Follow The Pointed Tail

INDIE Multimuse Befriended by Arson Crrd in Pinned

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On a light Hiatus - Activity sporadic

Ind. Multi-Muse Belphegor, Alice, Safina, and more WIP Muses - Venture (Overwatch) || Aniel (CotL) Befriended by Arson

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I am going to try and do artfight this year

https://artfight.net/~ArsonistDoesStuff

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In the depths of the sea

I never felt I was free

Threnody OC Multiverse/Crossover Friendly Drowned by Arson

[blcgfriend]

" Short stacks are the best stacks. Next to fat stacks, obviously. "

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" Love isn't that difficult. " Ragatha sighs.

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Small vent

Part of me wants to ask my psych about hypersexuality disorder or conpulsive sexual whatever disorder but another part is scared to

On one hand i know i have issued when it comes to sexuality on the other idk what getting a diagnosis will do cuz theres not rlly treatment for it thst isnt judt therapy??

And also like. Idk feeling so fucking isolated cuz my brain wants to think of some things but im. So terrified to talk to ppl about it or even nust talk to grt the thoughts out. Because we need boundaries but also my brain wants to think this way. Like. I hate it so much. I hate my brain cant be normal. That my brain and body want sexual shit (not touching nothing irl) but i know i cant break boundaries obvi but how tf am i supposed to casually talk with ppl about stuff??? I cant. Ots not shit people can or should be expected to do. But i sit here in my thoughts and worry they fester and get worse but i dont want to guilt ppl to talk with me and aaaaA

Sorry i just wanted to vent stuff out

[blcgfriend]

Hot tip: dont deep dive in the news if you have a disease that is triggered by stress. You will, inevitably, trigger the disease.

Fuck menieres.

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Ragatha body ref. Cw: nudity

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you cant convince me Ragatha doesnt give the best hugs because she's a ragdoll and clearly is weighted. She's a weighted plushy, and she 10000% keeps the fabric soft and clean. She's the ultimate cuddler

[slumbernot]

waow! glad you guys liked the Horse. here, a secret special Bonus

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guys....it's alright.....i gave her a horsey....

[mxuntainsidemuses]

She here, present thine equine

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" Oh! Well, uh, this is Daisy Bell. " Ragatha leads out a large ragdoll-style horse. Various patches adorning it's pale fur as a light ginger mane rest against its head and neck. A similar button adorning it's rirght eye just like Ragatha's as if to match with her.

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Ragatha body ref. Cw: nudity

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" Does anyone want to see my horse? " Ragatha asks, her tone light with a hint of excitement.

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I love that i can hate characters

I love that a show can make me feel emotion that genuinely makes me angry at them. Not to the point of self destruction but that a show can give me a character. Have them be complex. And still not redeem them and its expected to dislike them.

I need more characters were supposed to dislike. That a show can give us someone whos done terrible things and unforgivable actions. But also still show their trauma. And also show they dont need forgiveness. No one needs forgiveness. And that showing decent human kindness =/= redemption.

Yes. This is about jax. Jax is a great character. And i love that i can dislike them. Because theyre a cautionary tale of not allowing yourself kindness and not forgiving people who refuse to forgive themselves.

Also no this is not me being anti trans. I hate jax for the actions they do, not for the identity they are.

To me. They really needed that asshole persona ripped off so they can actually deal with who they are.

[scrrowfulseas]

In the depths of the sea

I never felt I was free

Threnody OC Multiverse/Crossover Friendly Drowned by Arson

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Send my character a ► and a command. They must obey.