NORMAL

〰️SHORT〰️PALE〰️UGLY〰️

[bleehhhhgirl]

suicides caused this year

355717 as on 2:10 AM, 2nd MAY 2023

[bleehhhhgirl]

i wanna run away for a while

[bleehhhhgirl]

urge to sh

[bleehhhhgirl]

i am at my lowest right now

[bleehhhhgirl]

my childhood

[bleehhhhgirl]

AM I A BAD PERSON ?

[bleehhhhgirl]

American Psycho

OK I SAW THE MOVIE FOR THE FIRST TIME

and let me say that I don't understand why the toxic male character of a serial killer is being romanticized and seen as a sigma male.

the acting of Christian bale was amazing. a guy who has a lot of knowledge and wants to fit in. is self-obsessed and materialistic. has an hour-long skincare routine as he's obsessed with outer beauty. he is also homophobic and a drug and sex addict.

MY ANALYSIS

ok maybe he did not murder those ppl in reality and it was all in his head. maybe he wanted to murder them but could not that's why he just thought he did, that might be the reason he sent his assistant away because he wasn't actually capable of committing that crime. maybe during that dinner, paul Allen told him he would be going to London so he just created the whole fantasy in his head, it was all in his drawings and it never really took place.

2. maybe he did commit the crimes and ended up escaping the police. his lawyer who did not want to lose his client acted as an alibi by pretending he had just met paul Allen and dismissing the thought that Patrick could do such a thing because he knew as a lawyer he would not be able to protect Patrick and his other client who had used Patrick as one of his alibis and was probably doing something illegal that he had to use a fake alibi. the lady at paul's house might have disposed of all the bodies either because she thought it would harm paul's reputation or the building's value. that is why she asked him to never come back.

though it is the videotapes i am thinking of which he said to have recorded while murdering these victims and the lack of chaos and investigation after so many people had been shot by guns the previous night.

[bleehhhhgirl]

🥹 after a long time, tell me what's going onnnnnnnnnnnn

Snapchat??

oh snapchat took down my account...dm me ill give u the new one then add me to ganga gang

[bleehhhhgirl]

and the urge to end it is back

ion wanna kill myself . ion hv the courage. i just want to escape from myself, like evaporate

[bleehhhhgirl]

Hey you're back??? 👣👣👣

yess

[earthtodes]

The real flex is healing yourself without becoming like those who traumatized you.

[theargylegargoyle]

Reblog if you think it’s okay to platonically say “I Love You” to your friends

[pixie-mage]

Slams the reblog button so damn fast

[ezrasarm]

[bleehhhhgirl]

Since everyone is talking about it starts with us

The reason I don't want to read it is bcoz ik i would have stayed with Ryle and knowing that makes me feel sorry for myself

[bleehhhhgirl]

If I end up marrying. I won't marry a man stronger than me.

[intoxicatednyx]

Paint me as a villain and let the rain fall

[intoxicatednyx]

A season of paper boats and kites

We will meet again just like the season of paper boats and kites,

Those bits of flaky papers will eventually diminish in wetness of stream

As soon as the period falls apart

It is not the end

We will meet again...

A season of kites will arise

Those paper made to fly high in unbounding sky

Unknown of the god's desire

Unaware of the dangerous horizon full of foe kites

And the friendliness of trade winds

With highs of the sky and lows of water

Some days folded to float on flooded brooks

While other days cut and shaped to tear through the vault of heavens

We will meet again and again

Just like the season of paper boats and kites.

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[bleehhhhgirl]

Somebody told ne no one wants to be hated. Is it true?...

I don't think so.