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“Because despite it all, despite everything you knew to be true, you trusted him, didn’t you? You trusted him”

— But that turned out to be a mistake

🌊Meanspo Monday🌊

Oh my god. I can´t even. Have you looked at yourself? Have you actually ever and truly looked at yourself? All I see is fat, disgusting, ugly fat. How can you live with that?You keep whining about flat stomachs and skinny arms but all I see are huge thighs, flabby arms and a fat stomach. Truly pathetic. You keep your strong will for – what a month? A week? A few days? And then you give in, because you are weak and lazy and only have excuses. Do you have any idea how gross you look while shoving all that fatty and sugary food down your throat? Have you no shame? Not even animals are comparable to you.You could be ohh so thin, so fragile, so pure and beautiful. People would call you fit, gorgeous. People would like to talk to you and get jealous of the way you move. They would ask you if you have eaten, how you´ve gotten so thin. They´d be impressed. But no.No.You said no to that when you decided to open your fridge. You are the one destroying your dream, funny isn´t it? Now, stop fucking eating. Stop. Get over yourself and throw that food away which you didn´t deserve anyway. Start working out, burn all those thousands of calories, all of your ugly and gross fat. Nobody should have to look at you. You know that it´s not too late, right? If you would have stopped your goddamned behaviour you could be there now.

Well, you´ll have to start over. Again. Don´t you give me an excuse now. Start working.

blackquotess

“I can’t even look at myself in the mirror without thinking that I am not enough”

— Thoughts that never leave my head

blackquotess

“Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Fucking please come back. Come back?”

— 7:59pm