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what is this? you ask for nothing i cannot understand

frightening paternal tyrant I thought to have no one in my life instead i spend my time waiting to open i can't

i'm pushing normality i have all the stuff you'll need

one boy and one girl gone a sign saying this isn’t the life you should have

he tried to fight against it this little boy too quiet to be popular he thought he could change this do you remember? he was the only one

he first knocked on my door

decided that he didn’t want me

How do you know?

everything undertaken failed i did not want my children

believe desire live Things to Do

in my wake that would be sure to crush me i gave up and continued to confine myself

it would begin and end in a proposition he needed the flattery and a certain amount of guilt

the breeze of his father's moving hand was accepted for many years this tension is constructive

charming authoritarian romantic he was surprisingly strong he was serious about you that first evening was my initiation

sometimes under a sun umbrella he asked me questions just enough to make me suspect i'm broken

i was willing to pay she came unexpectedly there was nothing to be done

his father has no time for poetry what's your excuse?

an imprecise recollection the sunlight the inevitability the white lace underwear the way you cancelled air

God leaves them alone

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