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what’s beyond this life? Will I see my loved ones there? Will there only be nothing? Are the texts even real? Is there something beyond? are the elders only interested in playing pretend? do they not know themselves? no the only difference with that is, they’ve more experience of what is and can be. They know their time is coming and therefore most heal their relationships with their family. Spend as much time with them as possible. Care for them. Listen to them. Love them. Keeps them feeling young. Legacy. But what about you? The self will dissolve? The soul will no longer be in its container. All I know is I’ve caused suffering. All I know is I’m sorry. All I want is for everyone to be happy and safe. All I want is death. I don’t want to experience living in this living hell.

#Some days I hear God inside my own heart #some days I question it. A product of my own subconscious speaking to me and therefore it was nothing this entire time. Not God. An idea.#Take a look around you. Tell me what this all is. Tell me with your heart. See it with your own heart.#Your answer will be different from mine.

jetix

2013-06-21

distantvoices

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I truly can’t wait to see what my death looks like.

#but for now I must experience the pain of losing my mind my family my love over and over again #I will love everyone #I’ll make new family if I lose anyone else #no one is replaceable in my heart #I’d be lying if I wasn’t afraid of dying. facing my death like a human. an animal. no matter how gruesome or painful. I’ll face it head on.#until then I want to see how far I can go

bitchontheprairie

carved into a cobblestone in brussels, photo via maarten inghels

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chuck-wills-widow

Strawberry Moon of 2025, Southern Maine USA

tomb-mold

real sufferers can see the end before it even starts

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oatbee

existing is exhausting

Get up and fight, keep going, like you always do, even if I lose, I’ll die with a smile on my face!!!!

Life’s been safe, however I’ve been stuck in survival mode since. I’ve never changed 😂 I laugh at myself for my arrogance. I am a fool who thinks he’s wise.

dreamstars

What’s on the other side of death?

#What’s waiting for me on the other side ?????#I have to make this worth it

Why do you want to hurt me

#I don’t understand why I deserve this. This is the kind of stuff that makes people kill themselves

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