la fleur noire

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[blazingpixels]

and what of this space?

didn’t you pray and pray and yearn for a voice and here it sits, a time capsule into a time of hope?

didn’t you see yourself in the coming days becoming who you wanted to be?

and now i watch you struggle for a sense of meaning, as if it never meant anything at all.

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so pretty…

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Task setting

I always have struggled with finishing tasks.

I leave them to linger in my head, on my desk, in my reminders app.

To be honest, I should've realised that it's easier for me to say:

Start your project

Rather than:

Finish your project

But sometimes it just takes time to learn.

I'll see if being aware of this trick breaks the cycle, or keeps me in the loop.

[blazingpixels]

I was thinking about writing. Thinking I needed another separation; another branch of myself.

Another reason to choose whether to conceal or not conceal.

But I remembered you’re here.

So I guess we’ll say hi every now and then.

[blazingpixels]

I’ll try to break their hearts by breaking my own.

~ Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights

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I also love repetition!

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I LOVE DISTORTION

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feels like the window’s open

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dang this music feels like something in the water

[blazingpixels]

You will be required to do wrong no matter where you go. It is the basic condition of life, to be required to violate your own identity. At some time, every creature which lives must do so. It is the ultimate shadow, the defeat of creation; this is the curse at work, the curse that feeds on all life. Everywhere in the universe.

~ Philip K. Dick, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?

[blazingpixels]

'Goddamn it, get into bed,' Rachael said. He got into bed.

~ Philip K. Dick, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?

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'I love you,' Rachael said. 'If I entered a room and found a sofa covered with your hide I'd score very high on the Voigt-Kampff test.'

~ Philip K. Dick, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?

[blazingpixels]

'You androids,' Rick said, 'don't exactly cover for each other in times of stress.' Garland snapped, 'I think you're right; it would seem we lack a specific talent you humans possess. I believe it's called empathy.'

~ Philip K. Dick, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?

[blazingpixels]

In a way, he realized, I’m part of the form-destroying process of entropy. The Rosen Association creates and I unmake.

~ Philip K. Dick, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?

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who needs morals when you have designer?

~ Jecka, Class of '09

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i heard something somewhere that said something like: 'punishment for my fear created a complex'... i wonder...

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‘A Passage for Trumpet’ from the Twilight Zone is a little gem, I love it :)

Needed a little boost…