnier than Sims idk I think my brain is wired weirdly.

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More Fatamoru cast in Tomodachi Life

Finished with Yukimasa, Pauline, Maria, Mell, Nellie, and White Haired Girl.

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Fatamoru cast on Fata Morgana Island (in progress)

Currently finished making Michel, Giselle, Imeon (who probably came from 7th Lair instead of Assento Dele because of whatever reason), Morgana, and Jacopo.

Will be working on the rest of the cast, and will probably make Richard and Buckingham on alt island.

This game is somehow way funnier than Sims idk I think my brain is wired weirdly.

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Good news Michel and Giselle already married lol

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Fatamoru cast on Fata Morgana Island (in progress)

Currently finished making Michel, Giselle, Imeon (who probably came from 7th Lair instead of Assento Dele because of whatever reason), Morgana, and Jacopo.

Will be working on the rest of the cast, and will probably make Richard and Buckingham on alt island.

This game is somehow way funnier than Sims idk I think my brain is wired weirdly.

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I should start randomly yelling "Thus I am determinèd to prove a villain" whenever I feel bad or someone pisses me off. I mean the Requiem of the Rose King obsession isn't helping so this also doesn't help but it'll probably feel cathartic. At least it helps a bit in stop feeling guilty over minor things not my fault.

Still kinda hate how Shakespeare character assassinated multiple historical figures but when you get past that and get into the play itself, and the social context around the play, and the historical context about the actual events, they were indeed interesting.

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So I tried to watch the 1955 Shakespeare film version of Richard III, basically the famous one played by Laurence Olivier and the one everyone claim is a classic, and I have to turn if off after like 10 minutes. No it's not becaise of the gleefully evil gremlin vibe (it's fine, that's one character trope that is interesting), not the hunchback caricature (outdated so understandable), not the smug monologue (I can just close my eyes and vibe to it).

IT'S THE FUCKING EYE CONTACT. Bro why is he staring at me. CONSTANTLY. Who the fuck does that. Feels like bro is commiting burglary across time and space. I hate eye contact and this is way worse, this is metaphorical sharp-nail-over-chalkboard. Also for whatever reason it makes me incredibly self-conscious about my physical existence which I did not ask for on weekends. Fucking hell man.

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Scrolling Tumblr is a mistake. Somehow everywhere there's discourse. Yes I know what I enjoy is problematic but my brain also have weird neuron activation mechanics, fucking hell.

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Why the fuck does a book on "Medieval European Clothes and Fashion" is all about Burgundy, France, Italy, Byzantine, Holy Roman Empire etc. and there's NOTHING about England or Scotland. I don't get it. Am I misunderstanding something or did the fucking island not count as Europe in Medieval times. Fucking hell.

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Sometimes I wish I could just exist as a floating brain. No physical form. I mean I didn't consent to owning the one I have now anyway. I was yeeted into the world. Nobody asked if I want to be here or if I want this body. Yes I know. The concept itself is absurd. Nature works in mysterious ways and all that. This isn't a video game, it didn't come with a character creation page. But I still sometimes think about it.

And then I start hoping everyone could just be a brain floating in space. Yes that's abhorrent, because many people do enjoy their physical existence, I know. But still, that way I could feel less like a weirdo for thinking this. Also helps me think less about other people's body (haha).

Yeah thinking about this is useless and I should go do something else.

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I wonder if there's some obscure analysis/essay hidden somewhere in the corner of Internet that analayze Requiem of the Rose King side by side with Richard III the play.

It would be genuinely interesting to see how some manga plots parallel or deviate from the play it took inspiration from, and how Richard/Buckingham/literally everyone else's character differ from the Shakespearean version, and consequently their historical counterpart. Not in the shallow "Richard is more evil in the play" way cause we know that already, but something more intricate and in depth

.... Honestly though I don't think it exist. RotRK doesn't look very popular and all that. Such a shame, if it exist it would have been super interesting.

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I actually did a college essay on this delving into the differences and how it uses the genre of shojo to translate the story into a new context! Idk if the essay is any good lol, I was in a Shakespeare class and rly in RotRK so I combined my interests

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(I think it would still be fun to read about that even if it's not completely what I imagined but hey I better start reading myself)

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I wonder if there's some obscure analysis/essay hidden somewhere in the corner of Internet that analayze Requiem of the Rose King side by side with Richard III the play.

It would be genuinely interesting to see how some manga plots parallel or deviate from the play it took inspiration from, and how Richard/Buckingham/literally everyone else's character differ from the Shakespearean version, and consequently their historical counterpart. Not in the shallow "Richard is more evil in the play" way cause we know that already, but something more intricate and in depth

.... Honestly though I don't think it exist. RotRK doesn't look very popular and all that. Such a shame, if it exist it would have been super interesting.

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Hornet (human)

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I actually have anime brainrot