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You have everything that you have ever wanted

...except each other

---is it worth it?

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I'm scared

That when we meet again

Only I will remember

And you'll see me as a stranger

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It's you

It's still you

It has always been you

-And I'm still choosing you even now that you're gone

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Just because you're ready for the pain doesn't mean that it will not hurt

-Nothing can really prepare you for the tiny needles that prick your heart

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Best friends notice your fake friends before you do

-with an "i told you so" look after you do

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You used to say that we become stars after death.

-And so every night, I look up to the sky wondering which one are you.

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Ring

Your promises came with a ring.

I still have the ring...

Not as a reminder of your broken promises

But as a reminder of our memories.

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Carry your pain

Always..

As a reminder...

Or as a lesson.

- It's your weapon

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nostalgia

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Coffee Addiction

Coffee reminds me so much of you.

And so I wonder.

Am I addicted to coffee?

Or am I addicted to your memory?

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I'm sorry I have to push you away.

I don't want to be a leech that sucks you off of your energy.

I don't want to be a dementor and feed on your happy memories.

I don't want to be the poison that runs in your blood.

So, please let me be.

-I'm still not healed enough to be with you

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I know you're never coming back...

I know it's impossible...

I know.

So, why?

Why am I still waiting?

Why can't I let go still?

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I'm wondering....

Is being reticent or being tight-lipped a ground to doubt friendship?