cn// mentioning of sh, depression, mental. health, tumblr 2014
tumblr era 2014 introduced me to sh, and romantizised depression so much to me that I got sucked into a hole and struggled coming out of it for the longest time.
yesterday I finally got a tattoo to commence the war I fought and still fight every damn day with my own mind.
there's nothing I'm not worthy of.
I deserve love. I deserve happiness. I deserve success. I deserve a day off. I deserve me.
I might not be healthy yet, I may never be but look closely as long as I am still here I am winning a battle. and at one point I will win the war. or I won't but if I don't believe I fought. for me. for you. for them. for one less death I'm responsible for.














