i'm tired. I'm tired and sad and I just partially regressed.
I have my own little, but I don't know if they actually care for me or are just using me.
I care for them so much, yet they text me, asking me to help them regress, when they specifically know I am asleep, they brush aside my own feelings and when I say stuff like that I love them or that I won't leave them, they just say "good". Recently, I missed them asking me to help them because I was asleep, and when I asked them why they keep forgiving me despite my mistakes, they said "Well I'm giving you chances because you should learn how to be a CG".
Which... how? What do I need to learn? Why does that sentence sound so toxic?
I just need advice. I am tired, stressed and partially little right now, and I don't know what to do.