It's already our vacation and yet, I still cant feel your presence. Have you ever felt so lonely? Oo nanjan ka pero di pa rin kita maramdaman. Nalulungkot ako. Na hanggang ngayon youre willing to sacrifice me over other things. Do I really matter to you? Mahal mo ba talaga ako? O sinasabi mo lang na mahal mo ko? I dont get it. Ayaw mo ko mawala pero ginagawa mo pa rin yung mga bagay na alam mong ayaw ko... Kasi nasasaktan ako. Ive been telling u that ever since pero mukang walang epekto sayo. Eto na lang ba? Ill understand u and ill break down again? Then youll think na this is just another drama and we'll get away with this again. Nakakapagod. Ako lang ba nakakafeel na hindi kumpleto ang araw ko pag di kita nakakausap ng matino? Pag di kita kasama? It pains me not being with you. Ako lang ata nakakadama nyan. Life is unfair. Why did this happened to me? Bakit ba mahal na mahal kita? To the point na hindi ko na mabigyan yung sarili ko ng onting awa.. Ng onting dignidad. You see... Im willing to give up everything just for you. Im willing to do that. But why cant you? Sabi nga ng mama ko I should be with somebody who loves me more than I love him.... But what happened is the other way around. Ako tong nagmamahal ng sobra. Kasalanan ko ba? Bat ko ba hinayaang mahulog ako sayo ng sobra? Ang sakit sakit na... Youre not my world, but youre my happiness. Onting sacrifice naman... Onting pagmamahal lang naman... Sana naman mapadama mo sakin. I feel so worthless.
