sick and tired

he/him used to be bladeisnothere at 2k followers. back and rel4psing. please don’t report, just block tw: ed pro recovery, mdni active as of oct 2025

[blade-is-not-there]

I’ve lost 40 lbs since March and I can’t even tell, if it weren’t for the progress on the scale I think I would genuinely believe I haven’t lost weight. I’m assuming this is some kind of body dysmorphia nonsense but no one in my life has commented on it either, it truly feels like the scale is lying to me.

[ouchowouch]

yaaoowwww it hurts

[blade-is-not-there]

I’m back and better (worse) than ever

[gingerino13]

I’m waaaayyy to old to have an 3d

[blade-is-not-there]

Going on tumblr after eating, feels like I’m lying

[blade-is-not-there]

Did you really lose the weight if no one notices

[blade-is-not-there]

Lost six pounds this week ❤️‍🩹

[blade-is-not-there]

The only “fatspo” I need is the mirror

[blade-is-not-there]

The concept of feeing like I’m not good at having a disorder

[normalcysboringg]

i wanna get bad again

[blade-is-not-there]

If not eating didn’t make me lightheaded and exhausted I would be unstoppable

[shazbazlover]

I feel like I’m too fat to belong to edblr

[bunnypouty]

too nauseous to eat 🤝 nauseous from not eating

[prttydoll4]

romanticizing the process rn bc when fall comes i’ll be able to dress cute and enjoy the season, bc wearing cozy sweaters feels and looks so much better when u can tell its the sweater that’s oversized and not u

[blade-is-not-there]

Lowkey gave up and binged on and off for a couple weeks without working out at all, but somehow only gained a couple pounds from it. Super awesome I can easily come back from that, but if it had been more who knows if I would’ve given up completely. Oh well, I had my fun now I need to lock innnnn

[soullessanoreksik]

Oh to be this aesthetically pleasing to eyes.

[princxedmond]

Slow progress is better than no progress 🪽