[ialwaysbelieve]

[allsadnshit]

Yeah

[blahblahxoblah]

needed to seee thisssss <3

[blahblahxoblah]

It's all the super duper obvious chatgpt/ai captions/information everywhereeeee, lately, as well. Like where is the human creativity and effort?!! Srsly??? Robotic, dull and mundane. 😭 #i try not to focus on the dystopiannesss but like...ITS SO DYSTOPIAN 😭

[blahblahxoblah]

What I miss most about the 2000s, is how curious and non predictable life/the world seemed,back then. Everything seemed so much bigger, diverse and novel pre social media.

The growth of the internet means, yes, more knowledge/answers, but also, overexposure and desensitisation to just about anything and everything. Like. Nothing super interests/surprises me anymore 😭. But maybe that's just me and my own personal apathy rn, not necessarily or solely due to the internetttt. # I just want it to be 2004 again pleaseee 😭

[kosmogrl]

learning not to return to places where I miss the past but see no future

[liulyam]

Happy Lunar New Year! Year of the Horse is here!!🐴

[blahblahxoblah]

Actively manifesting just makes me more attached n impatient/p*ssed n worldly. Idk. Is it just me lmao? Like, honestly, i dont even wanna be consciously directing my energy towards anything, anymore, or atleast rn, f*cks it, ill just let it be lmao. *I know, i know ur constantly manifesting and blaaah, but u KNOWW what i mean eyeroll lol*

[blahblahxoblah]

[blahblahxoblah]

Sometimes I just wanna surrender to the sadness...even if its ill advised, vibrationally... I can't help the tides, always.. I just want to sigh and exhale it all out :(. Its actually such a discipline to keep yourself up during such periods, n today, *n probs for the rest of the week* i just wanna be over trying n rest w it, im tired :'(.

[blahblahxoblah]

Lol im sad again

[blahblahxoblah]

[blahblahxoblah]

Feeling: v faithless. Effs everything. Xo

[blahblahxoblah]

It's legitimately crazy how once i break the ice at anything, Im like...all in..Or all out. Literally. Just pure, saturated momentum (somewhat addiction) toward whatever habit it may be. It's actually kinda scary that once that energy is released, I'm almost, uncontrollably *but powerfully* propelled in pressed direction. It can be a good or a bad thing I guess, depending on which direction I go...

[blahblahxoblah]

I just feel so grateful and my heart is beaming n full as I go to bed tonight <3

[blahblahxoblah]

Yes i said obsessed-

[blahblahxoblah]

Okay im so bored, i need to become obsessed w someone new-

[blahblahxoblah]

Theres something ab hanging in a graveyard that sounds so aesthetic and calming to me, lol..but at the same time, u wont catch me there anytime soon unless I'm dead lmao