𝔰𝔦𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔰𝔬𝔲𝔩

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[spaceeblack]

[blessmyfckingdarkness]

I loved you in ways I never learned to love myself - A

I don’t know if you’ll ever read this.

Maybe it doesn’t matter anymore.

Maybe it’s just something my heart needs to say somewhere other than inside my own mind.

I loved you in a way that felt like home after years of being lost.

I loved you in the quiet moments, the stupid laughs, the nights we fell asleep next to each other when everything felt safe for once in my life.

I loved the version of you that looked at me like I wasn’t hard to love.

Maybe that’s the part that hurts the most now—

that you stopped looking at me with the eyes that once saw me.

I’m still learning to breathe without the idea of you.

Still unlearning the way I made you my anchor,

still trying to understand how something that felt so real

can disappear in a matter of days, months, moments.

But loving you wasn’t a waste.

Not even close.

You taught me things about myself I didn’t know

—

the softness I thought I had lost,

the depth of my heart even after everything I’ve been through.

You will always be a chapter I read again.

And I hope, in some quiet corner of your life,

you remember that there was once someone who loved you so fiercely

it almost burned through her.

I will always love you.

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

i think nobody will understand how truly sad i feel unless i take my life to prove it.

[exceptionals]

me, every day: i just dont have the energy for this today

[wantobeenough]

I can't with me, I ruin everything everytime

[yourgirlinpieces]

i hate that kind of sadness where your chest physically hurts

[prettyfukinalone]

I can’t die. I can’t live. I don’t know where to go.

[blessmyfckingdarkness]

I carry the weight of a tree I never planted and roots that never let me grow elsewhere

[stay-close]

“People come in and out of your life. For a time they are your world; they are everything. And then one day they’re not.”

— Jenny Han, To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before

[honigimohr]

Time doesn’t heal emotional pain, you need to learn how to let go.

The Light in the Heart, Roy T. Bennett

[s-eightt]

prioritizing yourself is never selfish

[anxietyproblem]

[silvershoe]

i wish my bedroom could come with me everywhere i wish it could be like my own personal digital room that i can just click on and then bam i'm there and i can have all my things in one place no matter where i go

[thoughtcascades]

It's crazy to think that in a few years I'm gonna be a 30 year old teenager

[gemistra]

and in the middle of my chaos, there was you

[iiiiiiiillll-deactivated2023013]

Make your girl feel SAFE. That’s the secret.

[gedankentumult]

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