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it says shaggy has absolutely no ambitiom whatsoever. even ghe damned dog has some sort of life goal and he wants to eat dog treats for the rest of eternity. shaggy doesnt give a Fuckk. fun Scoobe-Doo™ trivia for the whole family: shaggy is a fucking nihilist

frost-strix17

Scooby Doo is middle aged.

spikeluv84

where the fuck were their parents??

biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist

Do you have any allergies we should know about before we send you stuff? Especially now that your address is public

No allergies, and it’s very thoughtful of you to think to ask <3

order69b

Follow-up, do you have any triggers we should be aware of?

biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist

Nothing comes to mind. Oh um, I genuinely don’t like being around furbies please don’t mail me those. I just, I see one and chalkboard screeching starts playing in my head. I think it has to do with the noises they make and me being autistic.

Thoughtful question, thank you!

order69b

@staff , since you guys are relentlessly persuing this unnecessary censorship, why don’t you do something to prevent yourself from losing more members than necessary, like make a filter that shows only your flagged posts? Or shows you if your blog is going to be deleted outright or not? Since members=$$$, I just thought it might be a smart idea.

biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist

it’s like a group project that descended so far into dysfunction they no longer see the point in trying to fix it

biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist

they know they’re screwed they’re just trying to get it over with

thebobababe-deactivated20210216

Conversing with my cat

Me: you silly cat you aren’t a registered voter

My cat, yelling: meow

Me: such a silly cat not partaking in democracy

My cat, yelling louder: meow

Me: you are so silly

My cat who just wants me to feed her: M E O W

biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist

FEED HER AND HELP HER REGISTER ONLINE

cloududart

yekkes

It’s my opinion that like if a white supremacist/Nazi is going to be reformed. They need to do so willingly. The only times I’ve heard of successful rehabilitation of fascists is when they made the conscious decision to no longer be one anymore and seek atonement. People who try to like hug and change fascists that don’t want to change are fucking morons

haletheprince-deactivated202208

Correct. I was crypto-facist for a few years, and the people trying to hug me didnt change me because at that point I wouldnt have listened. It was only when I started to see the movement for what it was that I was finally able to listen.

yekkes

I’m not derailing your addition but I’m horrified you’re only 18. When did you become a fasc?

haletheprince-deactivated202208

Yeah trust me it *is* horrifying. I’m ashamed of who I was and I think my only atonement is to talk about how damn easy it is to become one when you’re young.

This is gonna be a long post.

For a little bit of background, I am a mixed race person, half brown and half white. I was raised in a Muslim family and am still closeted around them.

I started to have issues with Islam at around 12 or so, when I first started to get the idea that I might be gay. Now I never would have admitted that was my reason. If you had asked me I probably would have said “logic” or something. Because of that I went hard into atheism and atheist circles.

Now people hate to admit this but ex-Muslim spaces are predominantly right wing. Ex-Muslims often see the left as “too tolerant” towards a religion that hurt them. This was the only community I had though, and I read through everything. I was 13.

The other thing that people hate to admit is that, especially when you’re young, being mixed race is so damn hard. If I acted “too white”, following my mother’s German/Austrian traditions, I was accused of hiding my true nature. But if I acted “too brown” I was just another camel jockey. So I hid my “Indian” customs from others and tried passing as white. Especially online.

So I’m not saying this is all youtube’s fault or anything. I was raised to believe that the brown half of my family was lesser and stupid. And with my hatred of Islam, I believed it doubly.

Then came Anita Sarkeesian. I was watching pewdiepie and from there my recommendations were all set. If I’m remembering the pipeline it was pewdiepie - Philip Defranco - Chris Ray Gun (sp?) - Thunderfoot - Sargon - etc. But I was pretty much acquainted with all of the right wing youtube of the day.

Funnily enough, I found her through Thunderfoot. That got me into antifeminism, and more specifically, GamerGate.

I was primarily on the subreddits KIA (Kotaku In Action) and TIA (Tumblr In Action). Both made fun of the SJWs. I kid you not, I would gleefully wait for “Sanity Sunday”, where the people would talk about how feminism is disgusting, cultural appropriation is fake, the wage gap isnt real, etc. I would scroll through this tag for hours.

I got most of my youtube recommendations from those subreddits. This led me from GamerGate to more fascist lines of thinking, such as watching videos about why BLM is a terrorist organization, why all muslims were evil rapists, and why I was fundamentally right to reject my Indian heritage and follow my “correct” heritage.

From here I delved into “race realism”, and I believed it all. I had to. This was the only community I had felt safe in. One of the fash guys even offered to shack me up at his house if my parents kicked me out for being atheist. I was 15.

To say that again, I was 15 and believed that white was right, blue lives matter, “we wuz kangs”, etc. I never would have called myself a fascist or a Nazi. How could I? I used my brown skin as a token, so that people could point to me and say: “See, we aren’t misogynistic and racist! We have this brown girl right here.” But I believed in all the things the Nazis did. I’m not going to pretend I didn’t. I will never pretend I didn’t.

