holy yapfest

sysposting sideblog for @corrupted-coffin collectively it/hymn. sodom or catulus.

[blasphemesys]

Hilarious way to describe the system.

[shorisi]

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Saw a post about #that repo song and almost immediately started crying so clearly I'm in a normal headspace and not overly emotional.

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"Sometimes I'd stay up all night wishing to god that I was the one who died" who is letting them get away with this.

[blasphemesys]

Saw a post about #that repo song and almost immediately started crying so clearly I'm in a normal headspace and not overly emotional.

[blasphemesys]

Being made fun of for listening to "divorced dad music". Sorry would you rather we go back to Johnny Cash???

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Drinking tea and reading while a toddler is showing me hot wheels and explaining the colors to me and I don't think I've ever felt more middle aged.

[blasphemesys]

Why do I have dog anxiety.

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I really thought that having college to look forward to would make the summer easier but I guess not. It's only the first day and this is like my third time sobbing for no reason. I just don't know what I could possibly do to fix it. It feels like nothing I do matters. I might come back from my moms early just so I can go to summer school and see some people because I think the loneliness will just be unbearable otherwise.

[blasphemesys]

I really thought that having college to look forward to would make the summer easier but I guess not. It's only the first day and this is like my third time sobbing for no reason. I just don't know what I could possibly do to fix it. It feels like nothing I do matters. I might come back from my moms early just so I can go to summer school and see some people because I think the loneliness will just be unbearable otherwise.

[blasphemesys]

Is it corny if I make some friendship bracelets in my school colors to hand out to people at freshman orientation. I feel like the girls will love it and that is my target audience but also I don't want to immediately out myself as lame and gay.

[blasphemesys]

i guess its a thinking about my dad kind of day. unfortunately.

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anxiety so bad i have to train myself out of getting nauseous with fear just watching someone play resident evil.

[blasphemesys]

introduce himself? ❌ no

say hello or something like a regular person? ❌ no

speak like a little weirdo while he stares at me with freaky bug eyes? ✅ yes apparently.

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the wormpilled freakmaxxer

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they should ban using my given name for anyone except like one person. nobody else is high enough on the swagmeter.

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the jonathanpilled fanshawemaxxer

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just had half a big mac and a large fry as my first meal of the day, youre telling me this is what our president is eating all the time? dude he is going to fucking die Soon.