made in the red room

[blckwdcw]

Welcome to my marvelous (hehe, pun totally intended) blog. My name is Bia, I’m 21+ & have been roleplaying for over 10 years. I have had this blog since November 2015 (though sometimes I tend to disappear). This is a sometimes low activity & selective & independent roleplay blog for Marvel’s Natasha Romanoff. My portrayal is a mix of Earth 616 comic canon & MCU. Please read my rules and this post before interacting. Previously known as hxrstyle.

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and i love you. <3

[khonschu]

                          i serve @khonschu. i’m his avatar. we protect the vulnerable and deliver khonshu’s justice to those who hurt them.

independent,    selective,    mutuals    only    marc    spector    of    moon knight.    portrayal    based    on    mcu    +    comic    influences    +    personal    headcanons. 

[blckwdcw]

Just a quick lil update… I actually got sick so if I wasn’t at work I was sleeping or coughing up my lungs. But I feel much better now and I have the day off tomorrow so I probably will get some stuff done here.

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... help ._.

[thoughtkick]

We produce destructive people by the way we are treating them in childhood.

Alice Miller (via thoughtkick)

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        I really just spent like an hour trying to get my taskbar to show icons and nothing working just for this b*tch to randomly start working again... Anyway, I just wanted to check in, because I had a busy weekend and wasn’t able to be here and also this week work is going to be a lot and I don’t have a day off until Saturday, so if I’m not here that’s why. 

[hella-amberpricefield]

"What If... the World Lost Its Mightiest Heroes?"

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             @fiercehearts​ liked for a starter.  ❤

   Seriously, for someone who was so well trained and for years was believed to be nothing but a ghost story, it was almost ridiculously easy for Natasha to get into his apartment. Although a quick glance let her knew he didn’t seem to be too attached to the place. Barely anything personal anywhere. Actually barely anything anywhere. This man didn’t even have a proper bed. For fuck’s sake, she thought with a shake of her head as she lightly tapped his side with her foot and quickly took a step back. It was already bold of her to get into his place unannounced, waking him up definitely didn’t help the situation, so it was safer to keep a distance. 

   “Sorry to wake your from your beauty sleep.” There was a slight smirk tugging on the corners of her lips. “You know you’re not on a constant run anymore? You can build a life, allow yourself some basic luxury. Like a bed with a good mattress. An old man like you should actually know to appreciate the importance of a good mattress.” She kept it lighthearted but as she turned around to pick up a few things to observe her tone got more serious. “Also helps to get at least a couple nice minutes of sleep between the plaguing nightmares.” Bucky didn’t tell her about any nightmares, but he didn’t need to. She knew. “Before you make a trip to IKEA, I need some help though.” She turned back to him, her gaze searching for the familiar blue eyes.

[edenmemes]

batman (2022) starters

❝ you know what? i can’t watch this anymore. ❞   ❝ we need a leader, not a cheerleader. ❞   ❝ fear is a tool. ❞   ❝ why am i starting to feel like a fish on a hook? ❞   ❝ don’t make me hurt you. ❞   ❝ wasn’t sure i’d see you again. ❞   ❝ you don’t trust me? ❞   ❝ listen to me. don’t throw your life away. ❞   ❝ you have any idea what kind of trouble you’re in? ❞   ❝ i’m giving you a chance. no one ever gave me a chance. ❞   ❝ we’re gonna get the hell out of here, okay? i promise. ❞   ❝ you better watch it. you know what my reputation is? ❞   ❝ something terrible is gonna happen. ❞   ❝ are you out of your mind? watch where you’re going. ❞   ❝ they think i’m hiding in the shadows. but i am the shadows. ❞   ❝ the hell are you supposed to be? ❞   ❝ i’m vengeance. ❞   ❝ i’m nobody. i’m just an instrument. ❞   ❝ oh, i live on the edge. ❞   ❝ the city’s angry. scarred. like me. ❞   ❝ i guess i gave you too much credit. ❞   ❝ i told you. i can take care of myself. ❞   ❝ you assume the worst in people. ❞   ❝ i’m sorry. for what i said. ❞   ❝ vengeance won’t change the past. ❞   ❝ it’s okay. it’s done now. it’s done. it’s over. ❞   ❝ you’re really not as smart as i thought you were. ❞   ❝ you think you’ll be remembered? ❞   ❝ if this continues it won’t be long before you have nothing left. ❞   ❝ things will get worse before they get better. ❞   ❝ everybody’s got their dirty laundry. ❞   ❝ who are you under there? who are you hiding? ❞   ❝ listen. why don’t you come with me? ❞   ❝ maybe we’re not so different after all. ❞   ❝ you make it sound like they had it coming. ❞   ❝ what kind of demented son of a bitch does this to a person? ❞   ❝ you’re everything they say, aren’t you? ❞   ❝ you’re not my father. ❞   ❝ our scars can destroy us. even after the physical ones have healed. ❞   ❝ i never thought i’d feel fear like that again. ❞   ❝ you’d be surprised what a good man is capable of in the right situation. ❞   ❝ you don’t care about your family’s legacy? ❞   ❝ i haven’t got time for this. ❞   ❝ it’s gonna kill you eventually. you know that. ❞   ❝ all i want to do is get out of here, okay? ❞   ❝ i have to try. i have to push myself. ❞   ❝ i wish i could say i’m making a difference, but i don’t know. ❞   ❝ we used to be partners. ❞   ❝ please don’t hurt me. ❞  

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             @pizzalegacy​ liked for a starter.  ❤

   Natasha was waiting for Kate to arrive at the cafe where she set up their meeting. It wasn’t too busy, so she would still be able to keep an eye on everyone who was there - just in case. But it also wasn’t too quite, so they wouldn’t attract too much attention either. While she was waiting her attention got captured by a pair of young men - probably in their early twenties -, who were much less subtle about their business of exchanging money and some substances. They were trying too much to act nonchalant. The redhead let out a huff and with an eye roll diverted her attention to the street. Kate should show up soon. 

   She took a sip of her coffee and just as she was lowering her cup down, a familiar face caught her attention.”Hope you didn’t get into any trouble on your way here.” Something her favorite archer ended up doing more often than not and considering the relationship between him and Kate... it was not a far fetched concern of hers. With her hand she gestured towards the empty seat across from her. “I suppose you figured out I didn’t just invite you here to catch up. I need your help.”

[blckwdcw]

       I just realized I never wrote down my explanation how Nat is alive after Endgame.

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      As I try to figure out my icon & FC situation... would anyone be mad if I mostly stuck with comic icons until I decide what I want (or more like settle with something I’m happy with and also people won’t come with pitchforks after me).

[blckwdcw]

I need to get back in the game so... You know the deal, turn that lil heart red and I’ll have a starter come your way.

[khonschu]

i am a ghost now.     a spectre of the moon.     the moon’s knight of vengeance     —     and i got work to do. 

[blckwdcw]

      So when are we starting that Marvel group therapy?