But then something happened. I admitted to myself, and to a few others, that I was gay. And suddenly, the homophobia that I had molded myself in, it didn’t fit right. I happened to, by accident, click on the reddit thread of GamerGhazi, the opposition to GamerGate. And after a long bout of introspection I found out that they were accepting of gay people, that the things I had been experiencing were common, that maybe, just maybe, we didn’t need a white ethnostate.

I don’t want to be dramatic but that accidental click saved my life.

From there it was a road of recovery. I deleted all my old accounts, made new ones, and started to read leftist theory. I found better friends, cut out old people. So now, just about two years later, I’m healing.

I think that’s everything. I probably got some times and dates wrong because I’ve been trying to move on from it. But if you need more info or anything like that, please let me know.

haletheprince-deactivated202208

Founded by former violent extremists, mostly from the far-right, we are committed to compassion, education and countering violent extremism.

Reblogging for anyone who’s struggling with being an ex-fascist. Feel free to message me as well, I know how scary it can be.

behindthemaskoflife

Edward: They’re so smol

writer-ace

One thing that gets ignored a lot when it comes to mental illness is conflicting symptoms. I sleep both too much and not enough. There will be weeks or months where I’m averaging three to four hours of sleep on a weekday, but on weekends I sleep until 1 pm. Some days I don’t eat my first meal until 4 or 5 pm, while other days I comfort eat all day. All of those are symptoms of depression, and none of them invalidate each other. Manifestation of symptoms can change as a person ages, but it can also change day to do depending on other factors in a person’s life.

boy-and-girl-crazy123456

you ever feel like you wrote a post because it so completely encapsulates how you feel

actualaster

There’s also the fact that you can have multiple conditions that can have conflicting symptoms.

biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist

“that’s interesting art”

“thanks! one of my kids made it”

“how many kids do you have?”

“roughly 60,000″

goldentail1

Wait, so if your the Tumblr sibling, what makes @i-am-a-fish ?

biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist

I’m the older sibling, fish is the younger

every other person on this site is a middle child

sparrowofsong

I fucking love how you have 60,000 followers. And six is pink. And you’re pink. Just like the thing with Gaudete Sunday. Maybe no one else sees it, but damn.

biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist

synesthesia?

nonbinary-safe-haven

Nonbinary people with feminine voices are 👌👌👌🙏🙏😍😍😍😍💓💓💓💓

softbutchluvr

thanks but my voice is actually the grossest sound on the planet

nonbinary-safe-haven

To you, maybe, but that’s just you! Its all subjective, your voice just isn’t what you like in voices. And if you wish to change it one day, then you will, it will be great then too!

retrofrill

So savage, but so true

sagaprefecturejet

It’s been a rough one.

mioxenoblade

Me, to a cis person: “have you….have you had…the surgery?”

Cis person: “what surgery?”

Me: “the one that removes your head from your ass”

mioxenoblade

Me, to a cis person: “have you….have you had…the surgery?”

Cis person: “what surgery?”

Me: “the one that removes your head from your ass”

vampireapologist-archive-deacti

ppl are so annoying “you can’t paint ur bedroom pink you’re an adult” i did not spend my entire life waiting to grow up and control my life to paint my bedroom beige

hojolove

I had a sales woman in furniture store try and tell me not to buy a hot bubblegum pink loveseat because she wanted me to “think about the future”

Bitch, I am thinking about the future. I already got a hot bubblegum pink couch at home and now I need a loveseat to go with it.

madgastronomer

when I first bought my house, I announced my decision to paint my bedroom purple. I had wanted a purple bedroom for thirty damn years, you fucking bet I was gonna have one now. My friends decided, for some reason, that I meant what one of them referred to as “14 year old girl purple” (through what’s wrong with the colors a 14 year old girl chooses, I don’t know, even if they’re not what I want as an adult). They didn’t believe me until they saw the color on the actual wall, even thought they helped me pick out paints. My mother, meanwhile, decided to get worried that if I painted my bedroom a “dark purple”, it would be “depressing”. As if, with an entire house to live in, I would spend all my time in the bedroom, which I wanted to be dark because I would be sleeping in there. In the damn dark.

I had like one, maybe two friends who were all like FUCK YEAH YOU PAINT IT WHATEVER COLOR YOU WANT, PURPLE BEDROOMS ARE AWESOME.

But when they actualy saw the finished bedroom, every single one of them was like, “Oh yeah, that’s really pretty.” (Well, the ones who supported me from the beginning were more like WOOHOO.)

And the moral of the story is: Fuck ‘em, please yourself. Either they’ll come around, or you can safely ignore every question of taste they opine about for the rest of time.

themintycupcake

This applies to other adulting activities, too. When I was a kid, I decided that I wanted to have a wedding cake made of doughnuts. When I got older, I figured that I would be “mature” about it and get a traditional cake, which the older adults approved of. Now that I’m 25 and facing the possibility of actual marriage in the near future, I’m just like “marriage is a social construct but it comes with tax & insurance benefits, so just give me that goddamn doughnut cake.” If they don’t like it then they don’t have to come to my wedding.